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afpxf pihlf nfvl ‘nvyN irsLqy’ mYN 1978 ivc iliKaf sI jo 1980 ivc Cp ky sfhmxy afieaf. bysLwk AudoN qwk mYN dUjf nfvl ‘kwcy Gr’ vI ilK cuwikaf sF. 1980 vflI ivsLv pMjfbI kfnPLRMs jo ik mYN `qy myry sfQIaF jF pRgqIsLIl lyKk sBf, sfAUQfl ny krvfeI sI, ivc zf: hrBjn isMG ny eys nfvl df BrpUr ijLkr kIqf. ieh kfnPrMs pUrf iewk mhInf ieMglYNz dy vwK vwK sLihrF ivc cldI rhI sI aqy hr QF `qy zf: hrBjn isMG eys nfvl dy hvfly nfl afpxIaF dlIlF nUM ivsQfr dyNdy rhy. bfad ivc ieMzIaf jf ky zfktr sfihb ny myry nfm iewk icwTI vI ilKI jo afrsI ivc CpI. ‘iewk icwTI qyry nF’ zfktr sfihb df afrsI prcy ivc sQfeI kflm cldf huMdf sI. ies sfrI crcf ny ijwQy mYnUM iek nfvlkfr vwjoN sQfipq kr idwqf AuwQy myry nfvlI ksb nUM vI bhuq bl bKisLaf.
awj 10 nfvl ilK lYx ipwCoN mYN svY-ivsLlysLx krdf hoieaf mihsUs krdf hF ik nfvl df vsIh pYtrn myry suBf `qy anuBv dy vDyry anukUl hY. ijvyN ik mYN pihlF vI ijLkr kr afieaf hF, kivqf/gLjLl iksy ivsLysL siQqI, Gtnf jF ivakqI pRiq POrI pRiqikiraf sI jF iksy ivsLysL mUz jF kYPLIaq df POrI pRgtfvf sI. pr kivqf jF gLjLl dI sImf ieh sI ik ieh isrPL ibMbF/ pRiqibMbF dI BfsLf ivc hI gwl kr skdIaF sn jdoN ik myrI ijLMdgI lMmIaF GtnfvF `qy mfrU siQqIaF nfl BrI peI sI. myry sfhmxy anykF pfqr sn ijnFH qoN mYN kdy afhq hoieaf sF `qy kdy pIVq. isrPL ieho hI nhIN, anykF pfqrF df myrI ijLMdgI ivc AusfrU ihwsf sI ijvyN pRfiemrI skUl ivc hYwzmfstr jY isMG, hfeI skUl ivc hYwzmfstr mfhxf isMG, sYkMz hYwzmfstr gurbKsL isMG, mfstr rUp isMG, kflj ivc hYwz afPL df izpfrtmYNt pRo: sfDU isMG `qy zf: afigaf isMG `qy bfad ivc nOkrI vyly aYgRIklcr izpfrtmYNt dy shfiek zfierYktr gurbcn isMG dIpk. hor vI bhuq sfry KubsUrq mnuwK sn ijhVy myrI ijLMdgI ivc afey `qy myrI rulI KulI ijLMdgI nUM hmdrdrfnf idsLf pRdfn kIqI. mYN iehnF nUM vI afpxy pfqrF vwjoN pysL krnf cfhuMdf sF jo mYN nfvlF ivc kIqf vI.
jdoN mYN gMBIr ho ky khfxI ilKxI sLurU kIqI qF Auh sfry ikrdfr ijnFH ny mYnUM afhq `qy pIiVq kIqf sI myry sfhmxy afAux lwgy. afpxy swqF khfxI-sMgRihF ivc, ijhVy 1965 qoN 2000 qk PYly hoey hn, mYN iehnF `coN bhuq sfry ikrdfrF `qy GtnfvF nUM rUpFqirq krn dI koisLsL kIqI hY. prMqU khfxI ilKx dy aml QfxIN gujLridaF mYN ieh vI mihsUs kIqf ik khfxI df rUpfkfr myry anuBv leI kfPLI nhIN sI jF iPr Cotf sI. iesdI skyl CotI sI. ieAuN hI mYN nfvl vwl df mUMh kIqf `qy ‘nvyN irsLqy’ iliKaf.
myry sfhmxy bRqfnIaf ivc vwisaf hoieaf pMjfbI smfj sI ijsdf mYN KLud vI ihwsf sF. iesy smfj ivc hux kuJ vwKrI iksm dy irsLqy bx rhy sn. Bfrq ivc dwilq khfAuNdy lokF dy bwcy aqy qQfkwiQq svrn jfqIaf dy bwcy eyQoN dy skUlF ivc iekwTy pVH rhy sn. iswty vwjoN aMqrjfqI pRym dy ikwsy vjUd ivc af rhy sn. eyQoN dy bwicaF leI jLfq-pfq vflI BfrqI pRxflI df koeI arQ nhIN sI rih igaf. ies nvIN idsLf `qy dsLf ny ijwQy AuwcIaF jfqIaF nUM qRsq kIqf EQy nIvIaF nUM svY-afdr df aihsfs idwqf. myry vfsqy bRqfnvI pMjfbI smfj ivc af irhf ieh pirvrqn KLusLI dI gwl sI ikAuNik mYN jnm vwjoN qF BfvyN kMboj iksfn df puwqr sF pr krm vwjoN afpxy qfey-qfeI `qy BrfvF df kfmf bixaf irhf sF. myrI hmdrdI nIvIaF jfqIaF nfl sI. iesy leI mYN nfvl ‘nvyN irsLqy’ dy smrpx ivc iliKaf sI: ‘nvyN irsLqy isrjx vfilaf dy nF’. krmf (mjLHbIaF df muMzf) `qy bMtI (jwtF dI kuVI) dI muhwbq jLfq-pfqI smfj `qy bRfhmxvfd dy mUMh Auwqy iek krfrI cupyV sI. sLfied ieho kfrn sI ik zf: hrBjn isMG nUM ieh nfvl byhwd psMd afieaf sI. Auh nfvl ivclI Aus Kfs Gtnf df hr QF ijLkr krdy ijwQy gurjIq jwt dI pqnI pRIqU mjLHbI nUM afpxy jUTy BFzy Do ky jfx leI afKdI hY iblkul AuvyN ijvyN pRIqU ipMz huMidaF krdf huMdf sI. Xfin afpxf BFzf Do ky KurlI dy kol rwK jfxf.
myrf dUjf nfvl iek bhuq hI ivrft `qy vsIh msly nUM afpxI jLd ivc lYNdf sI. ieh mslf sI bRqfnIaf dy ieMzstrIal smfj ivc pMjfbI/BfrqI aOrq dI ajLfdI df. jo kuJ myry afly duafly GtnfvF dy rUp ivc Gt irhf sI Auh ieh sI ik eyQy af ky pMjfbI/BfrqI aOrq afrQk qOr `qy qF afjLfd ho rhI sI ikAuNik Auh hux KLud kmf rhI sI. pr smfijk qOr `qy jF iPr pirvfrk rUp ivc Auh ajy vI afjLfd nhIN sI. Auh afjLfdI leI Ctptf rhI sI. dUjy pfsy pMjfbI/BfrqI afdmI nvyN pirvysL dIaF afriQk suivDfvF nUM qF jI afieaF afK irhf sI pr aOrq nUM sfmfijk `qy pirvfirk KuwlFH dyx nUM iqafr nhIN sI. iswty vwjoN Gr tuwt rhy sn `qy bwcy rul rhy sn. sfmMqI mfniskqf AuQy dI AuQy hI KVI sI jdoN ik rih sfry hI AudXoigk dOr ivc rhy sn. ieAuN ‘kwcy Gr’ df vfkMsL sfmMqI mfniskqf nUM pysL krdf hY jdoNik ‘pwky Gr’ AudXoigk mfniskqf df sUck hY. nfvl df smrpx vI ieAuN hY: ‘pwky GrF dI qlfsL ivc inkly kwcy GrF dy lokF nUM’. mYnUM aPLsos hY myry eys nfvl nUM iesdy zUMGy arQF ivc smiJaf hI nhIN igaf. iswty vwjoN ies bfry hoeI smIiKaf df ijhVf kMm sfhmxy afieaf Auh bVf sqhI `qy Eprf ijhf sI.
pr iewk gwl qF swpsLt hY ik myrI gflipk idRsLtI myry smkflI smfj Auwpr kyNdirq sI nf ik afpxI hI jLfq Auwpr. svY qoN smfj qwk df ieh sPLr mYN iewk dhfkf pihlF qih kr afieaf sF. ies sPLr nUM qih krn ivc mfrksvfd ny myrI aQfh mdd kIqI.
ijhVy ivsLysL kfrn kr ky pMjfbI/BfrqI lok bRqfnIaf afey Auh sI afriQk byhqrI. afriQk byhqrI leI Auh prvfs hMZf rhy sn. hryk pirvfr jF ivakqI pMj-swq sfl kMm kr ky, pYsy lY ky, vfips prq jfxf locdf sI. pr kuJ ku sflF dy vkPLy bfad Auh iewQy hI itky rih jfxgy - ieh AuhnF kdy nhIN sI soicaf. smyq pMjfbI lyKkF dy. prMqU sfDfrn ijLMdgI ijAU ky aqy ibwlF/iksLqF df Bugqfn kr ky Auh eynf vI nhIN sn joV sky ik vfps jf skdy. iswtf ieh hoieaf ik nf qF tIcy ansfr pYsy hI iekwTy ho sky `qy nf hI eyQy jMmI jF vwzI hoeI aOlfd vwl munfisb iDafn idwqf jf sikaf. bRqfnIaf df smfj iek vsIh `qy qyjL vihMdf diraf sI jo Gwt igxqI dy BfrqI pMjfbIaF jF pfiksqfnI pMjfbIaF dy swiBafcfrF nUM rooHV ky leI jFdf sI.ies qUPLfn ivc kyvl muMzy hI nhIN sn gvfc rhy sgoN kuVIaF dI hflq vI ieho hI sI. lMzn dy vYst aYNz ielfky ivc kyvl gorIaF hI vysvfigrI df DMdf nhIN sn krdIaF dohF pMjfbF dIaF kuVIaF vI ies BIV ivc sLfiml ho geIaF sn. ieh Auh idn sn jdoN keIaF kfrnF kr ky mYnUM lMzn dy iehnF ielfikaF ivc tYksI clfAux df kMm krnf ipaf sI.lyKk dI pYnI awK qF myry kol sI hI pr iesdy nfl hI bVy bVy kOVy qjruby vI ies kMm ivcoN imly.‘kwK-kfn `qy diraf’ dI amrjIq AurPL aMbo AurPL aYmf nUM mYN iehnF hI idnF ivc imilaf sF. prMqU nfvl dIaF mMgF nUM muwK rKidaF mYN keIaF ikrdfrF dy sMgm ivcoN ieh iek ikrdfr pYdf kIqf sI. myry ies nfvl ny pMjfb dy pfTkF ivc iewk ajIb ijhI hwlcwl pYdf kr idwqI. ies iekwly nfvl Auwqy hI keI aYm[iPLljL[ ho cuwkIaF hn. ieh nfvl 1982 ivc Cipaf sI.
AuhnIN hI idnIN myry idmfgL ivc iewk hor sLY Kwll pYdf kr rhI sI. Auh ieh ik pMjfb/Bfrq qoN afAux vflIaF kuVIaF qF ieMglYNz ivc sihjy hI smf jFdIaF sn lyikn muMzy nhIN sn smfAuNdy. ies leI zIportysLn dy bhuqy kys vI muMizaF dy hI sn. ies sbMD ivc mYN pMzq ivsLnUM dwq sLrmf, jo iemIgRysLn dy msilaF dy AuhnIN idnIN mfihr smJy jFdy sn `qy myry ipafry bjLurg dosq sn, nfl mYN keI bYTkF kIqIaF. Pyr ies sfrI stwzI ivwcoN jo inkilaf Auh nfvl ‘kdrF kImqF’ sI. ieh nfvl 1983 ivc pihlI vfrI Cipaf. mYnUM Xfd hI nhIN hux qwk iesdIaF ikMnIaF aYzIsLnF Cp cuwkIaF hn. ‘nvyN irsLqy’ `qy ‘kwK-kfn `qy diraf’ vI anykF vfrI Cp cuwky hn.
‘kdrF kImqF’ df sfr ieh sI ik pMjfb dy mrd-pRDfn smfj ivc aOrq dI siQqI bVI hIx sI jdoNik mrd hI pirvfrk/swiBafcfrk muwlF df sMcflk sI. mrd ny afpxy Gr ivc aqy bfhr aOrq nUM hukm mMndI, kuwt KFdI, cuwp cfp mrd dI DONs awgy isr invfAuNdI hI vyiKaf sI. kdy mF dy rUp ivc, kdy BYx dy, kdy pqnI dy aqy kdy cfcI, qfeI, mfsI, BUaf, mfmI dy rUp ivc. iesy hI siQqI nUM mrd ny bcpn qoN ‘aOrq dI mnjLUrsLudf siQqI’ vwjoN svIkfr kr ilaf sI. Auho hI aOrq jdoN ieMglYNz afAuNdI sI qF eyQoN dy muMzy nfl ivafh krvf ky kfPLI hwd qwk afjLfdI `qy rfhq mihsUs krdI sI. mfVI motI iJVk JMb sihxI qF Ausdy suBf ivc hI sI. ies leI ivlfieqI muMzy nfl sYtl hox ivc AusnUM koeI bhuqI qklIPL nhIN sI huMdI. pr iesdy Ault mMgyqr bx ky afieaf muMzf ivafh krvf ky eyQy jMmI plI `qy vwzI hoeI kuVI `qy pMjfb vFg hI roab pfAuNdf sI ijsnUM eyQoN dI kuVI Jwlx nUM iqafr nhIN sI. ieMglYNz ivc jMmI plI kuVI aqy ieMzIaf qoN afeI kuVI ivckfr jLmIn asmfn df PLrk sI. iswty vwjoN pMjfb qoN afey muMizaF dy ivafh jldI tuwty aqy Auh zIport kr idwqy gey jdoN ik kuVIaF afm qOr `qy eyQy vws geIaF. ies sB kfsy dI qih ivc sfzy swiBafcfrk muwlF dIaF rUVHIaF kMm kr rhIaF sn ijnFH nUM nfvl ‘kdrF kImqF’ pysL krdf hY. ieh muwl sn mrd `qy aOrq ivcly PLrk dy jF iPr dohry muwl - aOrq vfsqy hor `qy mrd vfsqy hor.
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1983 qoN bfad myrI jLfqI ijLMdgI ivc Juwly qUPLfnF kr ky mYN dyr qwk koeI nfvl nf ilK swikaf. pr smF `qy sMquln pRfpq huMidaF hI mYN smIiKaf dy Kyqr ivc vV igaf.
nfvl ‘kMjkF’ dI khfxI 1981-82 qoN hI myry idmfgL ivc pnp rhI sI BfvyN ik bVy hI iekihry rUp ivc. ieh khfxI myry iewk dosq, jo myry nfl hI dsvIN qwk piVHaf sI, dI DI ipMkI bfry sI. ipMkI msFH hI solF virHaF dI sI jdoN myry dosq ipafrf isMG ny pUrI Xojnf bxf ky , JFsy nfl, afpxy iewk dUr dy bjLurg jIjy dy sB qoN Coty muMzy dI qsvIr nfl lfvF dy ky Aus ivcfrI gAU nUM ieMglYNz qor idwqf sI. muMzf PfrmykflojI dI aYm[ey[ sI aqy iewk pVHI ilKI gorI kuVI nUM ipafr krdf sI. Auh doHvyN iewko hspqfl ivc kMm krdy sn `qy jldI hI ivafh krf lYx dy iewCuk sn. muMzy ivc nuks isrPL ieh sI ik Auh afpxy ipAu `qy vwzy BrfvF sfhmxy Klo nhIN sI skdf. AuhnF koloN zrdf sI jF iPr AuhnF dI bhuq iewjLq krdf sI. AuhnF awgy AujLr krn dI AuhdI juwraq nhIN sI. ieMglYNz ivc ipMkI dI lIgl mYirj vI ho geI pr Auh muMzf Aus nfl iewk rfq vI nf suwqf. aMq iewk idn Auhny duicwqI ivc mrdy rihx nfloN mOq nUM pihl idwqI aqy srfb ivc nINd dIaF golIaF Gol ky pI igaf. AuhdI mOq ipwCoN ipafrf isMG CfqI ipwtdf myry dr `qy afieaf hflFik Auhny hux qk mYnUM kuJ vI nhIN sI dwisaf. Ausny pUrI hrfmjLdgI qoN kMm ilaf aqy muMzy dy nF ijhVf mkfn sI, AuhnUM AuhdI sqfrF sfl dI ivDvf nUM duaf ky, mkfn vyc ky, pYsy jyHb ivc pf ky qurdf bixaf. iehI Auhdf tIcf sI. iewk kMjk nUM afpxy muPLfd leI vrqxf. ieh sI nfvl dI pihlI iekihrI khfxI.
prMqU myrI jLfqI ijLMdgI ivcly qUPLfnF kfrn smF inkldf igaf aqy ‘kMjkF’ nfvl dI iekihrI khfxI nfl keI hor khfxIaF juVdIaF geIaF. ies dOrfn mYN 1960ivaF qoN sLurU kr ky hr Auh dfsqfn pVHI `qy gOlI ijsdf sbMD BfrqI jF pfiksqfnI aOrq nfl sI. Xfin bRqfnIaf ivc AuhnF df sfry df sfrf sMGrsL. 1988 ivc mYN nfvl ilKx leI pr qol hI irhf sF ik myrI pqnI surjIq dI acfnk mOq ho geI. Auh ZfeI mhIny ieMzIaf rih ky afeI sI, afpxy BYxF BrfvF kol. Ausdy AuQy ikafm dy dOrfn hI 1988 vfly hVH af gey ijs nfl keI mfrU ibmfrIaF PYl geIaF. koeI vfierl buKfr vI AudoN hI PYilaf. jdoN 24 sqMbr 1988 nUM Auh ieMglYNz vfps afeI qF AuhnUM 105 izgrI buKLfr sI. Xfd rhy 1988 dy iehnF hVHF ivc srkfr df vI Xogdfn sI ijnFH ny pfxI dI bhuqfq kfrn tuwtx `qy afieaf BfKVf zYm vI Kohl idwqf sI qfik Auh bicaf rih sky. iswtf ieh hoieaf ik anykF hI ipMz ruVH gey, hjLfrF dI qfdfd ivc psLU `qy lok mr gey `qy bcdIaF jfnF mgr ieh vfierl ibmfrI hwQ Do ky pY geI. vfps afAux qoN iek hPLqy bfad hI surjIq dI mOq ho geI. mYN eys ikafmq leI mfnisk qOr `qy iqafr nhIN sF. mYnUM qF KLfb vI nhIN sI af skdf ik myry nfl ieh sB vfpr jfeygf.mYN burI qrFH tuwt igaf.
do sfl mYnUM ies qUPLfn `coN bfhr inklidaF lwg gey. Pyr mYN idwlI mUv kr igaf. ieAuN ‘kMjkF’ nfvl 1990-91 ivc idwlI ivc hI iliKaf igaf. 1992 ivc ieh Cp igaf. ijnFH pfTkF ny ieh nfvl piVHaf hY Auh jfxdy hn ik ieh nfvl byhwd guMJldfr hY. ies ivc sYaF hI pfqr hn, sYaF hI GtnfvF hn aqy sYaF hI siQqIaF pirsiQqIaF. ipMkI dI khfxI qF ies pUry nfvl ivc iek Auwp khfxI hI hY. ies nfvl df nfiek jF nfiekf koeI iewk ivakqI nhIN sgoN pUry df pUrf bRqfnvI pMjfbI smfj hY. ies nfvl bfry kfPLI sfrI smIiKaf sfhmxy afeI hY pr ieh smIiKaf aiDafpkF duafrf ividafrQIaF dIaF kuJ ku loVF nUM pUiraF krn leI ilKI geI hY. ies 567 siPLaF dy nfvl df pUrf `qy srbFgI aiDaYn ajy hoxf hY. ‘kdrF kImqF’ nfvl qoN ipwCoN dy awT sfl iesy nfvl nUM idwqy gey hn. ilKy jfx qoN pihlF nfvl bfry rIsrc huMdI hY, nfvl nUM irVikaf jFdf hY, nots ley jFdy hn, GtnfvF nUM qrfisLaf jFdf hY, pfqrF dy ichry mohry qy ikrdfr pCfxy `qy drusq kIqy jFdy hn, ieiqhfsk qwQF df bfrIkI nfl aiDaYn kIqf jFdf hY aqy AuhnF nUM kfl-kRm anusfr joiVaf jFdf hY. ies sB kuJ `qy aQfh imhnq sLkqI lwgdI hY, buwDI `qy isrV lwgdf hY. puKLqf ierfdy `qy imhnq nfl gflipk sMsfr nUM idsLf idwqI jFdI hY. ivsLysL kr ky ‘kMjkF’ vrgf nfvl ilKx leI. pr sfzf pMjfbI aflock eyzf sMjIdf hY ik iewk awDy hPLqy ivc nfvl nUM eyDroN AuDroN Polky Aus bfry svY-isrjq ijhf inrxf dy ky aglf nfvl pVHn lwg jFdf hY.
pMjfbI sfihq swiBafcfr ivc ajy Auh prMprf pYdf hoxI hY jdoN koeI aflock sfrI ijLMdgI iksy iewk lyKk Auwqy lf dyvygf, jdoN asIN afK swkF gy ik Plfxf aflock nfnk isMG Auwqy mfihr hY `qy Plfxy nUM gurbKsL isMG Auwqy pUrI muhfrq hfisl hY. iblkul AuvyN ijvyN aMgryjLI jF XUrp dIaF hor BfsLfvF ivc prMprf bx cuwkI hY. pr ajy qwk pMjfbI aflock qF iksy iewk ivDf df vI aflock nhIN hY. Auh kfiv bfry vI inrxy dy skdf hY, nfvl bfry vI `qy khfxI `qy nftk bfry vI. isrPL ieho nhIN Auh swiBafcfr df vI ivsLysLwg hY `qy siBaqf df vI. Auh ihMdU Drm, iswK Drm, ieslfm, buwD Drm afid sB df ivsLysLwg hY. asl ivc Auh kuJ vI nhIN. ieh hY pMjfbI aflocnf df KoKlfpn ijs vwl mYN pfTkF `qy lyKkF df icrokf iDafn idvfAuxf cfhuMdf sF.
afpxy agly nfvl, ‘pMjfb sMqflI’, bfry gwl krn qoN pihlF mYN kuJ gwlF afpxy nfvl ‘mwCrgMj’ bfry krnf cfhuMdf hF. ieh jLrUrI vI hY ikAuNik khfxI dI ivDf hor hY `qy nfvl dI ivDf hor. nfvlYwt nUM jF iPr sMKyp nfvl nUM asIN khfxI `qy nfvl dy ivckfhy ijhy rwK skdy hF. pr Pyr vI nfvlYwt nfvl dy vDyrf nyVy `qy khfxI qoN jLrf ku dUr hY. afpxy nfvl ‘mwCrgMj’ nUM mYN iewk lMmI nfvlYwt rcnf kihxf hI psMd krFgf BfvyN ieh nfvl ‘kMjkF’ qoN bfad ivc iliKaf igaf. ‘mwCrgMj’ df sMKyp rUp `qy afkfr, sMkyp ies kr ky hY ik ieh sfrI rcnf sMkyqk rUp ivc pysL hoeI hY. kivqf vFg hI iesdy sLfbidk arQ Auh nhIN hn jo izksLnrI ivc imldy hn. ies ivc afm sLbdF nUM asfDfrn arQ pRdfn kIqy gey hn. qF hI ieh nfvl sMkyqk hY, icMnHfqimk hY. imsfl leI mwCr df vI Auh arQ nhIN jo rojLfnf vriqaf jFdf hY. mwCr rfq nUM jfgdf hY, jgfAuNdf hY, kwtdf hY qy Pyr sOx nhIN dyNdf. awDI rfq nINdoN jfigaF bMdf nINd nf afAux dI sUrq ivc kuJ vI mfVf cMgf socdf jF krdf hY. ies nfvl df mwCr Bfrq dy isafsI lok jF lIzr hn aqy mwCrgMj, asl ivc, pUrf Bfrq dysL hY. ieh nfvl vI mYN AudoN iliKaf jdoN 1991-94 ivc mYN idwlI ivc rihMdf sF. mYN ies isafsI mwCr df inwT ky aiDan kIqf sI. iesnUM bfrIkI nfl Dur zUMG qwk smiJaf sI. 1984 ivc imisjL ieMdrf gFDI dy kql qoN bfad ieh mwCr ikvyN afm lokF dI nINd hrfm kr ky AuhnF nUM awDI awDI rfq AuTfAuNdf hY aqy ikvyN AuhnF dy hwQF ivc qyl dy pIpy `qy mfics dIaF qIHlIaF PVfAuNdf hY - ieh sB kuJ ies nfvl ivc pysL kIqf igaf hY pr icMnHfqimk rUp ivc. myrI khfxI ‘lfl cONk’ vFg ies nfvl ivc vI sfrf kuJ pRqIkfqimk hY. pr aMq ivc gwl Pyr sfzy pfTkF/aflockF dI ijLMmyvfrI `qy jf KloNdI hY ik Auh pVHnf psMd hI nhIN krdy. inrguwt lyKk nUM pVHnf AuhnF nUM smF brbfd krnf lgdf hY.
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myry pihly khfxI-sMgRih ‘AuwjiVaf KUh’ dI iesy nF dI pihlI khfxI pMjfb dy AujfVy dI khfxI hY. pr ieh khfxI hY nfvl nhIN. ieh khfxI mYN 1965 ivc ilKI sI pr ilKx qoN bfad vI mYN socdf irhf sF ik sLfied khfxI dI ivDf ies khfxI nUM kdy vI nf ilK swky. myry iesy hI khfxI-sMgRih ivc hor vI keI khfxIaF hn ijhVIaF aMsLk rUp ivc pMjfb dy AujfVy nUM jF AuwjVy hoey pMjfb dI rihMd KUMhd nUM pysL krdIaF hn. ieAuN mYN iek vsIh nfvl nUM Xfin pMjfb dy AujfVy aqy Ausdy mfrU pRBfvF nUM tukiVaF ivc ilKx di koisLsL kr irhf sF. mYnUM aihsfs ho irhf sI ik ikqy kuJ Gft hY. kuJ aijhf sI ijhVf hr khfxI ivwcoN rih jFdf sI. kfPLI icr bfad mYnUM smJ afeI ik AujfVy dI khfxI, asl ivc, iewk nfvl dI khfxI sI. ieho hI Auh dOr sI jdoN mYN ierfdf kIqf ik jdoN myrI klm bhuq pwk geI qF pMjfb dI qbfhI df ieh nfvl ilKFgf.
ieh nfvl ilKxf vI mYN hI sI, iksy hor lyKk ny nhIN, ikAuNik pMjfb dI vMz, AujfVy aqy AuhnF dy mfrU pRBfvF nUM mYN afpxy ipMzy `qy, afpxI rUh `qy aqy afpxI pUrI mfniskqf `qy hMZfieaf sI. ieAuN ‘AuwjiVaf KUh’ khfxI df PYl ky nfvl bx jfxf Ausdy KfmIr ivc hI ipaf sI aqy ieh isrPL myry mfiDam rfhIN hI mumikn ho skdf sI. aMq ivc ‘AuwjiVaf KUh’ dIaF sfrIaF hI khfxIaF ‘pMjfb sMqflI’ nfvl ivc smf geIaF.
myrI iewk vwKrI ijhI afdq hY. Auh ieh ik mYN dIvfngI dI hwd qwk ivvsiQq afdmI hF. pMjfh sfl pihlF dI sFB ky rwKI hoeI koeI vI cIjL mYN quhfnUM iewk imMt ivc lwB ky dy skdf hF. ieh gwl myrI pRikrqI ivc hI sLfiml hY. mYN Klfrf psMd hI nhIN krdf. myry afly duafly dIaF cIjLF vsqF iKMzIaF hoeIaF `qy AuwGV duwgVIaF nhIN rih skdIaF. Auh hmysLF iksy afrzr ivc, iksy kRm ivc hI hoxgIaF. jdoN qoN mYN hosL sMBflI hY afpxy afp nUM kursI-myjL `qy kMm kridaF hI pfieaf hY. jdoN kursI `qy myjL pRpq nhIN sn AudoN mYN sfDfrn Pwty nUM cIr ky `qy lwqF lf ky myjL bxf ilaf sI aqy kursI leI AusqoN nIvIN koeI sLY vrq leI sI hflFik mYN qrKfx pirvfr `coN nhIN hF. ‘afpxy KUh’ (qfey df) Auwqy mYN vwDy hoey iksy ruwK dy qixaF qoN ieh kMm lY ilaf sI.
dUjI gwl ieh ik ilKx-pVHn qoN pihlF myrI loV dI hr sLY myry myjL `qy jF jo kuJ vI pRfpq hY, Auwqy myrI phuMc ivc hoxI cfhIdI hY. hvflf pusqkF, kfgLjL, klmF, dvfq, pYnisl afid afid. kMm kridaF eyDr AuDr Bwjxf `qy sfrI soc nUM ibKyr lYxf myry suBfAy ivc nhIN hY. sLFqI-pUrvk kMm krn dI GVI ivc mYnUM ‘kwXOs’ psMd nhIN. myry suBfa dIaF ieh loVF jF iPr bMdsLF eyQy hI nhIN muwk jFdIaF sgoN hor awgy qurdIaF hn.
lfiebRyrIan df pysLf sLfied iesy kfrn myry byhwd myc sI ikAuNik ieh pysLf ikqfbF, rsfilaF aqy hr pRkfr dI sUcnf nUM TIk qrIky nfl ivvsiQq krn aqy rwKx df nF hY. jdoN koeI pfTk iksy vI sLY dI mMg kry qF Auh sLY imMtF ivc nhIN blik sikMtF ivc irtRIv hoxI cfhIdI hY.
myry aijhy suBfa ivwcoN hI iewk hor sLfK inkldI hY. Auh ieh hY ik mYN jdoN vI nfvl ilKxf hovy AudoN hI iewk pRfjYkt bxf ky awgy qurdf hF. ies aml nUM afpF nym vI afK skdy hF. mqlb ik iksy nym, asUl, inXm jF Xojnf anusfr kMm krnf. iblkul kudrq vFg. kudrq df sfrf kfrobfr vI iksy nym anusfr hI cldf hY. myrI afpxI kudrq jF pRikrqI vI ieho hI hY.
‘pMjfb sMqflI’ dI qRYlVI (AujfVf, qsdIk, roh-ivdroh) dy krIb 1100 sPLy bxdy hn. ieh iewk vsIh nfvl hY. Gwto Gwt pMjfbI ivc.‘kMjkF’ dy 567 sPLy hn. ibnf pRfjYkt dy aijhy nfvl nhIN sI ilKy jf skdy. ‘pMjfb sMqflI’ nUM ilKx leI, not kIqf jfey ik isrPL ilKx leI, iqMn sfl lwgy Xfin 1996 qoN 1998 qwk. ieh iqMny nfvl iqMn sflF qwk Cpdy rhy: AujfVf - 1999 ivc, qsdIk - 2000 ivc, roh-ivdroh - 2001 ivc sfhmxy afieaf. 1992 qoN lY ky 1997 qwk mYN ies nfvl bfry Koj krdf irhf jo ik nfvl pVH ky swpsLt ho jFdf hY.
hux mYN cfhuMdf hF ik ieh iqMny ijldF iekwTIaF ho ky ‘pMjfb sMqflI’ dy nF Qwly Cp jfx. sLfied pMjfb dI koeI XUnIvristI ies ivc myrI mdd kry. kMm bhuq Krcy vflf hY. ieh kMm ies leI vI jLrUrI hY ik iksy pfTk ny kyvl ‘AujfVf’ hI piVHaf hY, iksy ny isrPL ‘qsdIk’ `qy iksy ny kyvl ‘roh-ivdroh’. pUrI qRYlVI iksy iksy ny hI pVHI hY.
ijnFH pfTkF ny myrI ieh qRYlVI pVHI hY AuhnF nUM mihsUs hoieaf hY ik ieh iksy nf iksy rUp ivc myrI vsIh svYjIvnI df hI ihwsf hY. ies ivc koeI sLwk nhIN ik ies ivc myrI svYjIvnI dy kuJ aMsL hn prMqU ieh sfry df sfrf jF hUbhU myrI svYjIvnI nhIN hY. ieh iewk nfvl hY, `qy nfvl di ivDf dIaF afpxIaF loVF `qy mMgF hn. pr hryk nfvl dI pRyrnf df koeI nf koeI somf qF huMdf hI hY. ieAuN myrf afpxf jIvn hI Auh somf hY ijs qoN ieh nfvl pRBfivq hoieaf hY. lyikn iPr vI ieh nfvl pMjfb bfry hY myry bfry nhIN - 1947 qoN pihlF dy, 1947 dy smyN dy aqy AusqoN bfad dy pMjfb bfry hY ieh nfvl. pMjfb df ieiqhfs ies ivc kMm kr irhf hY, vMz dy kfrn mOjUd hn, vMz hox qoN ipwCoN dy AuwjVy pMjfb dI idl cIrvIN hUk mOjUd hY.
ieh nfvl sfDfrn bMdy dy AujfVy dI bfq pfAuNdf hY. Auh bMdf ijsnUM icwq cyqf vI nhIN sI ik aijhf vI ho skdf sI. jy afAux vfly Kqry df afBfs hovy aqy Auho kuJ vfpr jfey qF duwK dI iewk sImf huMdI hY. prMqU jy vfprn vflI mhfprlo df Qhu pqf hI nf hovy qF ieh acfnk ibjlI izwgx, acfnk jvflfmuKI pft jfx jF acfnk sunfmI vrgf kihr brpf ho jfx vrgI siQqI bx jFdI hY. pMjfb dy sfDfrn bMdy nfl ieho kuJ hI vfpiraf. Auh qF ies kihr qoN iewk PLI sdI vI jfxUM nhIN sI. pfiksqfn bxfAuxf Auhdy leI pMJI pMjfh eykVF ivc ipMz jF sLihr bxfAux jF vsfAux vflI gwl sI. iesy kfrn ieh qRfsdI bhuq vwzI bx geI. myrf pRXojn vI ieho sI - afm bMdy df ies bfry mUloN hI aigafnI hoxf ikAuNik ihMdusqfn dy pUry ieiqhfs ivc vI iesqrF dI koeI imsfl mOjUd nhIN sI. jy huMdI qF AusnUM pqf huMdf jF iPr iksy isafxy rfhIN hI pqf lwg jFdf. Kud myrf bfp `qy myrf qfieaf ies afAux vflI mhfprlo bfry kuJ nhIN sn jfxdy. sB ieho smJdy sn ik bs kuJ idnF jF hPLiqaF dI gwl hY, Pyr ieh buKfr lih jfeygf `qy Auh sfry afpo afpxy GrF nUM vfps prq jfxgy.

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