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mYN ryzIAu pRogrfm krky hitaf hI sI ik Aus aOrq df Pon af igaf. Auh ro rhI sI, “vy vIr myiraf mYN qF pwtI geI knyzf af ky …. jo qusIN tfk Èoa ivwc gwl kIqI af hMzrz pRsYNt TIk af. pr mYN eyar qy gwl nI krnI. Qozy nf’ pRsnl gwl krnI cfhuMnI aF. plIË mYnUM tYm dvo. ijwQy khoN mYN af jfmFgI. myrf nF hrivMdr aY”. Auh iewko sfhy kih geI.
Aus nUM KihVy peI vyK mYN kuwJ svfl puwCy qF pqf lwgf ik Ausdf Gr vI stuizE qoN koeI bhuqf dUr nhIN sI.
mYN ikhf awCf Pyr PRfeIzya ÈfmI swq vjy stuzIAu dy nfl bxy ‘kOPI tfeIm’ qy af jfxf.
Auh afpxI bytI bfry iml ky gwl krnf cfhuMdI sI. hr Èuwkrvfr mYN ‘sumyl’ nF df ryzIAu pRogrfm krdf, ijs ivwc aijhy hI ivÈy cuxy jFdy. jo pIVHI-pfVf GtfAux qy dNoh swiBafcfrF nUM nyVy lY ky afAux. mYN ipCly iqMn sfl ivwc aijhy anykF hI ivÈy kr cuwikaf sI. ies vfr df ivÈf sI ‘mfipaf nfloN tuwtdy jf rhy bwcy aqy ieMtrnYWt ivwc AulJdI jf rhI sfzI nOjvfn pIVHI’. ies sbMDI sYNkVy hI Pon afey ijnF `coN iewk kfl hrivMdr dI vI sI.
Èihr ivwc sfeIbr kRfeIm nfl sbMDq GtnfvF dI Brmfr sI. pulIs vfr vfr apIl krdI ik ikÈor bwicaF qy kmipAUtr vrqx smyN nËr rwKo. vwzI Aumr dy lok CotIaF bwcIaF nUM afpxI Gwt Aumr dws ky cYitMg ivwc AulJf lYNdy. Pyr AunHF dy bryn vfÈ kr GrF qoN bfhr bulfieaf jFdf. pqf AudoN hI lwgdf jdoN nfbfilg kuVI nfl blfqkfr ho jFdf. kuVI zrdI mfrI iksy nUM dwsdI vI nf. bws mfnisk pIV BogdI rihMdI. keI mfipaF leI ieh GtnfvF idmfgI kYNsr bx ky rih geIaF sn. keI qF bdnfmI qoN zrdy ies nUM mn aMdr hI dwb lYNdy. pr hrivMdr dI pIV awj Puwt peI sI.
iksy bËurg ny puwiCaf sI “sfAUaf ieh aMtrinwt kI blf huMdI af?” myrf jvfb sI, “pUrI dunIaF qy suwitaf jfÜ. ijvyN asIN iqwqrF kbUqrF qy mwCIaF nUM PVn leI jfÜ suwtdy hF” Auh bËurg sux ky hYrfn rih igaf ik koeI pUrI dunIaF ijwzf jfÜ vI huMdf hY. Pyr afpy hI kihMdf “BfeI klXuwg af, ho vI skdY”
bËurg, jo afpxf nF jYml isMG dwsdf sI, ny afpxI khfxI suxfAuxI ÈurU kIqI “kfkf jvfnI pihry sfzy gmFz `c iewk aYdF df hI bMdf rYNhdf qI. Auh pfpI sfrf idn moZy qy jfÜ rwKI quiraf iPrdf rihMdf. jfnvr mfr mfr KFdf. kdy kuMzIaF lf ky mwCIaF PVHdf qy kdI iqwqr kbUqr. aMq nUM qVP qVP ky miraf. qyrI gwl sux ky mYnUM Auh swq smuMdr pfr bYTy nUM Xfd af igaf. bMqf sI nF Auhdf …. kfkf jo krdy ny Brdy vI ny. nfly knyzf qF BfeI sfzy vrgy buiVaF leI AUeIN jfÜ af. asIN vI qF Psy bYTy aF jfÜ `c ik nhIN? keI sfrI AumrF GrF qy kMmF dy jfÜ `c eI Psy rihMdy ny. bwicaF kol tYm hI nI huMdf …. nfly inafxy qF Boly pMCI huMdy ny glqI kr bYTdy hoxgy, Auh vI iksy jfÜ `c Ps jFdy hoxgy.” bjurg Pon rwKx ivwc hI nhIN sI af irhf. mYN msF siq sRI akfl kih KihVf Cuzfieaf. qy eyny nUM hrivMdr df Pon af igaf sI.
sfzy pRogrfm ivwc bËurg, jvfn, mrd, aOrqF sB ihwsf lYNdy sn. ajIbo grIb khfxIaF suxn nUM imldIaF. lok afpxIaF Gwt dUsiraF dIaF gwlF vDyry suxfAuNdy. iesy qrHF iksy aOrq ny gujrfqI pirvfr dI gwl suxfeI ijs nUM Auh dUroN nyiVAu jfxdI sI kihMdI,
“AunHF dI lVkI knyzf dI hI jMmI pÜI sI qy Aus dI nfnI aihmdfbfd rihMdI sI. mF kuVI nUM BfrqI klcr isKfAux CuwtIaF ivwc nfnI kol Byjxf cfhuMdI sI. pr kuVI ny pihlF hI aihmdfbfd ivwc ieMtrnYWt qy PrYNz bxfAuxy ÈurU krqy. AunHF nfl cYitMg krdI rihMdI. qy iPr ieh vI dws idwqf ik Auh kdoN qy iks pqy qy af rhI hY. klcr iswKx nfloN Auh PrYNzF nUM imlx ivwc vDyry idlcspI rwKdI sI. Aus ny ds dy krIb PrYNz bxf ley sI. ijnF nUM afpxf sfrf Byd dy idwqf. Grdy hYrfn sn ik ieMzIaf jfx nUM nf mMnx vflI kuVI hux iewk dm jfx leI ikAuN kfhlI pY rhI af. bws BfeI Auh kuVI aihmdfbfd phuMc ky dUsry idn hI AuQoN lfpqf ho geI. kMm qy koeI dwsdf sI beI Pyr do hÌqy bfad pulIs nUM Aus dI lfÈ iksy gtr `coN brfmd hoeI. klXuwg hY klXuwg BfeI …”. aOrq byhwd Audfs sI.
grytr torFto eyrIey ivwc afey idn hI aijhIaF GtnfvF vfprdIaF. axjfxy Epry bMdy igafrF igafrF bfrF bfrF sflF dIaF bwcIaF nUM vrglf ky afpxI hvs df iÈkfr bxf cuwky sn. hux ieh GtnfvF eyÈIan pirvfrF ivwc vI vfprn lwg peIaF sn. ajy kwl hI iewk kuVI lfpqf hoeI sI eysy krky qF asIN awj ieh ivÈf cuixaf sI. anykF Pon afey pr hrivMdr df Pon idl nUM cIr dyx vflf sI.
idwqy smyN anusfr Auh kOPI tfeIm qy af geI. myrI afvfË sux ky hI Ausny mYnUM Jwt pCfx ilaf. AuNJ tI vI pRogrfm ‘qy afAux krky lok myrI Èkl qoN vI vfikÌ sn. jo storF plfijaF ivwc aksr mYnUM Gyr ky KV jFdy. koeI nF koeI ivÈf dwsdy qy Aus AuWpr tI vI jF ryzIAu qy gwl krn leI kihMdy. sroiqaF nUM mMc pRdfn kIqf jFdf qy ieh izÈkÈnj bhuq hI idlcsp huMdIaF. aijhf sroqy vI aksr hI kihMdy sn.
ieh gwl Auh vI afK rhI sI “Bfa jI ies ivÈy qy qF gwl krnI bhuq jrUrI sI. suxky mYQoN irhf nhIN igaf. quhfzy ivcfr bhuq awCy ny eysy krky mYN gwl krn leI afeI hF. Bfa jI myrI afpxI kuVI iesdf iÈkfr hoeI af. gwl iksy nUM dwsx vflI qF nhIN, pr mYN rih vI nhIN skI” Auh ro rhI sI.
kOPI tfeIm vflIaF dovyN lVkIaF dOVIaF afeIaF
“ÈI ieË E ky? vfeI ÈI ieË krfeIiMg? ieË aYnI iQMg hYipn ivwd hr?” aYNjlf puwC rhI sI. hr Èuwkrvfr rYstorYNt qy afAux kfrn Auh myrIaF vfikÌ sn qy myry tyst df aOrzr vI ibnf khy qoN hI iqafr kr idMdIaF. Auh jfxdIaF sn ik mYN ryzIAu qy tI vI host hF.
myry nfl aijhf mihmfn koeI huMdf hI sI. pr rox vflI gwl ieh pihlI vfr vfprI sI. mYN dwisaf ik Aus dI koeI pirvfrk smwisaf hY, jo Auh myry nfl sFJf krn afeI hY. hux mYrI afK rhI sI “ikMny cMgy lok hoN qusIN jo afpxy duwK drd iewk dUjy nfl sFJy kr lYNdy ho. nhIN qF aHYnF mulkF ivwc dUsry dy duwK suxn df smF hI iks kol hY”. Auh muskrf ky kOÌI lYx qur geI.
mYN pl dI pl soc igaf ik smfijk qMd tuwt jfx nfl hI qF ieh smwisafvF pYdf huMdIaF ny. vkq dI qMgI kfrn sfzy kol bwicaF leI smF hI nhI hYN. qy bwcy vI afpxy afp nUM smfj df aMg hI nhIN smJdy.
inwj BfrU ho irhf sI. myrf kmrf, myrI kfr, myrf tI vI, myrI soc, myrf ijsm, myrI lfeIP …[ [ . slfh mÈvry leI koeI sQfn hI nhIN sI. sMcfr df tuwt jfxf, pfVy df vD jfxf, zoroN tuwtI pqMg df kMizafly JfiPaF ‘c jf Psxf kudrqI hI sI. dfdy dfdIaF, nfny nfnIaF dy irÈqy byjfn ho gey sn. ijvyN mihk-ivhUxy Puwl. grjF dy irÈqy rih gey sn, PrjF nUM koeI nhIN sI pCfxdf. sMcfr df irÈqf qF tIvI Pon aqy kMipAUtr nfl juV igaf sI. bMdy mÈInF bx gey sn. mÈInF iksy df cMgf burf QoVo socdIaF ny? irÈqy vI hux moh muhwbq ‘coN nhIN afn lfeIn msYNijr coN Bfly jfx lwg pey sn. ijvyN koeI mCyrf kuMzI suwt ky diraf ‘coN mwCIaF pkV irhf hovy. eysy qrF irÈqy PVHy jf rhy sn. hrivMdr dI DI vI aijhI hI kuMzI ‘c Ps geI sI.
GVI dI GVI mYnUM inwGr rhy smfijk irÈiqaF qy icMqf hoeI. sYWl Pon, afeI pOz, pfm kMmipAUtr, blYk bYrI qy pI aYWs pI nfl icpky hoey nOjvfn. ichiraF qy icpkIaF motIaF motIaF aYnkF. gym buafey plya styÈnF dy kMtrolrF qy nwc rhIaF AuNglIaF. hfkI Puwtbfl aqy dOVF dy mYdfn KflI. iÌËIkl aYktyivtI df inwGrnf qy ibmfrIaF df vDxf. motfpf, ÈUgr, klYstrol CotI Aumr qoN hI icMbV rhIaF sn. iewk irport anusfr swqr pRqIÈq knyzIan bwcy aovr vyt sn. qy sB qoN vwzI ibmfrI sI ieh ieMtrnYWt rfhIN bryn vfÈ krn dI. nOjvfn iesdy aizwkt ho rhy sn. ieh jfÜ hr jgf suwitaf igaf sI. ijs ny hux pUrI dunIaF Pfh leI sI.
DrqI iewk inwkf ijhf ipMz bx geI. globlfeIjyÈn df ieh dOr mMzI leI sB qoN vwD kfrgr sfbq hoieaf. irÈqy vI eysy mMzI df ihwsf bx gey sn. irÈqy pkVn leI jfl koeI vI suwt skdf sI. qrF qrF dy rMg ibrMgy jflF ivwc BfvnfvF vs hoeIaF mwCIaF Ps hI jFdIaF. qMdrusqI, sYks, joiqÈ, afn lfeIn ÈfipMg; jfl koeI vI ho skdf hY. ienHF ivwc sB qoN Kqrnfk sI cfeIlz pRonogRfPI. pRonogRfPI dIaF axigxq sfeItF …. bwicaF dIaF ngn qsvIrF. AuhnF nfl hvs pUrqI. sfrf smfj hI ies dldl ivwc Dsx lwgf. mfpy icMqq sn. qy ieh icMqf dIaF lkIrF hrivMdr dy cyhry qy vI ABrIaF njr af rhIaF sn.
tfk Èoa dOrfn iewk pfiksqfnI mUl dI aOrq afibdf df Pon vI afieaf sI jo dwsdI sI ik ‘AusdI guaFZx dI kuVI vI GroN iksy nfl dOV geI hY. Auh dwsdI ik “iehdy leI sfzy bMidaF df kwtVvfd iËMmyvfr hY. Auh jo purfxI soc dI rUVI nfl lYky afAuNdy ny sfrI dI sfrI bwicaF dy isr pfAuxf cfhuMdy ny. ieh Buwl jFdy ny ik pwCmIN mulkF ivwc jMmy bwcy eyQoN dy swiBafcfr ivwc pÜ rhy ny. Auh kuVI nUM vI GroN Èlvfr kmIj aqy ihËfb pihn ky skUl jfx leI mjbUr krdy ny. Auh skUl `c jf sfQIaF dy mËfk df iÈkfr huMdI af qy mfnisk pIV JwldI af. qF hI qF kuVIaF skUl hor kwpVy pihndIaF ny Gr hor. Auh JUT bolx lwg pYNdIaF ny. mOzrn kwpVy AunHF nUM kOx lY ky idMdY koeI pqf nI. ijnF nUM pihn ky Auh sfQIaF nfl zFs bfrF qy vI jFdIaF ny qy keI qF bIarF vI pINdIaF ny. Gr afAuNdIaF ny qF Pyr ihËfb pihn lYNdIaF ny. pYNtF, skrtF, tOp lfkrF `c Cwz afANudIaF ny. mfpy sfrf idn PYktrIaF `c kMm krdy rihMdy ny. Gr af ky KuÈ ny huMdy kuVI dy ihËfb pihinaf vyK. mYN soÈl vrkr hF sfrf kuwJ mYN Kud vyiKaf”.
Pyr iewk hor aOrq df Pon afieaf “keI mfpy bwicaF dy hom vrk leI kMipAUtr lY idMdy ny, lYxf vI cfhIdf af. pr Auh sfrI sfrI rfq kMipAUtr nUM hI icpky rihMdy af. iPrYNz bxf lYNdy af. pqf Ausy idn hI lwgdf jdoN koeI cMd cfV idMdy ny”.
Pyr klsUm nF dI aOrq ny dwisaf ik mYN vI bwicaF nUM kMmipAUtr lY ky idwqf hoieaf hY, pr ijMnf icr Auh hom vrk krdy ny mYN AunHF dy isr qy KVI rihMdI aF. jdoN kMm kr htdy ny qF plwg kwZ idMdI aF. Auhdf ieh vI kihxf sI ik sfry lok kMmipAUtr awKF dy sfhmxy rwKx Pyr awlf dy PËl nfl sfrf kuwJ TIk rhygf. Kudf hfiPË … “
pr mYN soc irhf sI ik drvfjf ByVn nfl kI bfhrI pOx aMdr afAuxoN ruk jfvygI? ieh qF smwisaf df koeI hwl nf hoieaf. Pyr iewk hor Pon afieaf ieh BfeI sfihb gurmyl isMG afpxI gfQf suxf rhy sn, “myrf muMzf cwqo pihr kmry aMdr viVaf rihMdf ieaf, ahF socxf ik skUl df kMm krn izaf. pr mFeI bfad `c GfxI horUM inwklI. iewk idn puÜs df Pon afieaf ik Qfzy muMzf ny aYksIzYNt kIqY. mYN ikhf muMzy kol qF mfeIN ajy zrYivMg lsMs eI nI ieh ikwdF ho igaf. BfAU ieh gwl swc sI. muMzf sfzy suwiqaF gwzI cuwk qur jFdf. ahIN qy kdy gOr eI nI kIqI cfr pYWg lf ky sON CwzIdf sI. ieh pqf nhIN muMizaF nfl sfrI rfq ikwQy Gukdf rihMdf. qy hux pCqfAux zhy aF. ahIN socdy sI ik muMzy nUM Pon qF iksy df aONdf nI. mFeI af ieMtrnYt df qF pqf eI nI sI …. aYQy qF inafixaF nUM cMz ky rwKy. rMbf qy inafxy cMzy eI sUq rihMdy af”
iewk skUl tIcr ny dwisaf ik “keI vfrI eI mylË ivwc joV GtfAu, guxf qksIm, brfbr hY jF pRÈn icMn ijhy huMdy ny mfpy socdy ny ik Èfied mYQ df kMm hovy drasl ieh ieMtrnYWt lYNgUeyj hY ijs nfl bwcy mfipaF nUM buwDU bxfAuNdy ny. eysy nfl sfeIbr krfeIm huMdy ny. nvIaF dosqIaF kIqIaF jFdIaF ny. mfipaF dy suwqy suwqy hI keI kuwJ vfpr jFdf hY”.
ipCly idnI iewk pMjfh sflf bMdy ny cOdF sflf kuVI nUM nYWt qy vrglf ky bYk Xfrz ivclf sfeIz zor Kulvfieaf. Aus vkq bwcI dy mfpy kMm qy sn koeI vI Gr nhIN sI qy bwcI AusdI hvÈ df iÈkfr ho geI. jo ieMzIan mUÜ dy mfipaF dI sI. ijs df BfrqI kimAUntI ivwc kfPI rOÜf ipaf. pulIs dy vfr vfr alrt krn qy vI ieh GtnfvF vfpr rhIaF sn.
Èihr ivwc anykF gYNg ieMtrnYWt rfhIN afpsI sMprk rwKdy. nYWt dy ËrIey gMnF ÉrIdIaF qy vycIaF jFdIaF. mONtrIal dy iewk skUl ivwc iewk pMjfbI muMzy ny eysy qrHF dI sfeIt qoN pRBfvq hoky nfl dy hI ividafrQIaF nUM golIaF nfl BuMn suwitaf sI. kfmuk sfeItF dy nfl nfl krfeIm sIn vI BfrU sn. zrwg df DMdf Ëor PV irhf sI. kql afm hI ho rhy sn. zrg zilvr krn leI vI sIkrz koz ieMtrnYWt qy hI Byjy jFdy. afDuink qknIk dI ho rhI durvrqoN nUM ikvyN roikaf jfvyN hr koeI icMqq sI. hrivMdr vFg hI jo ajy vI bYTI aQrU kyr rhI sI. mYN Aus nUM kurydxf ÈurU kIqf qF Auh bolI,
“Bfa jI mohx qMbV jo kimAUntI df vwzf lIzr bixaf iPrdf hY drasl Auh myrf Gr vflf sI. iesy bMdy ny mYnUM iksy pfsy dI nI Cwizaf”
AusdI gwl sux ky mYN suMn ho igaf. ieh qF kimAUntI ivwc kfPI mÈhUr nF sI jo aksr mIzIey qy gUMjdf rihMdf. Aus dI afpxI trFsport sI, keI stor sI. eysy krky mIzIaf vI AusdI cfplUsI krdf qy Ausdy iKlfP koeI pMjfbI aÉbfr Ébr vI nf lfAuNdf qF ik Ausdf DMdf bMd nF ho jfvy. DMdf hmyÈF pYsy df gulfm huMdf hY. keIaF df muwK DMdf isrP pYsf iekwTf krnf hI sI. Èfied eysy krky qF Auh bfhrly mulkF ivwc afey sn. sux ky myry pYrF hyToN ËmIn inwkl geI.
dunIaF ivwc koeI vI afÌq afvy ieh bMdf mIzIey qy jf ky PMz iekwTf krn leI mohrI huMdf. afpxy afp nUM smfj syvk aKvf ky KuÈ huMdf. ipClI vfrI votF ivwc vI KVf sI pr QoVIaF votF nfl hfr igaf sI. keI gurduvfrf kmytIaF ivwc Èfml sI. qy keI isafsI lIzrF nfl Ausdy inwjI sbMD sn. pr ieh aOrq kih rhI sI ik mYN Aus dI pihlI pqnI hF myrI idlcspI hor vD geI.
Auh awgy bolI,
“afpxy afp nUM imlIan-eyar dwsdf hY, AusdI afpxI skI DI qF bysmYNt ivwc Dwky KFdI af. jd mYN iswmI nUM kihMdI hF ik Auh qyrf ipAu hY qF Auh gfÜ kwZ ky kihMdI hY “mYN Ausdf gMdf blwz nhIN ho skdI”. pr mYN qF jfxdI ik ieh ieh Ausy hrfmI df blwz hY. awgy AusdI khfxI vI sux lAu.
jdoN pMjfb ivwc Kfilsqfn dI lihr cwlI sI, AudoN iksy eyjMt nUM pYsy dy ky ieh inwkilaf sI. AuQy ibjlI borz ivwc klrkI krdf sI qy eyQy afpxy afp nUM ielYktRIkl ieMjnIar dwsdf hY. sfrf twbr iswKI dy kdy nyVy ‘cIN vI nI lMiGaf. ÈrfbF kwZ kwZ pIx vfly, BuwkI zozy Kfx vfly, muKbrIaF krn vfly. eyQy af ky bx gey sB qoN vwzy ÉfilsqfnI. aKy AuQy myrI jfn nUM Éqrf sI. JUT bol ky knyzf dI Èrn lY leI. AudoN myry ivafh nUM iqMn sfl hoey sn qy ieh msUm qF AudoN sfl zyZ sfl dI hI sI. ieh qF AudoN hI nwk buwlH kwZdy sn ik jy rwb cMgI cIË dy idMdf! Pyr aKy hm ny knyzf jfxf hY QonUM vI mMgf lAUN. afh bYTy hF mMgfey. swqF cuwilaf dI suafh”. Auh Pyr rox hfkI ho geI.
“ieh Ausy kuVI dI gwl af. tvYlv gryz `c pVHdI af. ajy pUrI sqfrF viraF dI vI nI hoeI. mYN qF idny rfq kMm qy mrdI rhI ik ies nUM cMgI pVfeI krfAUN beI ieh nF socy ik isr qy ipAu nhIN sI qy myrI mF ny puwiCaf nhIN. pr … “Aus dy aQrU Clk pey.
“Bfa jI mYN ieMzIaf pRfeIvyt skUl `c pVHfAuNdI sI. Gr df vI sfrf kMm krdI. pr jdoN ieh kuVI jMmI qF ienF myrI nOkrI Cuzf idwqI ik hux ies nUM kOx sFBU. ieh kihMdy mYN qF knyzf cly jfxf eyN qUM nOkrI kI krnI aF? bws mF bfp dI syvf kr. mYN drfxIaF jTfxIaF dy rohb JwldI rhI. anykF duwK Bogy. ikMny hI sflF bfad ieh knyzf pwkf hoieaf. pihlF qF ieh sfnUM knyzf swd ky hI rfjI nI qI ik qusIN eyQy kI krnf hY. msF irÈqydfrF ny mnfieaf qF ikqy jf ky pypr Bry. eyhdy nfloN qF mMgfAuNdf hI nf …”.
“bws knyzf af ky nrk ivwc Ps gey. sfzf afieaF df eyhny koeI cfa pUrf nhIN sI kIqf. ikMny hI idn Èrfb pINdf irhf sI. qy kMm qy vI nhIN igaf sI. AudoN ieh tYksI clfieaf krdf sI. iPr jdoN kMm qy jfx lwg ipaf qF Gr nf afieaf kry. jy mYN puwCF qF liVaf kry ik qUM kOx huMdI aF puwCx vflI” ?
“sgoN Ault myry qy hËfrF pbMdIaF lf idwqIaF ik qUM iksy df Pon nI cwk skdI, ieMzIaF Pon nI kr skdI. mfVI mfVI gwl ivwc nuks kwiZaf kry. iksy nUM imlx nf idaf kry. AuWqoN rohb JfiVaf kry ik gohf kUVf cwkdI knyzf ilaf vfVI. Bfa jI Pyr qF kuwtx vI lwg ipaf sI. eyhny qF nf kdy kuVI nUM puwiCaf qwk nf qy nf hI kdy cwj nf’ bulfieaf”.
Pyr Bfa jI mYnUM Èwk ijhf pYx lwigaf ik bMdy nUM kdy qF afpxI qIvIN df iKafl afvy. afKr mYN puwC hI ilaf ik ikqy bfhr koeI hor qF nI rwKI hoeI. AuWproN boilaF ‘hF hYgI af, jf kr lY jo kuwJ krnf hY. rihxf hY qF rih nhIN qlfk lY ky zMzI pY …’. Auh bolI jf rhI sI hMJU kyrdI.
“pihlF mYN soicaf Èfied JUT boldY. pr Bfa jI ieh gwl swcI sI. Auh iksy apfrtmYNt ivwc iekwlI rihMdI sI, afpxy iewk jvfk nfl. ieh Aus kol jFdf kdy kdy AuQy rfq vI rih pYNdf. myrI qy kuVI dI bfq nf puwCdf. afKr mYN iksy vfkP dI mwdd nfl kMm lwB ilaf nfeIt iÈPt. ies nUM hor vI KuwlHF imÜ geIaF. Aus nfl Pon qy lwigaf irhf kry. rfq nUM Aus nUM Gr vI lY afANudf afpxI DI dI Èrm vI nf krdf. ieh hux Ausy df nqIjf hY”.
“iqMn cfr sfl eysy qrF cwldf irhf. mYN ikhf cl afpy bMdf bxjU. myrf Gr AujVno bc jfAU. pr Bfa jI eydF dy bMdy ikqy suDrn vfly huMdy af. pfxI isr qoN lMGx lwgf. kuVI skUl jfx lwg peI. bwcy sfrI gwl smJdy ny. mYN iewk idn ikhf afpxI DI dI qF Èrm kr. Pyr eyhny mYnUM bhuwq kuwitaf. myry izwgI peI dy iZwz `c lwqF mfrIaF. myrIaF cIkF sux ky gvFZIaF ny pulIs nUM Pon kr idwqf. qy ieh vfeIP asflt kys ivwc cfrj ho igaf. pulIs ny iesdy Gr afAux qy pfbMdI lf idwqI. eyho kuwJ qF ieh cfhuMdf sI. ies ny Aus aOrq dy Gr jf pwkf hI zyrf lf ilaf. Ault lokF nUM kihx lwgf ik mYN Aus nUM jfxky cfrj krvfieaf hY”
“bws Pyr Bfa jI gwl qlfk qy jf ky muwkI. myry kol koeI afmdn nhI sI. AudoN qoN do do jObF krdI afeI hF. kuVI nUM rfq nUM iqafr kr qVky kMm qy nUM inwkl jfxf rfq nUM bfrF vjy Gr afAuxf. myry mkfn mflk cMgy sn. Aupr vflI BYx jI iehdf iKafl rwKdy sn qy sfl lMGidaF df pqf hI nI cwilaf. jdoN Bfa jI ieh nONvyN gryz `c hoeI kihMdI; hom vrk leI kMmipAUtr lYxf hY. mYN Auh vI lY idwqf. ieMtrnYWt mMigaf Auh vI lY idwqf. hux ieh qF iksy nUM kI pqf sI ik kMmipAUtr qy kI krdI hoAU. AuWprlI BYx jI kihMdI kmry `c hom vrk krdI af. mYnUM qF kMmipAUtr afAuNdf nhIN sI. mYN socdI myrI kuVI jo krdI hoAU TIk hI krdI hoAU. pr Bfa jI Auh kurfhy pY geI ….”
“jdoN gujrfq jF kÈmIr ivwc BUcfl afieaf qF ieh bMdf moZI ho ky BUcfl pIVqF leI pYsf iekwTf krdf irhf. tYksI vfilaF Aus nUM mohrI bxfieaf hoieaf sI. ieh iqMn cfr bMdy gujrfq shfieqf lY ky afp gey sn. AuQoN PotoaF iKcvf ky aKbfrF ivwc vI lgvfeIaF. pr AuQoN afky tYksI clfAuxI Cwz idwqI. nvF Gr lY ilaf. Pyr Ausy aOrq nfl ivafh vI krvf ilaf. kÈmIr dy Bucfl qoN bfad iqMn cfr trwk pf ley qy trFspotr bx igaf. sunfmIN vyly vI eydF hI kIqf sI. KUn jo mUMh lwigaf hoieaf hY. hfQI dy asl dMd iksy nUM nËr vI nhIN afANudy.”
“hux ieMzIaF c bx rhy iksy hwspqfl jF kflj bfry lokF qoN dfn mMgdf rihMdf ey. eyQy hspqfl bfry, ivDvfvF, ÈhIdF dy bwicaF jF apfihjf leI bglI cuwkI rwKdf hY. ies kol mMgx dy hËfrF qrIky ny. iesy krky iehdy keI stor bx gey. keI ibjns Kuwl gey. mIzIaF aYzF leI iehdI cfplUsI krdf hY. lIzr iesdf pfxI Brdy ny. pYsy dI Kyz hY. kdy Bfrq jf ky tUrnfmYNt jF swiBafcfrk myly krvfAuNdf hY. gurduvfiraF nUM qy sports klwbF nUM idl Kohl ky zunyÈn idMdf hY. dwsx vfly qF ieh vI dwsdy ny ik ieh GrF ivwc BMg Augf ky amrIkf nUM smwgl krdf hY. iesdI pIËf ÈOp qoN zozy vI ley jf skdy ny qy zrwg vI ivkdI hY. jfxdy sfry ny pr mUMh koeI nhIN Kohldf. myrI grIbxI dI iks ny suxnI hY.”
“hor sux lAu nvIN Gr vflI nUM ijhVf ibAUtI pfrll Kohl ky idwqf ieaf AuQy msfË df kMm vI hY. keI Dfrimk afgU qy lIzr vyly kuvyly AuQy jFdy ny. hor pqf nhI kI kI cwldY. kuVI qF bfhroN sux sux PYWz awp hoeI peI sI. hux kuVI ny vI ipAu vflf rfh cux ilaf hux zuwb mry ikqy …. KUn qF Ausy df hY. Bfa jI jo bMdf lokF leI jfl buxdf hY afp vI kdy Ps eI jFdY”.
“AusdI DI vI Ps geI eysy jfl ivwc. KohlI jfvy inafixaF leI skUl. mfrI jfvy lIzrI dIaF zINgf. ryzIAu qy jf jf kihMdf hY afpxy bwicaF nUM tYm idAu, pirvfr df iKafl rwKo. JUTf iksy QF df afp qF tYm idwqf nF.” Auh roa rhI sI.
“Bfa jI kuVI nUM nf mF df ipafr imilaf nf bfp df. ipafr nF dI ÈYa Auh kmlI Èfied bfhroN Bflx lwgI hoAU. kmry `c bYTI cYitMg krdI rihMdI. Pyr Auh muMizaF nUM bfhr imlx lwg peI. mYnUM qF AudoN hI pqf lwigaf jdoN ipRgnYNt ho geI. hOlI hOlI pqf lwigaf ik do vfr ryp ho cuwkI af. Bfa jI Qozy qy ivÈvfs krky dwsdI hF iksy kol gwl nF kirAu. mYN qF jmF pwtI geI hF. myry qF vIh sfl KUh Kfqy pY gey. hux lok kihxgy ik mF ny iDafn nhIN rwiKaf”.
“Bfa jI jo ipCly hPqy vfpiraf hY Auh qF hwd qoN bfhrf hY. mYnUM pqf lwgf hY ik ies ny himltn dy iksy bMdy nUM ieMtrnYWt qy pYisaF Kfqr afpxIaF nMgIaF PotoaF vycIaF hn. AuhI pMjqflI sfl df bMdf hux ies nUM blYkmyl kr irhf hY. hotlF `c bulf ies nfl blfqkfr krdf hY. iesdIaF gMdIaF PotoaF ieMtrnYWt qy pfAuNdf hY. hux Gr bYTI rodI af. kihMdI; suvIsfeIz kr lYxf hY”.
“myrf qF hor koeI vI nhIN hY. pulIs nUM dwsFgy qF gwl mIzIey qy clI jfvygI. kuVI dI bdnfmI hovygI. Auh qF Kqm ho jfvygI. Bfa jI Auh dwsdI sI skUl dIaF keI kuVIaF eys jfl `c PsIaF hoeIaF ny. jo vYWb-kYmry sfhmxy pYisaF leI afpxy afp nUM vyc cuwkIaF ny. mfipaF nUM koeI Ébr qwk nhIN. bhuq gMBIr mslf hY mYQoN irhf nhIN igaf. Bfa jI plIË kuwC kroN”.
“lokF nUM kuMzIaF suwtx vfly dI DI Kud hI jfl ivwc Ps geI. hux kI rhI Es bMdy dI? asIN vI ikqy mUMh idKfAux jogy nhIN rhy. kI cwtxf hY zflrF nUM. leIN iPry afpxI lIzrI nUM …. kuwqf bMdf iksy QF df … “Auh byhwd awpsYWt ho geI.
mYN suMn ho irhf sI. sfhmxy peI kOPI TMZI ho rhI sI. kI ho igaf sI sfzI nOjvfn pIVI nUM? eyÈIan mfipaF dy inafxy vI pwCmIN pRBfv aDIn dyh vpfr ivwc grkdy jf rhy sn. ies kuVI leI vI rsqf hnyrf sI. pr mF afpxI DI nUM bcfAuxf cfhuMdI sI. ijvyN pYr pYr qy iÈkfrI iPr rhy hox. jo axBolF nUM Pfhux leI jfl suwtdy. Drm dy nF qy krm dy nF qy. mohx qMbV vI AunHF ‘coN iewk sI. pMCI Ps rhy sn. jfl hor vwzf ho irhf sI. dunIaF ijwzf. hr Gr ivwc. hr kmry ivwc. GuwgIaF vrgy mfsUm bwcy Ps rhy sn. kMm dy JMby mfipaF dy kmjor KMB qy clfk iÈkfrI.
hrivMdr ro rhI sI. jfl dy mjbUq Dfgy myry idmfg nUM vlytf pf rhy sn. aÈlIl sfeItF, cfeIlz pRonogRfPI, afn lfeIn sYks qy blfqkfr. KuMBF vFgUM AuWgy msfË pfrll. ibAUtI Èfp. ijsm ProÈI aqy inAUz klwb. iewk sMGxf jfl. mYnUM jfipaf ijvyN mYN iksy jMgl ivwc guafcdf jf irhf hovF. qy myry afly duafly KUMKfr, ËihrIly jfnvr dhfV rhy hox. Auh ajy vI roa rhI sI.
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