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1978 `c mYN dwsvIN dy pypr dyx
AuprMq ivhlf hox kfrx Bogpur nyVy pYNdy ikMgrf coa vflf ipMz `c rih rhy
afpxy BUaf jI dy kol jfx dIaF skImF GV irhf sF ik iewk idn dupihry ijhy
psIno psInI hoieaf iewk irÈqydfr, jMmU qo, sfzy Gr afx Dmikaf. Ausny
dwisaf ik Auh jMmU dy bfrzr `qy pYNdy ipMz arnIey `c rih irhf sfzI irÈqy
`coN lwgdI BUaf df puwqr hY. Auh vYsy hI imlx iglx leI af igaf sI. gorf
icwtf, ibwlIaF awKF vflf ieh nOjvfn kuwJ ijafdf hI gflVI hox kfrx sfry
pirvfr `c idn Zlx qoN pihlf hI rc imc igaf sI. Ausdf qF ieh vI kihxf sI
ik Auh jMmU ivwc bws kMzktr lwgf hoieaf hY aqy ikDry vI PrI hI af jf
skdf hY. sfrI trFsport `c Ausdf nfm QoVU rfm lYxf hI kfPI hY.
KYr! do iqMn idn Auh sfzy Gr irhf aqy Ausdy rihx kfrx lwgI rOxk Ausdy
acfnk cly jfx nfl suMn-m-suMn `c qbdIl ho geI jfpdI sI. Aus nUM igaF nUM
ajy koeI cfr pMj idn hI bIqy sn ik ÈfmIN ijhy Gonf monf QoVU rfm bVI
pocvI ijhI pwg bMnHI sfhmxI glI coN quiraf afANudf mYnUM nËr afieaf. Gr
af ky cfh pfxI pIx AuprMq Ausny QoVf Audfs huMidaF dwisaf ik kwlH Auh
jMmU dy iksy ipMz `coN bws iljf irhf sI ik iewk Cotf bwcf AusdI bws hyTF
af ky mr igaf hY. Ausdy mflkF dy AusnUM pwg bMnH ky, Bys vtf ky, kuwJ
idnF leI Aury pry rihx leI ikhf hY, so Aus ny ieDr hI afAuxf munfisb
smiJaf. sfrf pirvfr sfh rok ky bVI idlcspI dy nfl Aus dIaF gwlF sux irhf
sI[ Aus dIaF msflydfr gwlF `c afeI sfzI mfqf jI nUM qF Aus `qy kuwJ
iËafdf hI qrs af irhf sI ik ivcfrf jvfn jhfn muMzf
 ikhVy
ksUqy pMgy `c Ps igaf hY. mYnUM pqf sI ik jMmU bwsF ivwc lwgy hoey
kMzktr aksr hI bwsF dI zrfeIvrI krdy hn ies leI mYnUM Auhdy vwloN bxfeI
geI khfxI `qy koeI bhuqf Èwk nhIN ipaf[ mfqf jI ny vI ipqf jI dy nfl
slfh kIqI ik QoVU rfm aqy mYN dovyN jxy, do cfr idnF leI ipMz ikMgry cly
jfeIey, muMzy (QoVU rfm) df idl hor ho jfvygf. jMmU `c nfly mfhOl TIk ho
jfvygf aqy iPr QoVU rfm df mslf vI eyny idnF qwk TIk ho jfvygf.
mYN qF pihlF hI ipMz jfx leI byhwd kfhlf sI[ ipqf jI ny mYnUM 20 rupey
idwqy qy ikhf ik QoVU rfm df ikrfieaf BfVf vI mYN lf dyvF, pqf nhI
ivcfry dI jyb `c kuwJ hoxf vI hY ik nhI. Èfied AunF ny Aus nUM vI kuwJ
pYsy idwqy sn. bws `c bihMdy sfr hI QoVU rfm ny myry kolo sfry pYsy lY
ley qF ik mYN axjfxpuxy `c ikDry guaf nf bYTF. jlMDr lMGdy hI mYN sON
igaf[ myrI jfg Aus smy KuwlI jdoN QoVU rfm kMzktr dy nfl JgVdf hoieaf
AuWcI AuWcI bolx lwgf. asIN Bogpur vI twp cuwky sF, Èfied dsUhf jF
mukyrIaF dy nyVy af cuwky sF[ AuWqrnf qF asIN Bogpur qoN vI pihly vfly
styÈn qy sI, pr QoVU rfm dI clfkI kMzktr ny PV leI sI, jo Gwt ikrfieaf
dy ky, Aus qoN vI awgy jfxf locdf sI. dovy jxy AuWcI- AuWcI bihs kr rhy
sn. QoVU rfm afpxI kMzktrI df roab idKf irhf sI pr mYN Aus `qy bxdf
ikrfieaf dyx leI Ëor pfieaf. pYsy dyx nfl gwl muwk geI[
kMzktr ny sfnUM agly styÈn BMgfly Auqfr idqf[ QoVU rfm dI skIm kMm kr
geI sI. Auh kihx lwgf ik iewQy Ausdy mfmy dy shury hn, rfq iewQy hI
kwtdy hF svyry vfips ipMz ikMgry cwlFgy. Auh mYnUM ipMz `c AunHF dy Gr
lY igaf. asIN axswdy hI nhI sgoN axcfhy pRfhuxy vI sF. KYr, iksy nf iksy
qrHF asIN rfq kwtI[ svyry AuWT ky nhf Do ky asIN rvfngI pfeI. awzy `qy
af ky Ausny do iqMn pYikt ley ijnHF `c BUry ijhy rMg dIaF motIaF motIaF
golIaF sn[ puwCx qy Ausny dwisaf ik cUhy bVy qMg krdy hn, ies leI mYN
ieh Gr vfsqy leIaF hn[ hux Auh ikMgry vfpsI bws PVHn `c afnf kfnI kr
irhf sI, kdy dukfn qy cfh bxfAux leI kih idMdf, kdy kuwJ qy kdy kuwJ krn
lwgdf. lgpg zyZ do GMty bIq gey. Duwp cMgI cVH afeI sI. awzy qoN QoVHI
hI dUr iewk AuWjiVaf ijhf bfg sI[ Aus ny pyt Krfb hox df bhfnf lgfieaf
qy bfg `c bih ky mYnUM ieMqËfr krn leI ikhf. koeI awDy 'ku GMty bfad muV
ky afey QoVU rfm dy mwQy qoN muVHkf co irhf sI. Aus df ichrf kfPI lflgI
ivwc sI. Auh AultIaF mfr irhf sI. mYnUM kuwJ gV-bV lwgI, puwCx qy Aus ny
dwisaf ik Aus ny cUhy mfrn vflIaF golIaf Kf leIaF hn, ies leI mYN Aus
nUM CyqI bMty vflI boql ilaf ky iplfvF. pYisaF bfry puwCx qy Aus ny KflI
btUaf mYnUM ivKf idwqf. myrI jyb `c Buwl BulyKy dy nfl do rupey df not
rih igaf sI.
mYN dUr awzy qy jf ky dukfndfr dy qrly imMnqF kr ky, do rupey pyÈgI dy
ky bfrF afny vflI bMty vflI boql lY afieaf[ ies nUM pI ky Aus nUM do ku
AultIaF hor afeIaF aqy Aus dy aMdroN ËihrIlf mfdf inkl igaf[ pr Aus df
sfrf srIr psIny nfl qr-bqr sI. Auhny mYnUM pfxI iplfAux df hukm cfiVHaf.
ipafidaf vFg myry kol hukm mMnx qoN ielfvf hor cfrf vI qF nhIN sI. pfxI
ikDry lfgy qfgy nhIN sI. mYnUM kfPI dUr hltI vfly KUh dy kol iewk itMz
peI nËr afeI. mYN AuWQy jf ky KUhI gyVx dI koiÈÈ kIqI. bVI musMikl dy
nfl itMz BrI, pr QoVU rfm dy kol phuMcdy-phuMcdy morIaF vflI itMz msF hI
qIjf ihwsf rih geI sI[ Aus dI qRyh ajy nhIN sI imtI, so mYnUM keI vfrI
ieh ikiraf duhrfxI peI. psIny nfl myry vwt inwkl gey sn[ pr "mrdf kI nf
krdf"vflI gwl ho geI sI.
Aus ny vIh ku imMtf bfad iewk hor hukm suxfieaf "mYN nhfAuxf hY, mYnUM
KUh kol lY cwl". myry nfloN kfPI qkVf hox kfrx Aus nUM cuwkxf myry vws
df rog qF nhIN sI pr iPr vI iksy nf iksy qrF AusnUM afpxy ipMzy qy cVHf
ky Aus dy pYr GsItdf mYN Aus nUM KUh dy pfVCy kol lY aieaf. bws qF myrI
pihlf hI hoeI peI sI, hux mYN KUh gyVnf sI. afpxy Gry kdy pfxI df iglfs
GVy coN nf Br ky pIx vfly nUM mYnUM KUh df gyVnf mOq hI ivKfeI dy rhI
sI. iksy nf iksy qrHF pMj cfr gyVy kwZ ky QoVU rfm nUM qF mY nuhf idwqf
pr grmI qy psIny nfl myrf vI nfhux ho igaf.
mYnUM smJ nhIN sI af rhI ik kI krF? mYN Aus vyly nUM
 kos
irhf sF jdoN mYN Aus nfl GroN qurn df PYslf kIqf sI. dupihr Zl rhI sI qy
LÈfm pYx nUM sI. mYN QoVf hOslf kIqf aqy vfips BMgfly phuMc ky sfrI rfm
khfxI dwsI[ AunHF nUM QoVU rfm dIaF kIqIaF krqUqF df BlI BFq igafn sI.
AunHF ny mYnUM vI Aus df koeI sfQI kMzktr hI smiJaf sI. ies leI myrI ies
drd khfxI c AunHF dI koeI bhuqI idlcspI nhIN sI. jdoN AunHF nUM myry
bfry pqf lwgf qF ipqf jI df mUMh mulfhjf rwKdy hoey myry nfl jf ky bfg
ivwc arD byhoÈ pey QoVU rfm nUM iewk ryVHy qy pf ky afpxy Gr lY aFdf.
ipMz dy zfktr nUM bulf ky tIky lgvfey. hux Auys dI jfn nUM drpyÈ Kqrf tl
igaf sI. Gr vfilaF ny mYnUM svyry jMmU jf ky sfrI gwl Aus dy mfipaF nUM
dwsx leI ikhf.
svyry qVky AuWT ky AunHF ny mYnUM jMmU leI iqafr kr idwqf. myry leI phfV
ijwzI musIbq mUMh awzI KVHI sI. mYN GroN ikwdF inwkldf? myrI jyb `c qF
iewk Kotf pYsf vI nhIN sI[ myry dwsx qy ivcfiraF ny aFZ guaFZ qoN pYsy
AuDfry mMg ky myrI jyb `c pfey aqy mYnUM 'bfhmxF dI vVHI' jf ky bws bdlx
leI afiKaf[ mYN "bfhmxF dI vVHI" Buwl ky bws kzMktr nUM jdoN "pMzqF dI
vVI" Auqfr dyx leI afiKaf qF Auh hws-hws dUhrf hoieaf.
iksy nf iksy qrHF Kwjl Kuafr huMdf hoieaf mYN Èfm nUM QoVU rfm dy ipMz
Aus dy Gr puwj igaf[ Aus dy Gr qF swQr iviCaf hoieaf sI. kdy AunF nfl
myl jol nf hox krky AunHF ny mYnUM isafixaf nhI sI. myry sfrI gwl dwsx
qy AunHF dy ichry `qy kuwJ rOxk prqI. AunHF nUM myry phuMcx qy ies gwl
dI sMquÈtI hoeI ik Gwto Gwt AunHF df ieklOqf sfihbËfdf ajy ies dunIaf
ivwc hI ivcr irhf sI.
dUjy idn QoVU rfm nUM Ausdf bfp Gr lY afieaf[ Aus dI Gr-vfpsI myry leI
dyÈ inkflf hI iswD ho rhI sI. Auh afpxI ies mMdI hflq leI mYnUM hI
ijMmyvfr dwsdf hoieaf PwkV qol irhf sI. iewQy af ky mYnUM pqf lwgf ik
sfrf mfmlf kuwJ hor hI sI. Ausny kMzktr BrqI krfAx dy bhfny nfl keIaF
lokF qoN hLËfrF rupey Twgy sn. Aus vwloN Twgy gey lok Ausdy ipwCy hwQ Do
ky pey hoey hn. sfry pYsy Auh aYÈ-pRsqI `qy Krc krI bYTf sI. Ausdy pwly
Dylf vI nhI sI irhf. ies musIbq qoN Aus df Cutkfrf AusnUM mOq hI duaf
skdI sI. ies leI Ausny Ëihr Kf ky KudkusMI krn dI koisMsM kIqI sI.
mYnUM iKafl afieaf ik jykr AusnUM kuwJ ho jFdf qF insMicq rUp `c Ausdf
kfiql mY hI mMinaf jfxf sI ikAuik Aus kol lokF dy Twgy hoey rupey hVwp
krn leI Ausdy kql krn df kys kudrqI hI myry qy iPwt ho jfxf sI[ mYN Èukr
mnf irhf sF ik mYN kfiql nhIN sF bxfieaf jf sikaf. mYN Gr icwTI pfeI.
pVH ky GridaF dy hwQF dy qoqy AuWz gey. AunHF dy Bfxy asI ajy ikMgry hI
sF, pr jMmU jf puwjx dI gwl sux ky AuynHF dI hYrfngI dI koeI hwd nhI sI
rhI[ mYN vI sfrI hoeI bIqI ivsQfr nfl ilK ByjI. mYnUM Porn vfpsI icwTI
imlI ik mYN QoVU rfm dy mfmy bldyv rfj POjI, jo sfzf kuwJ ijafdf nyV
krdf sI, dy kol AunHF dy ipMz ijMdlYhV POrn jf phuMcF. mYN Ausy qrF hI
kIqf.
koeI hPqy ds ku idnF bfd jdoN mYN Gr luiDafxy puwjf qF ieh iewk qrHF nfl
sRLI rfm cMdr vFg "aXuiDwaf vfpsI" qoN Gwt nhIN sI. myrI mF mYnUM Guwt
Guwt klyjy lfANudI nhIN sI Qwk rhI ijvyN mYN koeI XuwD ijwq ky afieaf
hovF. bydoÈf huMdy hoey iewk kql dy
ielËfm qoN bc ky mYN swcIN XuwD hI qF ijwiqaf sI.
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