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iek nftk df aflyK
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kvI ilKdf hY:
myry nfl ieho ijhf kuwJ nhIN hoieaf
pr myry aMdr vI iewk BrQrI kMbdf hY
kI pqf hoieaf hI hovy

qoqf mYnf dy ikwsy ivwc iewk ikwsf mYnf suxfAudI hY purK dI byvÌfeI df, iewk ikwsf qoqf suxfAudf hY nfr dI byvÌfeI df.

lUxf slvfn nfl byvÌfeI krdI hY
koiklF rsflU nfl
ipMglF BrQrI nfl
pr lUxf koiklF ipMglF L L L L L
pqf nhIN ienHF dy pqI rfijaF dIaF hor ikMnIaF ikMnIaF rfxIaF sn.
ienHF dI byvÌfeI kI byvÌfeI hY

pr ijs nftk dy aflyK dI mYN gwl krn lwgf hF qy ijhVf dwKxI aÌrIkf dy sfihqkfr kYn Qymbf dI khfxI qy afDirq hY, Aus dI nfiekf scmuc afpxy pqI nfl byvÌfeI krdI hY.
mYN nIlm mfn isMG cODrI leI ies khfxI df nftkI aflyK ilK irhf hF. ies khfxI df nfm hY: sUt.
nIlm mfn isMG cODrI df Èumfr ies vyly Bfrq dy iqMn cfr sB qoN vwzy nftk inrdyÈkF ivwc huMdf hY. Auh aMgryËI skUlF dI pVHI hoeI qy Aucy vrg dy lokF ivwc rihx vflI bhuq rOÈn idmfg qy rOÈn ËmIr nft inrdyÈkf hY, hr vyly nftkI isrjx-ÈkqI nfl jgdI qy bycYn. Auh nftk hmyÈf pMjfbI ivwc KyzdI hY. AusdI nftk mMzlI leI mYN bhuq sfry nftkF dy rUpFqrx kIqy dy keI khfxIaF dy nftk bxfey. Èihr myry dI pfgl aOrq, seIE nI mYN aMqhIx qrkflF, hyT vgy diraf, nfg lIlHf, ikcn kQf, sIbo ien suprmfrkIt. mYN hwsdf huMnF: nIlm dy sfry nftk aYksport kuafltI dy huMdy hn. lMzn, tokIE, pYirs dy bhuq vwzy nftk AuqsvF ivwc nIlm ny afpxy pMjfbI nftkF nfl Bfrq dI numfieMdgI kIqI. nIlm afpxy nftkF ibMb isrjx dI mfihr hY. Aus leI kMm krnf mYnUM bhuq cMgf lwgdf hY ikAuik kMm kridaF Aus dI ingfh ivwc Auh afp hI drÈk huMdI hY. Auh afpxy afp nfl hI sMcfr kr rhI huMdI hY jF afpxy vrgy hor lokF nfl.
ies vfr ijhVI khfxI df mYN nftk bxf irhf sF, Aus df nfm hY: sUt.
mIaF bIvI suwKIN sFdI iËMdgI guËfr rhy hn. culbulf ijhf pqI afpxI pqnI nUM ipafr krn vflf, Auhdy nfË nKry AuTfAux vflf.
mYN ies nftk df afrMB iesqrF kIqf:

pqI sfJry jfg pYdf hY, pqnI ajy suwqI hoeI hY. Auh AusnUM jgfAudf nhIN, afp hI cfh bxfAudf hY qy afpxy afp nfl gwlF krdf hY:

Ërf hor sON lvy. mYnUM ieh suwqI hoeI bhuq cMgI lwgdI hY; hor vI mfsUm, ÈFq qy iqRpq. mYN iehnUM suwqI hoeI nUM kdI nhIN jgfieaf. isrÌ iewk vfr jgfieaf sI. Aus rfq asIN iksy gwloN nfrfË ho gey sF. ieh rodI rodI sON geI sI. mY dyr qwk jfgdf irhf sI. mYnUM acfnk iksy df Èyar Xfd afieaf:
Auh jo ipafsf sON igaf

qUM AuhnUM cuMm ky jgf lY
ikqy afpxy supinaF ivwc Auh
pfxI leI QF ku QF Btkdf nf hovy

mYN iehnUM cuMm ky jgf ilaf sI qy ieh muskrf ky Pyr sON geI.
keI vfr koeI quhfzy ikMnf kol suwqf huMdf hY, quhfzy nfl lwg ky pr quhfnUM kI pqf Auh afpxy supinaF ivwc ikwQy hovy. Auh iksy ny ikhf hY nf:

(gfAux lwg pYdf hY)
bhuq krIb shI iPr vI Ìfislf rwKIN
imlx dI rfq c vI ihjr jfgdf rwKIN

Auh qyry pihlU c hI suwqf hoieaf hY byÈk
Auh ikwQy huMdf hY ÉfbF c kuwJ pqf rwKIN

(hws pYdf hY)
iek vfr iehny vI mYnUM suwqy pey nUM aBVvfhy jgf ilaf sI. ieh supny ivwc zr geI sI. kihx lwgI: muÉqfr koeI AujfV bIafbfn sI. mYN iekwlI zr geI sI. mYN qYnUM bhuq afvfËF mfrIaF: muÉqfr muÉqfr. pr qUM ikqoN nf boilaf. qUM ikwQy clf igaf sI? qUM ikAuN nhIN sI myry Éfb ivc?
ieh Blf iehdf ksUr sI ik myrf? mYN ikAuN nhIN sI iehdy Éfb ivc? mYnUM kI pqf sI iehdy Éfb ivwc ikvyN aYtr krF.
mYN bws duaf hI kr skdF ik iehdy nfl vI mYN hI sOvF
iehdy ÉfbF ivwc vI mYN hI hovF.
rwbf mYN qF qYQoN eyhI mMgdF svyry svyry.
ÉYr ies vyly iehdy Éfb ivwc aYtr krn df eyhI qrIkf hY ik cfh df kwp lY ky iehdI nId dy bUhy qy dsqk idwqI jfvy.
(bIvI leI cfh lY ky jFdf hY)
jfgo mohn ipafry
jfgo Xy cfdr ky bfdl htfE
cFd sf muKVf hm ko idKfE
cfey kf ipaflf pukfry
jfgo mohn ipafry

korws coN iewk jxf sroiqaF nUM sMboiDq huMdf hY:
sfihbfn
ies rfËI KuÈI vsdI joVI ivcoN iksy nUM nhIN pqf ik Aupr isqfry ienHF bfry kI slfhF kr rhy ny. awj ijhVI bws qy svfr ho ky muÉqfr kMm leI jfvygf, EhI hovygI jo kwlH sI. qkrIbn EhI svfrIaF hoxgIaF jo kwlH sn. EhI sVk hovygI jo kwlH sI. EhI hoeygf KuwlHy zulHy suBfa vflf BfeIaf iekbfl, muÉqfr dy keI sflF df sMgI, pr awj Auhdy bolF ivwc QoVHI ijhI iJjk hovygI. Auh QoVHy ijhy iQVkdy kMbdy bolF nfl muÉqfr nUM iewk aYsI gwl khygf ik muÉqfr leI qfry isafh ho jfxgy, cMn kflf ho jfvygf. Gr ivwc lwgI iewk PuwlF dI vyl nfgx ho jfvygI. ruwK qurn lwg pYxgy.
pIlf pRyq bixaf muÉqfr afpxy Gr jfvygf. afpxy hI Gr ivwc Auh corF vFg dfÉl hovygf, qfkI QFxIN. Aus dy pYrF dI ibVk sux ky Aus dI pqnI koloN koeI gLYr mrd nfg vFg dOV jfvygf pr afpxI kuMj EQy Cwz jfvygf, afpxf sUt.
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muÉqfr Aus sUt nUM cuwk lYdf qy kihMdf hY:
BfeIaf iekbfl mYnUM bws ivwc kihx lwgf: puwqrf, myrf XkIn krIN. jy myrf vws cwldf qF mYN ieh gwl qYnUM kdI nf dwsdf pr qyrI qfeI ny myrI jIAuxf hrfm kIqf hoieaf sI. mYnUM roË puwCdI qUM muÉqfr nUM AuhdI jnfnI bfry dwisaf ik nhIN? BfeIey iekbfl dy ichry Auqy, ijvyN kihMdy huMdy iewk ËÉmI muskrfht sI. Aus dy mwQy qoN iewk prCFvF lMiGaf qy Auh kihx lwgf: muÉqfr puwqr mYnUM lgdf qyrI gYrhfËrI ivwc koeI gLYr mrd qyry Gr afAudf.

(Aupr jo kuwJ mYN iliKaf khfxI qF khfxIkfr dI hY, pr ibafn myrf hY. muÉqfr suwqf AuT ky kI gwlF krdf hY, ieh vI mYN afp hI socIaF. pr awgy jo mYN ilKx lwgF Auh iblkul khfxIkfr df hY; jdoN muÉqfr BfeIey iekbfl dy mUMho afpxI bIvI bfryN ieh gwl suxdf hY qF Aus Aupr kI guËrI, ieh ibafn mYN khfxIkfr qoN hI ilaf. muÉqfr dwsdf hY (khfxIkfr dy hI ÈbdF ivc)

ieh Ébr myry leI koeI bMb Ptx vFg nhIN sI, iksy EVkF dy koml mYkyinËm dy bRykzfAUn vFg sI. bfhroN isrÌ eyhI lwgdf sI koeI mÈIn mr geI hY pr aMdr gihry koinaF ivwc koeI cIË QF QF cMigafVy Cwz rhI sI, iewk qfr qoN dUjI qfr qwk BuVkdI, koeI ipGlI hoeI AubldI Dfq iÌAUl dy tYk dy Aupr co rhI sI, ikMnIaF grfrIaF mY apxy idmfgL ivwc grr grr krdIaF qy cIkdIaF suxIaF.
(ieh ibafn mYnUM bhuq tuMbvF lwgf qy bhuq klfmeI vI, muÉqfr jo pyÈy vjoN mkYink hY, Auh ies nUM iesqrF hI ibafn kr skdf hY, myry koloN ies qoN ibhqr kuwJ nhIN sI, mYN iehnUM iesqrF hI rwiKaf)
ies qoN awgy khfxI ieAuN cwldI hY ik muÉqfr afpxI pqnI nUM kuwJ nhIN kihMdf, isrÌ eyhI kihMdf hY ik ieh sUt awj qoN sfzf mihmfn hovygf. hux ieh sdf sfzy nfl rhygf.

ieh ikho ijhf pRiqkrm hY?

korws coN iewk jxf dUsry nUM puwCdf hY: jy qyrI pqnI qyry nfl ieAu kry qF qUM kI krygf?
mYN AuhdI hwiqaf kr idaFgf. nhIN afp mr jfvFgf. nhIN mYN kuwJ nhIN krFgf, mYN BrQrI vFg sMinafs lY lvFgf qy sfrI Aumr socFgf iËMdgI kI hY?
muÉqfr ienHF coN kuwJ vI nhIN krdf Auh afpxI pqnI nUM kihMdf hY: Lies Gr ivwc koeI ihMsf nhIN hovygI. mYN isrÌ eyhI cfhuMdf hF ik qUM ies mihmfn df iÉafl rwKyN pUrI mfx mrXfdf nfl.

eyQy korws afpxy gIq nfl muÉqfr dy pRiqkrm nUM smJx smJfAux dI koÈÈ krdf hY:

suixaF
jo kdI suixaF nf sI
qwikaf
jo kdI qwikaf nf sI

myry suwiqaF suwiqaF simaF ivc
ieh pihlf jfigaf pl myrf
iek Zky Zky ijhy jIxy ivc
iek nMgf idn ibhbl myrf

ieh idn mYN jfx nhIN dyxf
ieh sUrj Zlx nhIN dyxf
iehnUM cuwkI rwKxf hwQF qy
iehdI awg ivwc pl pl sVnf mYN
iehdf dÌn kÌn nhIN krnf mYN

(sUt nUM hwQF qy cuwk ky)
ieh vys hY, kuMj hY, kI hY ieh
ieh BUq hY, pRyq hY, kI hY ieh
ieh Kwl hY, ieh cMm hY, kI hY ieh
ieh iks dI lfÈ hY kI hY ieh
ieh myrI afhq hAumY hY
ieh myrf miraf pOrÈ hY
ieh kuwJ vI hY, ieh jo vI hY
iehdf dÌn kÌn neIN krnf mY

ies qoN bfad Auh sUt hmyÈf AunHF dy nfl rihMdf hY. Kfxy vyly Aus leI imMnf nUM Kfxf prosxf pYdf hY. kursI qy ieAuN tMgxf pYdf hY ik Auh iksy ÈÉs dI mOjUdgI vFg lwgy. kdI kdI muÉqfr dy kihx qy imMnf sUt nUM bfhr GumfAux leI vI lY ky jFdI hY, imMnf leI ieh sB bhuq apmfnjnk hY pr hOlI hOlI Auh iesdI afdI ho rhI hY.
imMnf ny muÉqfr nfl byvÌfeI ikAuN kIqI?
ies bfry khfxIkfr cuwp hY.
mYnUM brtRMz rwsl Xfd aAudf hY jo BivwK dy ivafhF ivwc aijhy sMbMDF nUM jfieË TihrfAudf hY. Aus df ivcfr hY ik ienHF sMbMDF dI hod hI ivafh vrgI pRQf nUM mflkI dI Bfvnf qoN mukq krygI. mfrks Xfd afAudf hY jo prvfr dy isstm nUM aMq qoVn df hfmI hY. sfrqr aqy ismon Xfd afAudy hn afpxy sMbMDF smyq. gLËl Xfd afAudI hY:
idl c rih rih ky iksy df jo iÉafl afAuNdf hY
ieh burI gwl hY iÉafl ieh vI qF nfl afANudf hY

mYN hF Auh nId - ndI ijs c ny aYsy supny
ÉOÌ afAudf hY jdoN kMZy qy jfl afAuNdf hY

hY bhuq Aucf sdfcfr df guMbd iPr vI
zuwb hI jFdf hY jd mn c AuCfl afAuNdf hY

kI qyrf mn vI hY byisdk myry mn vrgf?
kMb jFdf hF jdoN mn c svfl afAuNdf hY


ies bfry khfxIkfr cuwp hY. imMnf vI cuwp hY. Auh Pyr kdI Aus gLYr mrd nUM Xfd krdI jF Aus leI EdrI vI nhI idsdIN. pr myry aflyK ivwc iewk idn Auh ies bfry socdI hY ik Aus ny ieh ikAuN kIqf: Èfied mYN muÉqfr nUM ipafr nhIN krdI. Èfied muÉqfr mYnUM ipafr nhI krdf, Èfied L L Lpqf nhIN L L L jdoN Auh afpxy afp nfl ieh gwlF krdI hY qF korws gfAudf hY:

cup kr aVIey cup kr

sfgr dI gihrfeI lfgy
AUxy bol n bol
sUrj cMn isqfry bldy
ieh DUxI nf Pol

cup kr aVIey cup kr

boilaF cup ËÉmI huMdI hY
swc JUTf ho jFdf
sfgr coN jo kqrf kwZIey
Auh jUTf ho jFdf

cup kr aVIey cup kr

rihx dy kwjy cMn isqfry
rihx dy kwjIaF ndIaF
pl vI sfzI smJ nf afieaf
lMG lMG geIaF ndIaF

cup kr aVIey cup kr

pl pl pfvn, pl pl gMDlf
hux swjrf hux byhf
mftI kf ikaf Dopy suafmI
mfns kI gq eyhf
cup kr aVIey cup kr

apxI kfieaf hI hY sUlI
apxI hod ksUr ey
cup munisÌ dy afKy lwg ky
mr jfxf mnËUr ey

cup kr aVIey cup kr

imwtI ivwc dÌnfeIey imwtIey
Pul pwqIaF bx iKV jf
eyhI qyrf vys nI kuVIey
eyhI qyrI ngnqf
cup kr aVIey cup kr

pihn lY muV ky sUhy qy sfvy
pfvn qyrf iKVnf
iek awQrU ivwc Doqy jfxf
hor kI qIrQ krnf
cup kr aVIey cup kr

socdf hF lfÈF df dÌn kÌn kr dyxf cfhIdf, afpxy awQrU ivwc Doqy gey bMidaF nUM mfÌ kr dyxf cfhIdf. nftk dy ÈurU ivwc imMnf doÈI lgdI hY pr aMq qwk phuMcidaF muKqfr doÈI lwgx lwg pYdf hY. Auh hr Kfxy vyly sUt nUM Xfd rwKdf hY. jy imMnf Buwl jfvy jF jfx buJ ky Buwlxf cfhy qF Auh srgoÈI krdf hY:
imMnf, afpxf mihmfn?
imMnf, sUt?
jy imMnf iPr vI AuT ky sUt nUM myË kursI qy hfËr nf kry qF Auh iesqrF grjdf hY ik imMnf jVHF qwk kMbdI hY. keI vfr imMnf socdI hY ik Auh ieh Gr Cwz ky clI jfvy pr iPr socdI hY ikwQy jfvy?
imMnf afpxI iËMdgI nUM koeI arQ dyx leI aOrqF df iewk klwb jOien kr lYdI hY. Aus df ÌOrm BridaF ieh ivaMgfqmk gIq cwldf hY:

quhfzf nfm kI hY?
quhfzy nfm isr ielËfm kI hY?

qusIN jnmy kdoN sI
kd mroN gy?
idEN gy drd ikMny duK jroN gy?

pqI df nfm kI hY?
quhfzy dohF dy ivckfr JgVf afm kI hY?

koeI sMqfn hY jF ik nhIN hY?
quhfzy irÈiqaF ivwc jfn hY jF ik nhIN hY?

quhfzf ÈOk kI hY Èugl kI hY?
quhfzy jIAUx dy kI ny bhfny
quhfnUM mrn dy ivwc Aujr kI hY

qy iPr afAudI hY Auh afÉrI Èfm jdoN imMnf leI iËwlq aqy apmfn dI ieMqhf ho jFdI hY. imMnf afpxIaF klwb dIaF shylIaF nUM pfrtI qy bulfAudI hY.
imMnf tybl sjf rhI hY.
mihmfn af rhy hn.
mihmfn kursIaF qy bYT jFdy hn. Kfxf ÈurU krn lwgdy hn. muÉqfr imMnf vwl Byq BrIaF ingfhF nfl dyKdf hY. imMnf Aus qoN nËr bcfAux dI koÈÈ krdI hY. muÉqfr Aus dy kMnF ivwc Gusr musr krdf hY: afpxf Éfs mihmfn.
imMnf kihMdI hY: plIË muÉqfr awj rihx dy. bws awj iewk vfr.
muÉqfr guwsy nfl boldf hY: imMnf.
jdoN imMnf iPr vI nhIN AuTdI qF Auh grjdf hY: hux qYnUM Auhdy koloN Èrm afAudI hY?
imMnf zr nfl pIlI BUk ho jFdI hY. AuTdI hY, sUt ilaf ky kursI qy sjf idMdI hY qy Aus dy awgy Kfxf pros idMdI hY. sfry mihmfn hYrfn ho jFdy hn. iPr acfnk bolx lwg pYdy hn:
ieh kI ho irhf?
ieh sUt awgy Kfxf prosx df kI mqlb?
keI mihmfn ajIb qrF hwsdy hn.
iehdf kI mqlb hoieaf?
muÉqfr kihx lwgf: imMnf qoN puwCo. EhI ies ÈÉs nUM sB qoN vwD jfxdI hY.
kuJ pl qF imMnf kuwJ nf bol skI iPr byXkIny ijhy ZMg nfl kihx lwgI:
ieh bws iewk Kyz hY ijhVI mYN qy muÉqfr Kfxf Kfx vyly hr vfr Kyzdy hF.
sfry AucI AucI hws pey qy Kfxf Kfx lwg pey.
Kfxy qoN bfad inRq ÈurU huMdf hY. sB nwcx lgdy hn. afpxy afpxy sfQI nfl. muÉqfr qy imMnf vI nwcx lwgdy hn. muÉqfr dy mn ivwc pqf nhIN kI afieaf, Auh sUt cuwk ilafieaf. qy imMnf nUM sUt nfl ncfAux lwgf. L L
mUl khfxI muqfbk ies pfrtI qoN aglI Èfm jdoN muÉqfr kMm qoN vfps afAudf hY qy imMnf afpxy ibsqry qy mrI peI huMdI hY.
pr sfzy nftk ivwc kMm krn vflIaF kuVIaF qy nIlm kihMdI hY mYnUM ieh aMq mnËUr nhIN. imMnf nUM mrnf nhIN cfhIdf. L L L
sikRpt ivwc pfrtI qoN pihlF iewk rfq joVI jFdI hY, ijs rfq dOrfn ÈrfbI muÉqfr imMnf nUM ipafr krdf hoieaf acfnk sUt nUM ivckfr lY afAudf hY qy imMnf nUM mjbUr krdf hY ik Auh sUt nUM ipafr kry L L L L L
iPr pfrtI dI Èfm dOrfn Auh imMnf nUM sUt nfl nwcx leI mjbUr krdf hY. imMnf dOV ky sUt aMdr rwK afAudI hY. muÉqfr Pyr sUt cuwk ilafAudf hY. eyhI gwl do iqMn vfr duhrfeI jFdI hY. imMnf jI iBafxI ho ky sUt pkV ky aMdr clI jFdI hY. muÉqfr guwsy nfl afvfËF mfrdf: imMnf imMnf.
imMnf aMdroN afAudI hY, iblkul vwKry rAuN ivc, Aus ny kot pihinaf hoieaf hY.
mihmfn Aus dI adf qy KuÈ huMdy hn.
muÉqfr hwkf bwkf hY.
Auh Ausdf sUt Auqfrn dI koÈÈ krdf hY, imMnf nhIN AuqfrdI:
hux ieh pihrfvf nhIN myrI cmVI hY.