idl ny qo idXf sfQ!
- guridafl isMG

‘sIrq’ df aMk 29 awj hI imilaf hY. virafm sMDU dy kihx `qy iek lyK keI mhIny pihlF blivMdr gryvfl nUM Byijaf sI. Auhny do-iqMn mhIny bfd ieh kihky vfps Byj idwqf ik kuJ kfrn krky sIrq df pRkfsLn bMd ho igaf. AudoN qk myry kolL sLfied 12-14 aMk af cuwky sn. Aus mgroN koeI aMk nhIN imilaf. ieho imilaf hY - aMk 29.
virafm sMDU qy supn nfl Pon qy sMprk kdy nhIN ho sikaf. kfrn myrI Pon nf kr skx dI susqI qF hY hI sMDU dy ruJyvyN vI ho skdy hn ik Auhny vI nhIN dwisaf ik ‘sIrq’ dy 28 aMk Cwp cuwky hn.
pihlF ‘suKn surjIq pfqr dy’ hI pVHdf hF. ies aMk ivc Auhny kIts dI byvkq mOq bfry iewk pMnyN ivc hI bhuq kuJ kih idwqf hY. bfiern qy afpxy bfry vI dws idwqf ik Auh mfVy mfhOl ivc vI ijAuNdy rhy pr kIts vrgf bhuq vwzf kvI iek lyK ny mfr idwqf (AuNJ ijs rsfly df pfqr ny ijLkr kIqf hY Auh sLurU qoN kIts dy iKlfP ilKdf irhf sI). ieho pVH ky jo mn ivc afieaf Auho (qwqy Gfa) sMKyp ivc ilK irhf hF.
mYnUM Xfd hY jdoN 45 sfl, pihlF ‘mVHI df dIvf’ Cipaf sI, aqr isMG ny aMgryjLI itRibAUn aKbfr ivc afrtIkl iliKaf (nfvl dy Cpx qoN mhIny zyZ aMdr). isrlyK sI ‘ey rImfrkybl nfvl.’ Auhdy lyK ny jo crcf CyVI Auh awj qk vI jfrI hY. aqr isMG JwilaF vFg nfvl dIaF keI kfpIaF KrId ky, vwzy lyKkF, aflockF nUM pVHfAuNdf iPiraf. pRo[ gurbcn isMG qfilb AudoN kurUksLyqr XUnIvristI dy aMgryjLI ivBfg dy muKI sn. AuhnF nUM afp jf ky pVH ky suxfieaf. (pitafly dy ‘BUq vfVy’ vfilaF ny ‘jgrfqf’ rK ky piVHaf, suixaF.) pr iqMn (do vwzy) lyKk aijhy sn ijnHF ny AusnUM eyQoN qk vI ikhf ik, ‘ipMzF ivc jF kxk huMdI hY jF jwt. ies ivc dovyN nhIN, Pyr qUM ieh ikDrlf ‘rImfrkybl’ nfvl bxf Diraf?’ Auh bhuq duKI hoieaf. mYnUM vI Auhny afpxf duwK dwisaf. sux ky mn qF duwKI hoieaf pr mYN mrn bfry qF 45 sfl bfd vI kdy nhIN soicaf.
iek hor Gtnf vfprI. zf[ hirBjn isMG vrgy vwzy icMiqk, kvI, ivdvfn nUM mYN iqMn sYmInrF ivc ieh itwpxI kridaF suixaF ik ies nfvl ivc mlveI dI byloVI vrqoN krky kyNdrI BfsLf ivgfVI geI hY. AuhnF dy sLbd huMdy sn, ‘mYN ieh nhIN kihMdf ik ieh pfqrF dI vfrqflfp ivc mlveI nf vrqy. pr ieh izsikRpsLn ivc mlveI ikAuN vrqdf hY?’ mYN iqMnyN vfr ies gwloN hYrfn sF ik AuhnF ny nfvl dy ivsLY-vsqU, pfqrF jF GtnfvF bfry kdy iewk vI sLbd nf boilaf nf iliKaf. qIjy sYmInr smyN jdoN cfh pIx leI gey qF mYN inmrqf nflL AuhnF nUM puwiCaf, ‘zf[ sfhb myrf Qozf koeI mukfblf nhIN. qusIN vwzy ivdvfn ho. pRisD kvI ho. kusLl aiDafpk ho. pr mYN inmrqf nflL ieh puwCxf cfhuMdf hF ik mlveI dy nfvl ivc vrqy pMj sLbd dws skdy EN ijnHF kfrn kyNdrI BfsLf ivc ivgfV pYdf ho igaf hovy?’
“keI ny. bhuq ny.” AuhnF df Auwqr sI.
“mYN keI nhIN isrP pMj sLbd puwC irhf hF.”
“imsfl vjoN sLbd kuwjf ikAuN vrqdf eyN?”
“kI iehdI QF kyNdrI BfsLf ivc koeI sLbd dws skdy E?”
“hF. ijvyN hFzI.”
“hFzI kuwjf nhIN huMdI.”
AuhnF sLfied do sLbd hor dwsy ijnHF df kuwjy nflL dUr df vI vfsqf nhIN sI. mYN pihlF vFg eI inmrqf nflL ikhf, “zf[ sfhb myrI gusqfKLI mfP kr dyxf, pr ieh sLbd arbI BfsLf dy ‘kUjLy’ sLbd qoN bixaYN. hlvfeI imsLrI dy kUjLy vI bxfAuNdy aY. mflvy ivc dIvflI dy nyVy aOrqF ‘krUey df vrq’ rKdIaY. sfrf idn pfxI vI nhIN pINdIaF. sLfm nUM gVvI nflLoN vI Coty, gVvI ijhy, GuMimafrF dy bxfey kory kuwjy dy glL duafly KMmxIN bMnH ky Auhdy Coty cwpx Auqy bRfhmxI dy dwsy anusfr, cOl, sMDUr afid rwK ky, pqIvrqf iesqrI dI khfxI suxdIaYN. Aus mgroN AusnUM Gr dy iksy aflLy ivc sMBflL lYNdIaYN. sUeI, Dfgy jF btx afid rwKx leI Aus kuwjy nUM vrqdIaYN. mYN ijs mfhOl ivc jMimaF pilLaf Ausy anuBv dy afDfr `qy Auh sLbd vrqdYN ijMnHF leI kyNdrI pMjfbI ivc sLbd nhIN imldy jF mYnUM ilKidaF suJdy nhIN. kI ies nflL BfsLf ivgVdI hY jF simRD huMdI aY? imsfl vjoN ‘hY’ dI QF mYN jfx-buJ ky ‘aY’ vrqdYN ikAuNik hY AurdU BfsLf df sLbd aY. pMjfb ivc ikDry nhIN boilaf jFdf. mfJy ivc vI ‘ey’ vriqaf jFdY. iPr iehnUM qusIN gLlq khogy?”
sfzI ies mulfkfq mgroN AuhnF nUM Gwto-Gwt mYN kdy mlveI dy sLbdF bfry kuJ kihMidaF nhIN sI suixaF. (Auh qF keI vrHy pihlF qur gey, ies leI myrI ies mulfkfq ‘qy koeI vI ieqrfj kr skdf hY, pr ies nflL koeI koPLq mihsUs nhIN huMdI.)
iesy nfvl nUM 1965 ivc sfzy pihly mhfn nfvlkfr s[ nfnk isMG dy nfvl (sLfied ‘iek imafn do qlvfrF’ sI) nflL BfsLf ivBfg ny sFJf ienfm idwqf. agly sfl hI ‘axhoey’ nfvl nUM qy 1967 ivc iek khfxI-sMgRih nUM vI iml igaf. BfsLf ivBfg dI slfhkfr kmytI ivc kuJ lyKkF ny iehnUM bdidafnqI dws ky mqf pfs krvfieaf ik awgoN, do vfrI qoN vDyry, iksy lyKk dI ikqfb nUM qIjI vfr purskfr nhIN idwqf jfeygf. (pr purskfr qF Pyr vI imldy rhy, aijhy swjx-imwqr awj qk vI AUJF lfAuNdy af rhy aY. bYTf vI aijhI QF hF ijQy ‘kMnIN buwjy’ dyx dI vI loV nhIN pr KLbrF qF hvf vI lY afAuNdI aY. iewk gwl myry jLhIn dfmfd (jo pI[ sI[ aYs[ aiDkfrI sI) ny Br jvfnI ivc AudoN khI sI jdoN AuhnUM qy mYnUM vI pqf sI ik ‘iqlL QorVy’ rih gey sI. Auhny ikhf sI, ‘iPkr nf kiraf kro, ijAuxf ikhVf sOKY.’
nfvl ‘prsf’ dI vI bhuq crcf hoeI. ijs swjx ny Auhdy Cwpx `qy AusnUM cMgf nfvl iswD krn leI pihlf afrtIkl iliKaf Auhny do ku sfl pihlF, myry iKlfPL rwj ky BVfs kwZI. iek hor pRisD ivdvfn, ‘guridafl isMG nUM vrqmfn smyN df smrwQ nfvlkfr’ qk ilKdf\kihMdf irhf pr hux Auhny kuJ smyN qoN ivcfr bdl ley qy ‘purfxy smyN dIaF GtnfvF duhrfeI jfx vflLf’ lyKk vI kih idwqf. iek ieh Gtnf vI vfprI ik ijs aflock nfl mYN 23 sfl kflj qy XUnIvristI irjnl sYNtr biTMzy pVHfAuNdf irhf AuhnUM kdy vI afpxy bfry kuJ ilKx leI nhIN sI ikhf. Auhny (tI[ afr[ ivnod) keI ikqfbF hI nhIN ilKIaF Auh ieh vI kihMdf irhf ik mYN iehdy (myry) nfvlF qoN nfvl-aflocnf iswKI hY.’ pr AuhnUM awj qk ieh kihky BMizaf jFdf irhf hY ik AuhdI myry nflL Aulfr sFJ hY. AuhnUM ‘guridafl isMG df aflock’ nhIN ‘pRsMsk’ vI ikhf jFdf hY.
eyQy hI bws nhIN. ijMnHF afpixaF leI pUrI ijLMdgI dI, pYsf-pYsf joV ky kIqI Aumr Br dI kmfeI vI lf idqI AuhI aMnHI lflsf ipwCy hmysLf leI sfQ Cwz gey. jdoN pMdrF sfl pihlF nfmurfd bImfrI (qpidk) nflL ‘qurn’ leI iqafr sF AudoN vI iehnF ‘afpixaF’ ny KLbr nhIN sI leI (awj qwk vI sB dusLmxF vrgf vrqfvf krdy af rhy hn. pr jy miraf nhIN (duKI bhuq hoieaf) qF mhfn icMiqk kfrl mfrks dy sLbdF kfrn. Auhny ikhf sI :
‘srmfeydfrI sB mfnvI irsLiqaF nUM lIro-lIr kr idMdI ey.’
kdy pRo[ pRIqm isMG ny vI sfDfrn lgdI gwl kihky mfnisk ksLtF qoN bcfieaf sI. Auh aksr Pon ‘qy jF icwTI ilK ky kihMdy huMdyy, ‘BfeI guridafl isaF kdy iksy ny buJy dIvy ‘qy PUk mfrI aY? sB jgdy dIvy nUM hI PUk mfr ky buJfAuxf cfhuMdy aY. ijs dIvy ivc coKf, cMgf qyl qy cMgI nroeI bwqI hovy Auh kuJ dUr KVoqy (ipwT ipwCy) PUkF mfrn vfilLaF qoN nhIN buJdf. ieh myrI gwl pwly bMnH lY ik qUM CyqI kIiqaF buJx vflLf dIvf nhIN - ‘mVHI df dIvf’ vI jy sfrI rfq jg skdY - ikAuNik Auh BfnI ny jgfieaf sI, ijs afpxf sB kuJ vfr ky Aus ivc sLuwD qyl qy nroeI bwqI pfeI sI, Pyr qUM icMqf ikAuN krdYN?’
Aumr Br (77 dy nyVy) axQwk kMm ny hux idh nUM Zfa ilaY. pr kMm ajy vI krI jfnYN. jy awDI sdI qoN vDyry, PUkF mfrn vfilLaF qoN nhIN buiJaf qF qyl qF kdy nf kdy muwkxf eI aY. bwqI vI ikMnF ku icr jgdI rhygI? kudrq dy nym qF awtl hn ijnHF nUM bMdf ‘rb’ bx ky vI bdl nhIN skdf (hF AuhnF `c adlI-bdlI jLrUr kr skdY; keI hjLfr sfl qoN krdf vI af rihaY).
pfqr ijhy qy hor cMgy lyKkF nUM ieh jLrUr kihxf cfhFgf ik jy isrP iek sO ds-bfrF sLlokF dI rcnf krky (jo pMj-swq ikqfbI siPaF ‘qy Cp skdy hn) bfbf PrId sLkrgMj dI rcnf df dIvf swq sdIaF qk koeI nhIN buJf sikaf qF ‘cMgy qyl’ qy ‘nroeI bwqI’ vflLy dIvy vI iksy ny nhIN buJf skxy (pr jy qyl hI ‘mfVf’ hY qy bwqI aYvyN nF dI hY qF Auhny qF ibnF PUk mfiraF vI buJ jfxY).
pr aMqlf swc, sojL BrI, bygm aKLqr dI avfjL ivc awj vI gUMjdf hY :
apno ny njLr PyrI idl ny qo idXf sfQ
dunIaF myN koeI dosq myry kfm qo afieaf.
ieh idl df sfQ eI aY jo sdf nfl inBdY, dunIaF BfvyN sfrI sfQ Cwz jfey. ieh koeI mfmUlI sfQ nhIN. bMdf iesy dy afsry swq AumrF vI ibqf skdY.

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