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awj ieh dovyN hI myry kol nhIN. ivwCV igaf hF mYN afpxI imwtI aqy afpxI mF koloN. mOq ny mF Koh leI aqy swpxI vrgI isafsq ny myrI mF vrgI imwtI. nf mOq nUM hwQ dy ky zwk sikaf aqy nf ËihrIly isafsqdfnF ny myry hMJUaF dI awg mihsUs kIqI. Koh leIaF mYnUM aqy myry jËbfq nUM godI iÉzfx vflIaF dovyN hI ÈYvF. kI krF aYÈo ieÈrq aqy suwKF dI ies CF nUM ijwQy mF nhIN. iks kMm lMdn dIaF sfÌ suwQrIaF sVkF ijwQy myry ipMz dIaF glIaF dI DUV nËr nhIN afAuNdI. kI dyxgy mYnUM ieh pYvMd lwgy jfalI gulfbF dI vfÈnf qoN ibnF Puwl? ijwQy afpxy ivhVy ‘c AuWgI hoeI ikwkr dy luMg lwBdf rihMdf hF. iewk hI vfrI igaf hF lMmI cOVI rIjMt stRIt aqy hfeIz pfrk ivwc, iÌr kdy vI jfx nUM jIa nhIN kIqf. jI AuWjV jfey qy Aus qy iksy df vws nhIN rihMdf. jI ivwc afpxI imwtI dIaF AujfVF vws jfx qF Auh jI kdy vI nhIN vwisaf. bMdy dI aMdrlI ksqUrI huwly mfrnf Cwz dyvy qF rUh guafcI df kwlf ipMjrf hI ‘sF-sF’ krdf rihMdf hY.
mYN afpxy aqIq dIaF XfdF sIny ‘c lY ky DuÉdf qy rihMdf sF, pr awj zfktr hrkIrq isMG ny afpxI imwtI gMjI bfr df ‘lihrF’ ivwc vYx pfieaf qF myry vI glyzU inkl afey. ieMj hI zfktr krnYl isMG iQMd afpxy ipMz jfnI vfly dIaF XfdF dI suwkI KorI nUM awg lfAuNdf aqy myry aMdr guwjrFvflI, myry ipMz, JFb lf ky purfxI qih Qwly peI hoeI imwtI kwZ ilafAuNdf hY. iÌr sfrf kuwJ iÌlm bx ky cwlx lwg jFdf hY—— guwjrFvflI qoN zyZ koh dI vft qy cMimafrI ivwc aftf pIhx vflI mÈIn df GuwgU suxn nUM qrs igaf hF. afpxy ipMz nyVy soimaF dy pfxI nfl BrI ajnfly vl nUM jFdI hoeI skI (ndI) iewk ÉUbsUrq nfgx vFg vl KFdI Xfd afvy qy QymË diraf nfl myrf jI ikvyN prcy? ikhVI ZwkI vwc jfvF? ikwQoN lwBF iprQvI pfl isMG dI rwK aqy ikwQoN suMGF rUVI vfly KUh dI rohI ivwc AuWgI hoeI muÈkx dIaF muMjrF dI mihk? ikwQy igaf myrf iKwdU aqy sotf ijs nfl nwQU dy puwq kuwby nfl kwlr dI rVI ivc iKwdU KMUzI Kyzdf sF. ikhVy diraf ivwc Cfl mfrF jy swkI df cODvIN rfq dI cfnxI vrgf cFdI rMgf pfxI Xfd afvy qy— ikwQy gey hfxI ijhVy Jwgy lfh ky nMgm nMgy myry nfl swkI ivwc CflF mfrdy sn. iewk kwcf ÉrbUËf lY ky ‘bfby dy ÉrbUËy imwTy” Kyzx leI ikhVy aMgryË nUM vfj mfrF. ikwQy geIaF isafl dIaF lMmIaF kflIaF rfqF jdoN cIk mfr ky kuVHF ivwc luk jFdy sF. ikwQoN afvfË mfrF ÈrIÌ brvfly dI nfnI nUM, ijhdy AuWqy muMzy ies krky pfxI zolH ky nws jFdy sn ik ieMj krn nfl mINh pvygf.
hux kdy nhIN afvygf cimafrI qoN rUVf JIEr moZy AuWqy vihMgI cuwk ky PuwtF vycx. hux myry kol koeI vI cInI kukVI nhIN ijs df aFzf vyc ky suky byr lvF. Xfd nhIN jFdI gurIey vfly KUh dI, ijwQoN dI lMG ky ajnfly skUl jFidaF corI amrUd qoV ky KFdy sF. hux mYN kdy nhIN corI gMZf puwitaf aqy igwlF vfly KUh dy qyjf isMG ny kdy myry kMn nhIN puwtxy. ikwzf cMgf sI afpxy munÈI dy huwky leI pfQIaF dI pMz cuwk ky kurafn gVH cfeIN cfeIN jfxf. koeI Bfr nhIN sI huMdf Aus idn pVHfeI df. Aus idn koeI nhIN sI kMn puwtdf. hux myrf bUtf puwitaf igaf myrI DrqI, myrI imwtI, myrI BoieM aqy myrI jnm BUmI ivwcoN. myrf rilaf muwk igaf hY hr ÈYa ivwcoN——
awj mYnUM myrIaF dovyN mfvF bVIaF Xfd af rhIaF hn. awj mYN ies krky klm nhIN PVI ik mYN koeI lyK ilKF. bws aYvyN lyKF df iliKaf Xfd af igaf hY aqy afpxy aihsfsF dy toitaF nUM Èbd bxf ky AuhnF dI Audfs ijhI Èkl vyKxf cfhuMdf hF. afpxIaF dohvyN mfvF guaf ky kI krF lMdn dy suwK dIaF anykF CfvF nUM. rfh qF kIVI nUM vI afpxI rwuz df Buwl jfvy qF Auh sfrI ihafqI twkrF mfrdI hY. hr pMCI iqrkflF nUM afpxy afpxy ruwKF AuWqy pfey afpxy afpxy aflHxy vwl prq afAuNdf hY. iksy kuwqy ibwlI nUM BfvyN sYNkVy mIl durfzy iksy ÉUbsUrq ijhI QF AuWqy Cwz afE qF muV afpxy Gr aqy afpxI imwtI vwl prq afAuNdf hY. koeI nhIN Cwzdf afpxI jnm BUmI nUM—jnOr vI nhIN Cwzdf. ikqy qoqy nUM ipMjry ‘c pf ky lwKF cUrIaF cfro, jdoN vI Cwzogy, Auh prq jfvygf afpxy dysF vwl. nhIN bcdf kwKF dy aflHxy ‘coN kwZ ky nrm rUM ivwc rwiKaf hoieaf icVI df bot.
iksy gMdy nfly ivwcoN PVy kIVy nUM Gr ilaf ky sfÌ suwQrI plyt ivwc rwKogy qF CyqI hI mr jfeygf. Kf jFdf hY hr iksy nUM AuhdI imwtI df hyrvf— AuhdI mF df ivCoVf. iksy BuwKy mrdy kmfdI ibwly nuM Gr ilaf ky moqI vI KuafE qF Auhdf jIa nhIN lwgdf. Auh afpxI BoieM dI BuwK nUM qihrfieaf mr jfvygf. hr koeI afpxI BoieM nUM gl lf ky ijAUNdf hY. jy bMdy df aMdr ijAUNdf hovy jF jËby jfgdy hox qy bVf aOKf ey jMmx BoieM aqy jMmx vflI koloN ivwCV ky ijAUxf. jy aihsfs mr jfey, jËby sON jfx jF rUh dI kruMblI nUM Dn dOlq df hlkfieaf kuwqf cwk vwZ ky Kf jfey qF iÌr bMdy nUM swqy hI KYrF ny—— nf duwK nf drd, nf Êm nf pIV. bws XfrF ny pwTy hI Kfxy ny ik.
KOry kOx lok hn ijhVy mfËI dI kbr bxf ky vrqmfn df isafpf krdy rihMdy hn. vyc idMdy hn pYsy dy hwQ afpxIaF ÉUbsUrq XfdF dy koml jËby. ÉuÈ ho jFdy hn aihsfs dI Ìsl AuWqy sony dI sVk bxf ky.
bVf aOKf hY myry leI pwQrF vrgf ho jfxf.
kI krF TMzIaF ÌirwjF ivwc rwKy hoey lfl sybF nUM. jy aihsfs awK nf Jpky, jfgdf rhvy. XfdF pihrf idMdIaF rihx, jF igaf vylf idlF dy muhwly dIaF glIaF ivwc 1947 df drdnfk Zolf gFdf rhvy qy kI krF, mfeIkl jYksn dy qVÌdy ÌuVkdy bycYn vjUd nUM vyK ky. myrf qF aMdr dwsdf hY ik mfeIkl jYksn vI pYsy dI pMz df Bfr cuwk cuwk ky Qwk hMB igaf hY. bhuqy prOTy jF Ètflf KfDy hoey afÌry bMdy jF pÈU nUM afcfr hI Kfxf pYNdf hY. iewko pfsy bhuqf Bfr pY jfvy qy ihafqI dI gwzI vI pfs pY jFdI hY. Durf ivMgf ho jfvy jF rUh ËÉmI ho jfey qF kdoN rvF rihMdf hY bMdf aqy gwzf. awj koeI puwC ky vyKy qy pYsy dI Cwq Qwly afey mfeIkl jYksn df vI jIa krdf hY Auh myry ipMz dy qkIey kol AuWgy bohV Qwly Èfm vyly iksy bryqy ivwc bFsrI vjfx vfly dI imwTI sur sux ky skUn df sfh lY skyy. AuhnUM ivcfry nUM kI pqf hY ik Èfm vyly bfhroN afAux vfly zMgrF dy glF ivwc vwjdIaF twlIaF ivwc ikwzIaF surIlIaF surF hn. Aus ny vfgIaF dy gIq, algojLy aqy mwtIaF vwjdIaF suxIaF hI nhIN.
mYN vI awj iesrF dI hI mDolI jhI rUh lY ky lMdn dIaF rOÈnIaF ivwc guafcf ijhf iÌrdf hF. vwzy ho ky BfvyN iksy vI qrHF dy ho jfx pr bVy hI ÉUbsUrq lwgdy hn afpxf aqIq aqy KoqI df bwcf. awj qrs igaf hF afpxI mrn vflI bihÈqx dy mUMhoN suxn leI AuhdI ÉUbsUrq afvfË ivwc mOlvI Êulfm rsUl aflmpurI dI icwTI df drdnfk iÈar=——-
mYnUM Auh myry duKFq vI ipafry sn. mYN ÉuÈ sF afpxI mF nfl afpxI imwtI ivwc. awj myrf boJf Biraf hoieaf hY pr rUh swKxI hY. Aus vyly qF ÉOry myry Jwgy df boJf vI nhIN sI huMdf. kI krnf sI boJf luafd ky. kI pfAuxf sI boJy ivwc— iewk mF hI qy sI. pqf nhIN kI ho igaf sI, ikEN Cwz igaf sI myrf jfgIrdfr ipE myrI bVI hI nyk ijhI mF nUM. Aus ivcfrI kol kyvl do cfr pMjfbI dIaF ikqfbF aqy pMj nmfËF hI sn. mYN pqf nhIN Aus dI pUMjI sF jF kudrq df iewk pfieaf hoieaf Bfg. koeI vI isLkvf nhIN sI vkq dI qyË qlvfr AuWqy qurn df. mYN afpxI ÌwtI bsqy dy nfl gVvI zyZ gVvI duwD dI vycx leI ajnfly lY jFdf huMdf sF. ÈÌI hlvfeI do iqMn afny myrI qlI qy rwK idMdf sI. bVy sn. kI krny sn vfDU? nf kfr sI, nf Auhdy ivwc ptrol puafxf sI. iZwz hI qF Brnf sI. jy iksy shUlq df pqf hI nf hovy qF Aus shUlq dI qFG kdoN qMg krdI hY. AulfxI mMjI AuWqy sOx df duwK qF Es vyly huMdf hY jdoN iksy ny poly poly gwidaF qy isr rwK ky sON ky vyiKaf hovy.
ho skdf hY iksy nUM qrs afvy myrI ieh kQf sux ky. pr mYnUM koeI iÈkvf nhIN afpxy mfËI (aqIq) AuWqy. Auh mYnUM awj vI ipafrf hY. kI hoieaf ik vyly dI mMg df mUMh Brn leI mYN aqy myrI mF ZwkI ivwcoN Gfh Kod ky kdI kdI tFigaF vfly awzy AuWqy vyc ky do iqMn afny vwt lYNdy sF. Auh pYsy myrI mF mYnUM PVf idMdI sI. mYN afpxI muwT nUM aYny Ëor nfl Gutwdf huMdf sF ik pYisaF nUM muVHkf af jFdf sI. myrI qlI ivwc duafnI df inÈfn bx jFdf sI. bVy Xfd hn mYnUM Auh vwzy vwzy inÈfn aqy Auh inwkIaF inwkIaF inÈfnIaF. bVf sFB sFB rwKdf hF idl dI ptfrI ivwc afpxy aqIq df dfj. bVI Xfd afAuNdI hY iksy Ërd pwqy nUM afpxI ÈfÉ ijs qoN iÉËF ny qoV idwqf hovy. bVf hsIn huMdf hY aqIq. BfvyN Auh mihlF ivwc lMGy BfvyN kwKF dI kuwlI ivwc. ho skdf ey myry aihsfs nfl koeI iewqÌfk nf vI kry ikAuNik hr koeI afpxI hI qrHF ijAUNdf hY. hr iksy dI rUh ivwc ieMJ dIaF pIVF nhIN puMgrdIaF. koeI qF gflH nfl hI mr jFdf hY aqy iksy nUM zFg vI nhIN mfr skdI. lfjvMqI hwQ lfieaF murJf jFdI hY aqy iCwqr Qohr dy AuWqoN dI pYr vI rwK ky lMG jfeIey qF kuwJ nhIN huMdf. ivCoVy dI pIV nfl ipafr krn vfly ivCoVy dI buwkl ivwc vV ky ÉuÈ rihMdy hn. iksy ruwÉ dI KoV ivwc rihMdy qoqy nUM ÈIÈy df Gr vI vwZ vwZ KFdf hY.
mYN vI AuhnF ivwcoN hI hF. mYN moVdf hF lMdn dI cmkdI iclkdI aqy ieh ilÈkdI dunIaF. koeI hY, jo ËmIn nUM afpxy rsqy (mihvr) AuWqy Aultf Gumf dyvy? jF GVI dIaF sUeIaF nUM puwTy pYrIN qor dyvy. hY koeI! ijhVf awj mYnUM myrf bcpn moV dyvy. moV dyvy mYnUM awj koeI myrf ipMz, myrIaF glIaF, myrI imwtI aqy myrI mF.
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