mY aDy krfey ivwc ‘sÌr ‘krdf hF

- afstRylIaf qoN igafnI sMqoK isMG
 

myrI vwzI bwcI rvIn, afstRylIaf dI eyar lfeIn kFtfË ivwc Auc ahudy Aupr nOkrI krdI hY. ies leI mNY qy AusdI mF ies kMpnI dy jhfjLL ivwc qkrIbn aDy krfey Aupr sÌr kr skdy hF. bwcI dy pqI qy AuhnF dy bwcy hor vI bhuq Gwt krfieaf Br ky Xfqrf kr skdy hn pr sfry prvfr ivcoN isrÌ mY hI ies shUlq df 'lfB' AuTfAuNdf hF. ijMnf krfieaf afm svfrI nUM keI ÈrqF sihq ssqy qoN ssqf Brnf pYNdf hY Aus qoN vI Gwt krfey ivwc hI mY Xfqrf kr skdf hF pr isrÌ iewk Èrq hI lfgU huMdI hY myry qy. Auh Èrq hI aYsI hY ik keI vfr "lyny ky dyny pV jfqy hYN. " Auh Èrq ieh hY ik jhfjLL Auzx qoN isrP vIh imMt qy keI vfr ies qoN vI Gwt smy qy mYnUM pqf lwgdf hY ik jhfjLL mYnUM afpxy ivwc ibTfeygf jF ik Koty pYsy vFgUM vfps moVygf! aYsy Kljgx qoN bcx leI hor koeI jIa ies shUlq df lfB nhI AuTfAuNdf. mYnUM dunIaf ivwc ivcrn df ÈOk hox krky qy mfnskqf ivc ssqy krfey vwl dI iKwc sdkf mY ies shUlq df lfB AuTfAux leI, iksy nf iksy pfsy quiraf hI rihMdf hF pr ies ssqy sÌr dOrfn, keI vfrI mihMgf ‘sÌr’ vI krnf krnf pYNdf hY. ieh kdI kdI idlcsp vI ho inwbVdf hY.
jykr rfh ivwc ikqy jhfjL bdlxf pvy qy agoN dI sIt nf imÜy qF iPr nvy isry hor itkt iewk pfsy dI afm svfrI vFg hI, pUry muwl qy bhuq mihMgI ÉrIdxI pYNdI hY jo ik dfhVI nfÜoN muwCF vDx kfrn, “srPf krky suwqI qy aftf Kf geI kuwqI” vfÜI avwsQf bx jFdI hY. idwlI qoN qF kdI mYnUM sIt imÜI hI nhI. 2003 dy apRYÜ mhIny ivwc mY aMimRqsroN ryl rfhIN idwlI igaf. iqMn idn qy iqMn rfqF hvfeI awzy qy hI iPrdf AuzIk krdf irhf ik Èfied agly, Èfied hor agly jhfjL ivwc mYnUM bYTf lYx pr ieh AUT df bulH nf izgdf vyK ky, aKIr soicaf ik iqMn idn qoN Kfx leI vI kuwJ Kfs nhI imiÜaf qy AuqoN grmI df vI mOsm hY; ikqy kmjor srIr nfÜ jfh jFdIey nf ho jfvy. AuqoN jvfn ijhf idwsx vflf monf swjx, eyar ieMzIaf df EQy mYnyjr sI. Aus nfÜ jdoN mY sIt imÜn dI sMBfvnf dI gwl krF qF Auh ivaMgfqimk ijhI JfkxI myry vwl Jfky. mYnUM ieAuN jfpy ijvyN ik Auh jfx ky myry nfÜ itwcrfqimk ijhf vrqf kr irhf hY. aKIr mY hvfeI awzy qoN jlMDr jfx vfÜI bws PVI qy vfps cfly pf idqy. rfh ivwc bws iewk QF rukI qF Brf nUM aMimRqsr Ìon krky dws idqf ik mY hI vfps af irhf hF. ikqy mYnUM gyt qy vyK ky zr nf jfieE ieh smJ ky ik BfAU df Èfied BUq af igaf hY. Auh Éud qF vlYq nUM igaf sI.
icrkflI imwqr s[ kuljIq isMG jI rfhIN iewk bws awzy lfgy tRYvl eyjMt nUM CyqI qoN CyqI lMzn dI sIt leI afK idqf qy Éud mY byiPkr ho igaf. pYsy nf Ausny mMgy qy nf hI asIN puCy. mY qF ieh soc ky nf puwCy ik myry imwqr df imwqr hY. jdoN itkt cuwkFgy qF pYsy vI Aus smy PVf idaFgy pr Aus ipE dy puwq ny nf qF pYsy mMgy qy nf hI itkt bxfeI. ies qrHF nO idn hor aMimRqsr ivwc mYnUM rihxf ipaf. ieh idn mYnUM ieAuN lMGy ijvy Èfied Ql ivwc swsI nUM lMGy hox! aKIr pYsy pyÈgI imÜn qy, Esy eyjMt ny bhuq mihMgI itkt ÉrId idqI qy mY AuËbyiksqfn dy jhfjL qy bYT ky, qfÈkMd rfhIN lMzn apiVaf. ieAuN myrI ‘kMjUsI’ df kcUMbr inkiÜaf.
iPr 2007 ivwc vI idwlIAuN lMzn jfxf sI. EQoN awgy bws rfhIN bYljIam dI rfjDfnI brwsl jfxf sI pr idwlIAuN sIt nf imÜI qy s[ qyijMdr pfl isMG jI idwlI vfiÜaF dI shfieqf nfÜ hor mihMgI itkt nfÜ, afstRIaf dys dI rfjDfnI vIafnf rfhIN, isDf brwsl hI jf Auqiraf.
ieho ijhy keI idlcsp vfikafq sÌr dOrfn myry nfÜ aksr vfprdy hI rihMdy hn. Bfrq dI Xfqrf leI vI kFtfË Aupr isrP muMbeI qwk hI jfieaf jf skdf hY ikAuNik Aus qoN agy ieh nhI jFdI. muMbeI qoN iPr awgy hor itkt ÉrIdxI pYNdI hY. Aus itkt Auqy Érc afm vFg pUrf hI lwgdf hY pr mn nUM Drvfs ijhf rihMdf hY ik mY ihMdusqfn ivwc qF QohVy krfey nfÜ phuMc jfvFgf agly Érc df iPkr nhI krdf. hryk vfrI hI socdf hF ik muMbeI qoN ryl rfhIN aMimRqsr cilaf jfvFgf pr aijhf kdI kr nhI sikaf. DrqI qy pYr lwgidaF hI POrn aMimRqsr puwjx dI kfhÜI pY jFdI hY qy hvfeI awzy qoN hI eyar ieMzIaf dI itkt ÉrId ky Aus ivwc awgy nUM Auz jFdf hF.
ipClI Xfqrf dI hI gwl hY: lMzno idwlI jfxf sI. hIQro eyar port qy trmInl dI lB lBfeI ipwCoN jdoN shI trmInl qy phuMicaf qF kfAUNtr vfÜI bIbI ny afiKaf ik jhfjL df bUhf bMd ho igaf hY. mY lyt hF pr jy mY smy isr phuMc vI jFdf qF vI sIt koeI nhI sI imÜnI. myry vwloN awgoN imÜn dI sMBfvnf bfry puCx qy Ausny afiKaf ik mhIny qwk koeI sMBfvnf nhI hY. mY mdrfs, klkwqy jF muMbeI jf skdf hF. mY muMbeI dI rËfmMdI pRgtfeI qF Ausny trmInl df nF dws ky afiKaf ik mY Bwj jfvF. jhfjL iqafr hY. EQoN Bwijaf. puC puCf ky shI trmInfl qF lB ilaf pr ieAu hÌVf dÌVI ivwc myrf mobfiel sYikAurtI vfiÜaF koÜ hI rih igaf. EdoN dy swjx Esy Ìon qy irMgI jFdy ny qy awgo Auqr nf imÜn qy mYnUM slvfqF suxfeI jFdy ny.
iek vfrIN lMzn qoN idwlI jfxf sI. muVnf qF BfvyN isznI nUM hI sI pr lMzn rihx smy pqf lwgf ik imwqr s[ kuljIq isMG jI dI bytI aMimRq df ivafh hY. soicaf ik clo bytI dy ivafh ivwc vI Èfml huMdf jfvF. iqMn idn hr roj hIQro hvfeI awzy qy jf ky muVdf irhf. acfnk pqf lwgf ik sfnUM zIl krn vfÜf nOjvfn pMjfbI hY. ieh Ausdy iewk vfk, “jldI jldI cwlo!” bolx qoN pqf lwgf. mY puiCaf, “qYnUM pMjfbI afAuNdI af? Auh kihMdf[” hF jI; mY pMjfbI iswK hF jI!” ieh sux ky mY ikhf, “mfr iPr koeI ryK ivwc myK! pucf mYnUM idwlI!” Aus df Auqr sI ik Auh qF afpxy mF ipE leI kuwJ nhI sI kr sikaf qy myry leI kI kr skdf hY! AusdI spwÈtvfdqf qoN mY pRBfvq hoieaf qy afiKaf ik idwlI nhI qF muMbeI, klkwqf, mdrfs, ikqy vI Gwl dyvy pr Ausny asmrQf hI pRgtfeI. iPr mY ikhf “cwl ieMzIaf nhI qF isznI, isMGfpur, hFg kFg, bYNkfk, ikqy Byj dyh. “Ausny bYNkfk dI hfmI BrI. mY ikhf, “cwl, mYnUM lMzno kZ! aD ivwc qF mY phuMc hI jfvFgf. awgoN iPr vyKI jfvygI!” Ausny mYnUM bYNkfk vfly jhfjLy cVHf idqf. mY somvfr bYT ky mMglvfr Èfm nUM bYNkfk jf Auqiraf. hvfeI awzy qoN hI isznI dy jhfjL df pqf kIqf qF Auqr imiÜaf, “iqafr hY; afE ByjIey quhfnUM isznI!” hostYs bIbI ny CyqI CyqI sfrI ‘kfrvfeI’ pUrI krky sfnUM iemIgRyÈn dI lfeIn ivwc jf Kilafiraf. mY bVf ÉuÈ sF. afpxI iksmq qy rÈk kr irhf sF ik kunYkitMg PlfeIt ivwc hI sIt imÜ geI hY. KwjÜ nhI hoxf ipaf pr ieh ÉuÈI QohVicrI hI sfbq hoeI. kuwJ smy ipCoN Auho bIbI, “sorI, sOrI” krdI BwjI afeI. kihMdI ik AusnUM ÊlqI lwg geI; sIt hY nhI. sfzf aMdr jf cuikaf sfmfn vI Ausny vfps mMgvfieaf. hvfeI awzy dI PIs vfps krvfeI qy sfnUM, “BÜky pqf krnf!” afK ky, lfvrs Cwz ky iksy pfsy nUM Bwj geI.
iksy qoN puwC puCf ky, tYksI PV ky, mY isMG sBf gurduafry aDI rfq nUM jf Auqiraf. pihrydfr bËurg mony swjx ny mYnUM puwiCaf ik mY igafnI hF jF vpfrI! myry iehnF ivclf Prk puwCx qy Ausny afiKaf, “jy igafnI eyN qF aMdr af jfh qy jy vfpfrI eyN qF iksy hotl ivwc jfh!” ieh sux ky mY afiKaf ik mY aDf ku igafnI hF. Ausny gyt Kohl idqf qy mY qIjI Cwq Aupr myry vrigaF vfsqy bxy KulHy sQfn Aupr jf drI qy zyrf lfieaf.
agly idn iPr hvfeI awzy qy igaf pr gwl nf bxI. muV afieaf pr hOÜI hOÜI ies jfx afAux dOrfn mY hvfeI jhfjL `qy jfx df ssqf qrIkf lB ilaf. ijQy pihly idn pMj soM bfht tYksI vfly nUM dy ky gurduafry nUM igaf sF EQy aKIrly idn mY kuwl nO bfhtF ivwc gurduafry qoN hvfeI awzy qy awpV igaf. Auh ies qrHF ik gurduafry qoN pMj bfhtF ivwc bws rfhIN rylvy styÈn qy; EQoN awgy ryl rfhIN cfr bfhtF ivwc hvfeI awzy Auqy phuMc igaf. ies qrHF hr roj ies afvfjfeI Aupr hox vfÜy nfjfieË Ércy df iPkr muk igaf. ieh dovyN Érc mYnUM bhuq cuBdy hn. iewk hotl ivwc sOx df qy dUjf tYksI ivwc sÌr krn df. jykr ieh dovyN Ércy mYnUM nf krny pYx qF iPr qF mY CfÜF mfrdf dso idsLF ivwc Bwjf iPrdf hF ik!
ies hvfeI awzy qy iewk idn iewk Kfs Gtnf vfprI. mY bfkI AuzIkvfnF vFg hI Kloqf hoieaf sF ik iewk lyzI myry pfs afeI. afKx lwgI ik Auh aÌgfinsqfn qoN hY qy Aus nfÜ do bwcy vI hn. AuhnF nUM jhfjL ivwc sItF qF isznI dIaF imÜ geIaF hn pr eyar port dI PIs leI ds zflr Aus pfs nhI hn. isrP pfiksqfnI krMsI hI Aus koÜ hY hor koeI nhI. ds zflrF dI koeI gwl nhI sI. mY iksy gwl vwl ibnf iDafn idiqaF hI AusnUM PVf idqy. mfVf ijhf ivcfr vI afieaf ik eyny ivakqI hor hvfeI awzy Aupr hn. ieh isrP Èfied myrI pwg qy dfhVI vyK ky hI myry pfs afeI hY! kuwJ smy bfad iPr afeI qy Ausny afiKaf ik dsF nfl gwl nhI bxdI; vIh cfhIdy hn. QohVI iJjk nfÜ mY ds hor dy idqy. kuwJ smy bfad Auh bIbI iPr afeI qy Ausny afiKaf ik iqMnF svfrIaF dy qRyhT zflr lwgxy hn. eyny pYsy sux ky mY vfhvf hI iJjk ivKfeI dyx qoN. qRyhT df mqlb ik pYNhT zfly iewk axjfx ivakqI nUM prdys ivwc dyxy koeI bhuqI cMgI gwl nf mYnUM lwgI. Ausdy muV muV jor dyx qy ik Auh mYnUM afstRylIaf jf ky vD moV dyvygI. Aus nfÜ do bwicaF kfrn mY Jkdy Jkdy ny pYNhT zflr AusnUM dy idqy. dohF ny Ìon nMbr vtf ley. Auh iqMny afstRylIaf vfÜy jhfjL cVH gey qy mY vfps gurduafry nUM muV iga. hflF ik jy mY AusnUM pYsy nf idMdf qF iqMn sItF KflI rih jfx krky mYnUM sIt imÜ skdI sI pr Ausdy iesqrI aqy nfÜ bwcy hox krky mY soicaf ik ibnf pYisaF qoN ieh iqMny rfq ikQy kwtxgy! mY gurduafry jf zyrf lfvFgf.
agly jF aglyry idn iPr mY AuzIk ivwc Kloqf sF ik zIl kr rhI hostYs ny mYnUM puwiCaf ik mY ikny idnF df awzy Aupr afAuNdf hF. myry mMglvfr qoN afKx qy Ausny afiKaf ik iewk sIt KflI hY qy Auh sIt Auh bIbI mYnUM dy dyvygI. Ausny bfkI AuzIkx vfiÜaF nUM afiKaf, “jhfjL ivwc ieko sIt hY. ieh jYNtlmYn mMglvfr df afAuNdf hY. ieh sIt mY iesnUM dy rhI hF. qusIN sfry jxy BÜky iPr Xqn kirE. ieh lÌË suxidaF hI iewk gorf nOjvfn, jo ik pihlF mfXUs ijhf hoieaf bYTf sI, ieAuN BuVk ky AuiTaf ijvy icwqVF Qwly spirMg lgf hoieaf hovy. Ausny afiKaf, “mY CinCrvfr df afAuNdf hF. “ieh sux ky hostYs ny AusnUM sIt dyx df PYslf kr ilaf qy AusnUM qor idqf. myry vwloN afpxf itkt df kUpn vfps mMgx qy Ausny kuwJ Byd Bry qrIky nfÜ mYnUM rukx leI afiKaf qy dwbvIN afvfË ivwc ieAuN bolI, “Auh jo lyzI Ìon kr rhI hY Auh vwzI aÌzr hY. Auh Ìon kr hty qF mY AusnUM afKdI hF ik Auh pfielt nfÜ gwl kry. ho skdf hY ik jy Auh cfhvy qF afpxy nfÜ dI ‘jMp sIt Aupr qYnUM bYTf ky iljf skdf hY. “Ìon muwkx qy Ausny Ìon vfÜI vwzI aÌsr nUM afiKaf. Ausny awgoN Ìon rfhIN pfielt nfÜ gwl kIqI. pfielt ny hF kr idqI qy mYnUM CyqI CyqI AuhnF dohF bIbIaF ny jhfjLy cfhiVaf.
Gr phuMc ky sB qoN pihlF mY GridaF qoN mYlbrn qoN iksy lyzI vwloN afey Ìon bfry hI puwiCaf. Auqr nFh ivwc imÜn qy mYnUM ieAu hI kuwJ mihsUs hoieaf ijvyN, “GroN Gr gvf ky bfhroN BVUaf aKvfieaf” vfÜI myry nfÜ hoeI hovy! hvfeI awzy vfÜI lyzI vwloN idqy gey Ìon nUM mY do cfr vfr KVkfieaf pr koeI Auqr nf afieaf. do ku idnF bfad myryy irMgx qy Ausdy pqI dI awgoN afvfË afeI. mY Ìon krn dI vjfh ibafnI qF Ausny afiKaf ik Auh dukfn qy geI hY; afAUgI qF Auqr dAUgI. Ausny dwisaf ik ies Gtnf bfry AusnUM pqf hY. qswlI hoeI ik mY Twigaf nhI igaf. Ausny nMbr shI hI idqf sI pr Ausny myry Ìon nMbr qy myry GridaF nUM smy isr ies Gtnf bfry sUcq ikAuN nhI kIqf! ieh ÈMkf bxI rhI. Ausdf Ìon AuzIkx ipCoN agly idn mY iPr kIqf qF Aus bIbI nUM imÜ igaf. Ausny ikhf ik Auh Ìon krdI rhI sI pr Ìon nMbr shI nhI sI. iPr iewk idn Coty puwqr gurbfl ny dwisaf ik myry bfhr jfx ipCoN AuhnF ny, lokF dIaF myry bfry puwCF qoN qMg af ky, pihlf Ìon ktvf ky nvF lvf ilaf sI.
mukdI gwl ik Ausny myrf akfAUNt nMbr lY ky[ iqMn ku hÌiqaF ipwCoN Aus ivwc 65 zflr jmHF krvf idqy. mY AusnUM afiKaf sI ik isrP ijMny ley hn Eny hI jmHF krvfey; vD nf krvfey. pYsy jmHF hox qwk mY iksy jI nUM ieh gwl nf dwsI qF ik Auh myry ies qrHF hvfeI awzy Aupr iksy axjfx bIbI dy hwQoN Twgy jfx qy, myrf mOjU nf AuzfAux.
iek idn rfq dI rotI smy sfry prvfr nfÜ bYiTaF mY ieh sfrf pRsMg, Èugl vjoN sfry jIaF nUM suxf ky, aMq ivwc hfsy dy rAuN ivwc ieAuN afiKaf, “jy mYnUM cyqf af jFdf ik AusnUM pYsy nf dyx nfÜ AusdIaF iqMn KflI sItF ivcoN iewk mYnUM imÜ jfxI sI qF mY AusnUM pYsy nhI sI dyxy. ies qrHF Kfsy hor Érc qy KycÜ qoN bc ky mY kuwJ idn pihlF hI af jfxf sI. myry ieh bol sux ky myrI nUMh bytI ny qurMq afiKaf, “pfpf, jy quhfnUM cyqf af vI jFdf qusIN qF vI AusnUM pYsy dy dyxy sI.

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