“iPlm ngrI dy XfdF dy JroKy ‘coN” lVI- 2

- nvdIp sihdyv (416 – 500-1977)
 

Qkfvt hox krky nINd qF pYNidaF sfr hI af geI. pr Bwt sfihb nUM imlx dI Auqsukqf kfrx awK vI jldI hI KuwlH geI. bfhr dyiKaf qF ajy Gusmusf ijhf sI aqy phu Puwtx ivwc ajy dyr sI ieMJ lwg irhf sI sLfied ieh rfq kdy KLqm hI nf hovy. bfkIaF iqMn sfQIaF nUM dyiKaf qF Auh ieMJ sON rhy sn ik sLfied AuhnF ny ijMLdgI jMg ijwq leI hovy qy hux Auh arfm Prmf rhy hox. QoVHI ijhI iKJ vI afeI AuhnF qy koeI ieMnI gUVHI nINd sON ikvyN skdY? Pyr pfsf lY ky soicaf ik ieh qF nhIN cfhuMdy aYktr bxnf qF qUM hI hY ijs dy aMdr ies qrHF dy vlvly hn. iehnF hI iKLaflF ivc svyr hoxI suLrU ho geI. phfVF dI svyr huMdI vI bhuq KULbsUrq hY.
KLYr asIN sYlysL dy idwqy hoey smyN muqfbk iek vjy zOliPLn nojL nfm jgHf qy phuMc gey sLUitMg dI isLPLt 9 qoN 6 vjy dI sI asIN qkrIbn 10 ku vjy phuMc gey sI. kfPLI cihl pihl sI ihMdI iPlm dI sLUitMg mYN pihlI vfr vyK irhf sI. ies qoN pihlF mYN jdoN 11 jF 12 sflF df sI. AudoN sfzy sLihr kotkpUrf ivc ‘ptolf’ iPlm dI sLUitMg vyKI sI. mYnUM ajy vI Xfd hY skUloN Bwj ky asIN cmkIly df KfVf vyKx gey sI. jo gfxf iPLlm ivc vI sI ik mYN skUloN gLYrhfijLr sI bws Pyr kI sI vrH geI iJVkF dI buCfV. KLYr ieh koeI nvIN gwl nhIN sI. skUloN Bwj ky iPLlm vyKx leI ies qrHF iJVkF dI ‘tihl syvf myrI pihlF vI keI vfr hoeI sI. Aus XUuint ivc sLfiml sn. hr koeI afpxf afpxf kMm kr irhf sI ikDry koeI lfeItF Auuqfr irhf sI qy ikDry koeI kryn nUM sYwt kr irhf sI. iek pfsy asIN iek afdmI nUM vwzy sfry topIey ivc cfh bxfAuNdy vyiKaf. vfkeI iek ivafh vrgf mfhOl sI. Pyr QoVHI dyr bfad sYlysL vI phuMc igaf. suixaf sI ik iPlm lfeIn vfly bhuq jldI bdl jFdy hn pihcfxdy nhIN. pr ies kQn dy Ault Aus ny sfzf bhuq grmjosLI nfl svfgq kIqf. sfzy leI kursIaF mMgvf ky bYTx leI ikhf sfzy leI cfh mMgvf ky KLud sfzy qoN kuJ smyN leI iejfjLq mMg ky afpxy kMm ivc ibjLI ho igaf.
asIN ajy iewk dUsry nfl iewDr AuWDr dIaF XwkVF mfr rhy sI ik sfzy kol sfhmxy iewk kfr af ky rukI. Aus kfr ivcoN asIN mhysL Bwt sfihb, pUjf Bwt aqy ivvyk musLrfn nUM AuWqrdy vyiKaf. jdoN sfzI ivvyk nfl njLr imlI qF ivvyk ny hwQ imlfieaf asIN pUjf aqy Bwt sfihb nUM vI hYlo kIqI. pr pUjf ny sfzI hYlo df jvfb nhIN idwqf aqy iswDI dUsry pfsy nUM clI geI. iewk vfr qF sfnUM Auh bhuq hI mgLrUr aqy bdqmIjL ijhI kuVI lwgI. “idl hY ik mfnqf nhIN’ iPLlm qoN bfad lwKF lokF vFg asIN vI pUjf Bwt dy PYn ho gey sI. prMqU bfad ivc jdoN lokF nUM ipCFh Dwkdy hoey iksy XUint dy bMdy koloN jdoN asIN suixaf ik ‘pICy hto bybI ko qMg mq kro Aunko buKLfr hY” qF sfnMU AusdI mgLrUrqf vI cMgI lwgx lwgI. iPr mYN iewk kony ivc sYlysL nUM Bwt sfihb nfl sfzy vwl iesLfrf krky gwlF krdy vyiKaf. asIN smJ gey hux Auh myrf hI ijLkr kr irhf sI. acfnk iek afdmI ny myry kMn ivc af ky ikhf ik ‘Bwt sfihb afpko bulf rhy hYN’. Pyr kI sI iek vfr qF mYnUM ies qrHF lwgf ik ijvyN iksy ny mYnUM ibjlI df Jtkf lgf idwqf hovy. mYN suMn ho igaf sI pr Pyr mYN ihMmq ijhI krky AuhnF kol phuMc igaf. jFidaF hI Bwt sfihb ny afpxI krfrI ijhI afvfjL ivwc puwiCaf “afj kl kXf krqy ho” qF bVI hI dbI aqy sihmI afvfjL ivc AuWqr idwqf sI ‘jI ieMjInIairMg’ ‘hfeIt aOr prsnYiltI qo awCI hY aYkitMg kr lyqy ho’. jvfb hF ivc idwqf BfvyN aYkitMg kdy vI nhIN sI kIqI pqf sI nFh kihMdy hI sfry drvfjLy bMd ho jfxgy. ‘awCf ey kfm kro bONby af jfE dyKqy hYN’. bws Pyr kI sI ies qrHF lwigaf ik Godfather iml igaf hovy. Pyr Auh sULitMg ivc ibjLI ho gey qy mYN afpxy dosqF nUM myry qy Bwt sfihb ivckfr hoeI gwlbfq dwsx lwgf sfry mYnUM ieMJ mubfrkF dyx lwgy ik ijvyN Bwt sfihb ny mYnUM sfeIn kr ilaf hovy. Pyr sYlysL ny mYnUM af ky dwisaf ik qyrf PLoto sYsLn krnf hovygf Aus leI qYnUM bMbeI afAuxf pvygf Aus ny mYnUM afpxf PLon nMbr aqy aYzrYWs idwqf aqy afpxy kMm leI iPr asIN AuWQy rukxf munfsb nhIN smJ ky AuWQoN cwl pey aqy ijMnIaF vI dyKx vflIaF jgHfvF vyK ky sLfm nUM jldI vfips hotl af gey ikAuNik rfq nUM asIN vfips ibdr jfxf sI.
AUtI qoN mYsUr, mYsUr qoN bYNglOr aqy bYNglOr qoN ibdr qwk df sPLr qF mYN hI jfxdF iPLlmI ckfcOND dy iKLaflF ivc ies qrHF gujLiraf ik kdoN ibdr af igaf pqf hI nhIN cwilaf. vfips af ky hostl ivc asIN bfkI sfQI ividafrQIaF nfl kfPLI gwlF sFJIaF kIqIaF. QoiVHaF ny ivsLvfs kIqf aqy ijLafidaF ny JUT hI smiJaf. pr jo JUT smJ rhy sn AuhnF nUM asIN PotojL ivKf ky QoVHf bhuq XkIn idvf ilaf sI. iewQy mYN afpxy iewk dosq df ijLkr jLrUr krFgf ijsny myrf pihlF Poto sYsLn lokl PotogRfPr qoN krvfieaf. Ausdf nfm miqn mohIAUdIn sI bhuq hI ipafrf iensfn sI. hflFik Auh myry nfl pVHdf nhIN sI Auh AuWQoN df vsnIk sI. pr hr rojL sLfm nUM jLrUr imldf aqy GMitaF bYT ky myry nfl gwlF krdf rihMdf sI. ies krky vI keI vfr musLikl ivc ipaf ikAuNik 1988 ivc jo kuJ ibdr ivc hoieaf ies qoN sB jfxU hn. ies krky lokl bMidaF nfl ijLafdf XfrI dosqI nUM shI nhIN smiJaf jFdf sI. KYLr, ieh iewk alwg duKFq sI. mYN afpxIaF PotoaF bONby iBjvf idwqIaF, koeI jvfb nhIN afieaf AuWDroN sflfnf iemiqhfn njLdIk hox krky mYN pVHfeI ivc ibjLI ho igaf.
iemiqhfn dyx qoN bfad mYN pMjfb vfips prq afieaf. hux sB afpxy iPAUcr leI korsjL lwB rhy sn. prMqU mYN hr rojL aKLbfr ivc lwBdf sI kdoN koeI kors bMbeI ivc inklU qy mYN GridaF qy jLor pf ky bMbeI clf jfvFgf. kihMdy hn jdoN smF, sbwb qy ivDI bxdy hn koeI nhIN rok skdf. kors vI inkl afieaf Gr dy vI mMn gey aqy sLihr aqy kflj dy kuJ sfQI vI iqafr ho gey nfl aYzimsLn lYx vfsqy. 15 agsq 1991 df Auh pihlf idn myrf suPLinaF dI DrqI qy jdoN mYN dfdr stysLn qy AuWqiraf. bMbeI ivc irhfiesL dI bhuq kmI hY. bMbeI vfsqy bhuq msLhUr hY ik ieWQy lok quhfnUM sLrfb vI iplf dyxgy pr jdoN irhfiesL dI gwl afAuNdI hY qF ieWQy lok bhuq kory ho jFdy hn. myry kol irhfiesL df pRbMD sI.
myry zYzI dy mfmf jI aqy AuhnF df pirvfr iewQy rihMdf sI. myry ipqf jI sRI bldyv isMG sihdyv iewk tIcr hox dy nfl nfl tryz XunIan dy skwqr vI sn aqy mfqf sRI mqI amrjIq kOr jy bI tI tIcr. tIcr pirvfrF kol ijLafdf pYsy srplws nhIN huMdy pr Pyr vI Auh afpxy bwicaF nUM byhqrIn qflIm idvfEx ivc afpxI ijLMdgI dfa qy jLrUr lf idMdy hn. ikAuNik Auh afpxy bwicaF df sunihrI qy Aujvl BivwK vyKxf cfhuMdy hn. ijLkr bhuq jLrUrI sI ikAuNik AuhnF dy mn ivc AuhnF df bytf hfrzvyar myntyNns df kors krn jf irhf sI. pr AuhnF dI soc dy Ault mYN afpxy mn dy suPLny nUM sfkfr krn jf irhf sI. mYN 15 qoN 20 ku idn afpxy zYzI dy mfmf Gr irhf Pyr asIN dosqF ny iml ky iek apfrtmYNt aMDyrI (pUrb) ivc lY leI. subh kflj sLfm nUM rotI Kf ky sON jfx dI rojL dI pRikiraf mYnUM bhuq KoKlI lwgx lwg peI. Pyr mYN iewk idn sYlysL nUM PLon krky Bwt sfihb ijwQy sULitMg kr rhy sn jgHf df pqf lY ky phuMc igaf mYnUM pqf sI ik Bwt sfihb ny mYnUM bMbeI afAux df inmMqrx KLud idwqf sI.
hux Auh mYnUM jLrUr cFs dyxgy. jdoN mYN Studio Filmstar aMdr dfKLl hoieaf qF mYN bhuq hI KLUbsUrq adfkfrF nUM rUm ivc aMdr jFdy vyiKaf QoVHf idmfg qy jLor pfAux qy Xfd afieaf ilu ilu girl mnIsLf koierflf sI. iPlm ‘imln’ dI sLUitMg cwl rhI sI. jYkI sLrfPL aqy mhysL Bwt bfhr bYTy sn. mYN mhysL Bwt dI njLr dI syD ivc KVHf ho igaf. soc irhf sI huxy mhysL Bwt sfhb mYnUM pihcfx lYxgy aqy AuWT ky mYnUM iml afAuxgy. pr aYsf kuJ nf hoieaf nf qF mYnUM pihcfixaf igaf nf hI iksy ny bYTx nUM ikhf. kihxf vI KLYr iksny sI jdoN iksy ny pihcfixaf hI nhIN. myry vrgy 25 ku struggler hor KVHy sn Bwt sfihb nUM imlx vfsqy. do GMty dy ieMqjLfr qoN bfad mYN ihMmq krky mhysL Bwt dy kol clf igaf. soicaf sLfied Buwl gey hox iek hI qF mulfkfq hoeI sI clo mYN hI Xfd krvf idMdf hF. mYN QoVHf ijhf kol jf ky ‘sr myrf nfm nvdIp hY Xfd hY hm afpko AUtI myN imly Qy’ qy awgoN jvfb afieaf ‘qo, mYN qo rojL hjLfroN logoN ko imlqf hUM kXf sbkI sLkl aOr sUrq muJy Xfd rhnI cfhIey, jfE Xfr bhuq ibjLI hUM. pqf nhIN khF sy cly afqy hYN”. (cldf)