nfmF dy BMblBUsy ivwc Pisaf lyKk … 
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ivakqI df nF AusdI sLKLsIaq dy sMpUrn drsLn nhIN krvf skdf. kuJ lokF dy nFa ijqny sohxy qy ipafry huMdy hn, AuhnF dIaF krqUqF AuqnIaF hI BYVIaF qy mfVIaF. keIaF dy nFa sDfrn huMdy hn pr AuhnF dIaF AulbDIaF gOlxXog. jy iksy df nF sfDU isMG hovy qF jrUrI nhIN ik Auh sfD hovy Auh cor qy zfkU vI ho skdY. jy iksy df nF BYroN isMG hovy qF ho skdY ik Auh inhfieq hI sLrIP hovy.
afm dyiKaf igaf hY ik bwicaF dy nF afmqOr qy AuhnF dy mF ipAu jF koeI krIbI irsLqydfr rwKdy hn. myrf nF myry ipqf (pfpf) jI ny rwiKaf sI. ihMdosqfn dI vMz smyN pfpf jI nON dws sflF dy sn. pirvfr vwzf sI. mflI hflfq bhuq burI qrF zgmfgey hoey sn. pirvfr pflxf aOKf hoieaf ipaf sI. sfry twbr nUM BuK ny lfcfr kIqf hoieaf sI. kul imlf ky awT dws sfl gujr jfx qoN bfad vI AuhnF dy pirvfr dy ieDr ihMdosqfn `c pYr nhIN lwgy sn.
sMn 1956-57 ivwc pfpf jI awTfrF AuWnI sfl dI Aumr ivwc hI POj ivwc ispfhI BrqI ho gey. pfpf jI df POj ivwc ispfhI BrqI hoxf, AuhnF dy pirvfr leI, Aus vyly iewk vwzI kfmXfbI sI. Gr ivwc KusLhflI dIaF ikrnF ny afpxIaF JlkF ivKfAuxIaF sLurU kIqIaF. pr ieh ikrnF jldI hI hnyry ivwc aflop ho geIaF. hoieaf ieMJ ik slfnf CuwtI dOrfn iewk durGtxf ivwc pfpf jI afpxf Kwbf hwQ guaf bYTy. Aus vyly dy kfnUMn dy anusfr POj vfilaF Auhnf nUM ibnF pYnsLn idwiqaF Gr Byj idwqf. AuhnF ijAuNdy rihx leI kI kI pfpV nhIN vyly, sfzf pflx posLn ikvyN kIqf? duwKF df ieh ptfrf vKrf hY ijhVf kdy Pyr ProlFgy.
jdoN pfpf POj ivwc sn qF iewk idn ruVkI dy iewk bhuq ivsLfl ieMjInIairMg kflj dy sfhmixEN lMG rhy sn. “ieh eyzI vwzI iemfrq kfhdy vfsqy hY[ [ ?”, pfpy ny afpxy sfQI qoN puwiCaf. “ieh ieMjInIairMg kflj hY … ieQy pVH ky bwcy vwzy vwzy ieMjInIar bxdy hn …?”, sfQI ny cfnxf pfieaf. “ieMjInIar! ieh kI huMdy hn … ieMjInIar ikvyN bixaf jFdf hY …?”, pfpf jI bhuqf nf pVHy ilKy hox krky nhIN jfxdy sn ik ieMJ pVH ky ieMjInIar bixaf jFdf hY. “ijvyN afpxy vwzy sfhb nhIN hYgy … govrDn pRsLfd … Auh ies qrF dy kflj qoN ieMjInIairMg dI pVHfeI krky hI qF vwzy sfhb bxy hn[ [“, sfQI ny afpxI Xuint dy vwzy sfhb dI Audfhrn dy ky pfpf jI nUM smJfieaf. Aus vyly pfpf jI df ivafh qF hoieaf nhIN sI pr AuhnF mn ivwc iDaf ilaf ik jy AuhnF dy Gr bytf hoieaf qF Auh afpxy byty df nF govrDn pRsLfd hI rwKxgy qy AusnUM ieMjInIar hI bxfAuxgy.
3 aprYl 1966 nUM jdoN myrf jnm AuhnF dy Gr hoieaf qF pfpf jI ny myrf nF ‘govrDn pRsLfd’ rwK idwqf. Gr df Cotf nF ‘gwbI’. jdoN swq awT sfl dI Aumr ivwc skUl dfKl krvfAux lY ky gey qF AuQy dfKlf rijstr PVI mfstr ny ikhf, “BfeI sfhb! govrDn dfs, govrDn cMd, govrDn kumfr, govrDn lfl, govrDn isMG afid qF suxy sn, ieh govrDn pRsLfd Blf kI nF hoieaf? kfhdf pRsLfd[ [ ? mMdr ik gurU duafry df … jF Pyr msijd df …!”, ajIb ijhI hfsI hsidaF mfstr jI ny pfpy jI nUM puwiCaf. Aus vyly pfpf jI nUM ieh pqf nhIN sI ieh ‘pRsLfd’ mMdr jF gurU duafry vflf nhIN sgoN iksy df Aupnfm vI huMdf hY. so Auh kuwJ vI mfstr jI nUM nhIN smJf sky. mfstr ny skUl dy rijstr ivwc myrf nfm govrDn lfl ilK idwqf.
skUl ivwc myry sfQIaF ny mYnUM gwbI dI bjfey gobI kih ky qMg krnf. govrDn dI jgHf gobrDn kihxf. mYN kihxf ik govrDn df mqlb hY, gAU mfqf dy vr rfhIN imilaf DMn pr myry sfQIaF kihxf ik mYN gAu nhIN sgoN Ausdy gobr ivcoN pYdf hoieaf DMn hF.
swcmuc mYN ienjInIairMg kflj ivwc dfKl ho igaf. kflj ivwc myry sMgI sfQI myry nF `qy hsdy huMdy sn. ikAuNk AuhnF dy nF bMtI, mnoj, rmysL afid huMdy sn. AuhnF mYnUM CyVx sdkf govrDn lfl nhIN sgoN igrDfrI lfl kihxf. myry sDfrn qy purfxy nF krky hI sLfied koeI ZMg dI kuVI myrI gUVHI dosq vI nhIN bx pfeI. iek gwloN vYsy cMgf hoieaf ik nhIN bxI qy mYN inrDfrq smyN ivwc ieMjInIar bx igaf ikAuiNk myry keI sfQIaF ny iehI cfr sflf kors awT sflF ivwc pUrf kIqf sI.
1989 ivwc rojI rotI leI iksmq mYnUM cMzIgVH lY afeI. isvl ieMjInIar hox dy bfvjUd mYN iemfrqF qy sVkF bxfAux vfly pfsy nhIN igaf sgoN ividafrQIaF nUM ieMjInIar qy zfktr bxfAux ivwc mdd krn lwgf. mYN afpxy iewk jmfqI nfl imlky cMzIgVH ivwc iewk koicMg sYNtr Kol ilaf.
iesy dOrfx mYnUM ieh vI pqf cilaf ik govrDn nF dy prbq df sLRI ikRsLn nfl vI koeI sbMD irhf hY. sLRI gurU nfnk jI nfl vI. kuJ sfl pihlF mYN afgrf igaf qF mYN ieh jfxky hYrfn hoieaf ik Auqr pRdysL dy iewk ijlHy df nF hI govrDn purf sI. govrDn pUjf qF sfry jfxdy hI hn. luiDafxy jF iksy hor sLihr ivwc iewk sLfipMg mfl df nF hI govrDn nfm nfl sLurU huMdf hY. iek vfr jdoN mYN iPlm stfr aimqfb bwcn nUM ieh kihMidaF suixaf ik Ausdy nfm nUM vI sDfrn ikhf jFdf sI pr AuhnF nfm bdilaf nhIN sI. Ausdy anusfr iensfn cMgf nfm hox nfl mhfn nhIN bxdf sgoN cMgy krmF nfl bxdf hY. so, mYN KusL rihMdf sF ik myrf nF aYvyN bykfr nhIN hY sgoN iesdI afpxI iewk mhwqqf hY. hoNd hY. pihcfx hY. ikaf nfm hY- govrDn gwbI! mYN aksr ieh socdf rihMdf.
sMn 1994 ivwc mYnUM gfiek bxn df BUq svfr hoieaf. mohflI rihMdy iewk sMgIq dy gurU kol sMgIq isKx cly gey. mfVI iksmq ik gfiek nhIN bx pfey. ikAuN nhIN bx pfey ieh iewk hor drdIlf ikwsf hY, ijsdf sur kdy Pyr PVFgy. pr ies dOrfn mYN isLv btflvI nUM pVH igaf. bfad ivwc hor sLfierF nUM vI. 1995 qk mYnUM sfihq bfry kuwJ vI pqf nhIN sI. mYN isLv btflvI df nF vI 1992 ivwc afpxy ivafh vfly idn pihlI vfr suixaf sI. KLYr, cMzIgVH qy afspfs dy ielfky dy lyKkF, klfkfrF qy pwqrkfrF nfl vfh-vfsqf pYxf sUrU ho igaf. 1995 ivwc mYN pihlI vfr kivqf numF iewk rcnf ilKI ijhVI myry dosqF ny mUloN hI rwd kr idwqI. mYN kuwJ dyr leI cuwp irhf. pr dfrU pI ky klm afp muhfry cl pYNdI. mYN aKLbfrF ivwc awj dy ruJyvyN kflm pVH ky sfihq sBfvF dy njLfry vyKx lwgf. pr mYN iksy musLfiery ivwc kdy koeI kivqf nhIN pVHI. iksy aKLbfr qy rsfly nUM kdy koeI kivqf nhIN ByjI. kul imlf ky 2002 ivwc mYN afpxI kivqfvF dI ikqfb ‘idl vflI PtVI’ CpvfAux df mn bxf ilaf. hux afpxf sfihqk nF kI rwiKaf jfvy. ieh iewk bhuq vwzf svfl myry sfhmxy KVf ho igaf. sfzI Aupjfq ‘jMgrfl’ sI qy gOqr ‘kOsLl’ sI. kdy afpxf nF govrDn lfl jMgrfl rwKx bfry soicaf. kdy govrDn lfl kOsLl. kdy govrDn gwbI kOsLl. kdy iekwlf gwbI kOsLl. iek vfr govrDn pTfnkotI rwKx bfry vI mn bxf ilaf. ikAuNik myrf jnm pTfnkot dy nyVy pYNdy iewk ipMz ivc hoieaf sI. govrDn gwbI nfm ivwc myry iksy vI dosq nUM sfihqk rMgq nhIN lBdI sI. pr mYN ijLwdI twtU vFg aiVHaf irhf. aKLIr, mYN afpxf nF ‘govrDn gwbI’ rwK ky ikqfb Cfp leI. Aus qoN bfad myrIaF rcnfvF aKLbfrF qy rsfilaF ivwc Cpx lwg peIaF. ‘govrDn gwbI’ nfm vI Cpx lwg ipaf. bVf KusL huMdf mYN afpxf nF pVH ky. aprYl 2004 ivwc myrf pihlf lyK pMjfbI itRibAUn ivwc Cwipaf. Pyr clo clI sLurU ho geI. sMn 2005 ivwc myrI kivqfvF dI dUsrI ikqfb ‘aqIq dy isrnfvyN’ vI Cwp geI.
myrI jfcy govrDn nF ivwc vjn bhuq sI. gwbI nfl juVx nfl iesdf vjn qy spqk rUp pUrf hoieaf jfpdf sI. govrDn gwbI kihx lwigaF mUMh Br ijhf jFdf sI. mYN afpxy nF nfl KusL sF. bs iewk muisLkl sI. jdoN mYN iksy nUM afpxf nF dsdf qF Auh awgoN ieh jrUr puwCdf, “kI ikhf! hYN jI! govrDn gwpI …[ ?” mYnUM keI vfr agly nUM dohrfa ky dsxf pYNdf. jdoN vfr vfr kihx `qy vI koeI nF smJdf qF mYN AuWcI dyxI bol ky dsdf, “BfjI! gwgy nUM hoVf, vfvf, rfrf, DwDf qy nwnf … govrDn qy gwgy Aupr awDk bwby nUM ibhfrI … gwbI … “
myry bhuq sfry pwqrkfr vIr vI myrf nF gwbI dI bjfey gwBI jF gMBIr qk ilK idMdy hn.
iek vfr myrf lyK pVH ky cMzIgVH dy iewk swjx df pwqr afieaf ik qusIN bhuq sohxf ilKdy ho. bVI KusLI hY ik gwbIaF dy Kfndfn ivwc quhfzy vrgf lyKk pYdf hoieaf hY. mYN awjkl gwbIaF dy ieiqhfs Aupr kMm kr irhf hF. iksy idn sfzy Gr afAu. asIN gwbIaF dI AuplwbDIaF bfry ivcfr crcf krFgy. asIN iewk jQybMdI bxf rhy hF ijhVI gwbI jfq nfl sbMiDq musLklF df hwl lwBx ivwc mdd kiraf krygI. Ausny afpxf Pon nMbr idwqf hoieaf sI. mYN AuhnF nUM dwisaf ik gwbI myrf Gr df Cotf nF hY, ieh koeI Aupjfq jF jfq ibrfdrI nhIN hY. mYN quhfzI ibrfdrI dI koeI mdd nhIN kr skdf. vYsy vI mYN lyKk hF, myrf koeI Drm jF jfq nhIN hY.
keI vfr jdoN mYN kMipAutr `qy bYTf vYb sfiet qy gUgl sfiet ivwc ‘govrDn gwbI’ nF dI KojL krdf hF qF myry nF nfl sbMiDq keI jfxkfrIaF iml jFdIaF hn. myry bfry ilKy keI lyK vI Kul jFdy hn. myrIaF keI qsvIrF vI ieMtrnYt `qy iml jFdIaF hn. pr jykr mYN iekwly gwbI dI KojL krdf hF qF lwKF sfietF Kul jFdIaF hn. jdoN Kol ky vyKdf hF ik iehnF ivwc ijafdf ivdysLI aOrqF qy ibwlIaF dy nF gwbI hn. ikqy ikqy kuwqIaF dy nF vI gwbI rwKy hoey imldy hn. gwbI nF dIaF keI porn mfzlF dI kfm krIVf nfl sbMiDq sfietF imldIaF hn. gwbI nF qy gMdIaF gMdIaF qsvIrF vI lB jFdIaF hn.
bhuqy dosqF df kihxf sI ik govrDn bhuq purfxf nF hY. mYN ies nUM bdl idaF. keI dosqF qy imwqrF dIaF lgfqfr slfhF `qy aml kridaF kuwJ mhIny pihlF mYN afpxy nF awgoN govrDn htf ilaf. hux mYN jdoN vI iksy aKLbfr jF rsfly nUM koeI rcnf Byjdf qF itpxI ilK idMdf ik mYN afpxf nF govrDn gwbI qoN bdl ky isrP ‘gwbI’ rwK ilaf hY. bhuiqaF sMpfdkF ny myrI nF bdlx dI bynqI nUM kbUl kridaF myrIaF rcnfvF gwbI dy nF hyTF Cfpxf sUru kr idwqIaF. keIaF ny myrf nF ‘gwbI’ Cfpx qoN pihlF mYnUM Pon krky ies bfry spsLtIkrn lY ilaf. keIaF myry nF nUM bdilaf hI nf. ‘rUp’ rsfly dy sMpfdk guirMdr klsI ny afpxy iewk aMk ivwc myrIaF kivqfvF dy nfl ieh itpxI Cfp idwqI ik sLfier qy khfxIkfr imwqr govrDn gwbI ny afpxf nF bdl ky hux isrP ‘gwbI’ rwK ilaf. hux mYN jdoN sfihqk dosqF nUM imldf qF Auh kihMdy, “awCf! bfeI jI, nF bdl ilaY … govrDn gwbI vI TIk sI … gwbI vI TIk hI hY … vYsy kI rwiKaY nfvF ivwc … ijsny kuwJ krnf huMdf hY Auh kr hI jFdY …”. myry aKLbfrF dy lyK pVH ky bxy kuwJ pfTkF ny Pon krky myry koloN keI vfr ieh puwiCaf, “BfjI! gwbI qy govrDn gwbI df mqlb qusIN iewk hI ivakqI ho nf … ikqy gwbI quhfzy pfpf jI df nF `qy nhIN … keI lokI afpxy nF ipwCy ipqf jI df nF ilK idMdy hn … ijvyN irHqk rosLn …!”
iek idn mYN dPqroN Gr priqaf qF vwzy vIr qy sfihqkfr imwqr hmdrdvIr nOsLihrvI df KLwq afieaf hoieaf sI. KLwq ivwc iliKaf sI: ipafry gwbI (?) ipafr Xfd! qusIN bhuq hI ipafry swjx ho. mYN quhfnuM bhuq ipafr krdf hF. pqf nhIN mYN ieh aiDkfr afpxy afp ikvyN lY ilaf ik quhfnUM khF ik gwbI nfm mYnUM iblkul psMd nhIN. iblkul hI nhIN jcdf. qusIN koeI hor KUbsUrq nfm rwK lAu ijvyN sLmkfr, sLmnvfr, insLcf, ihmisKr, sLnfKqvIr, supnjIq, ivsLmfd, XfdsIn, bhfrdIp, stflnjoq, jshMs, anpflvIr … … afid koeI vI nfm cux lvo. nfm dI vI sKsLIaq huMdI hY. nfm ivwc bhuq kuwJ ipaf huMdY. qusIN ajy bhuq kuwJ krnf hY. bhuq awgy jfxf hY. iKafl hY qusIN jrUr hI ies bfry socogy-shI socogy. ipafr nfl quhfzf afpxf, hmdrdvIr nOsLihrvI.
mYN KLwq pVH ky scmuc hI mYN afpxy nF bfry socx leI mjbUr ho igaf.
rUp dy iewk aMk ivwc sfihqkfr imwqr qyjvMq mfn dI icwTI ivwc vI kuwJ ieMj hI iliKaf sI ik ieh gwbI nF Blf kI hoieaf? govrDn hI cMgf sI. AuNJ iesdIaF kivqfvF cMgIaF ny. ipwCy ijhy pMjfb XUnIvrstI ivwc hoeI pMjfbI vrlz kfnPrYNs ivwc surjIq pfqr jI imly. AuhnF vI myrf nF bdly jfx bfry piVHaf hoieaf sI. myry nfm bdlx bfry crcf hoeI. AuhnF ikhf ik govrDn gwbI vI TIk sI. jy iewk sLbd vflf nF rwKxf hY qF Pyr gwbI nfloN qF govrDn hI TIk hY. pr mYN pfqr jI dI slfh nfl kuwJ sihmq nhIN sF. mYnUM koeI nvF nfm jld hI suJfAuxgy, kih, pfqr jI cly gey.
luiDafxy vflIaF coxf ivwc mYN pfqr hurF nUM afpxy nfmkrn bfry Xfd krvfieaf. AuhnF ikhf ky Auh ajy myry nfm bdlx vfly pfRjYkt qy kMm kr rhy hn. jldI hI cMgy nqIjy afAuxgy.
ipwCy ijhy mYN pfqr sfhb nUM kuwJ puwCx leI Pon kIqf. “kOx bol rhy ho … “, pfqr jI ny puwiCaf. “BfjI! mYN iPlhfl, gwbI bol irhf hF.” pfqr sfhb boly, “ieh nF vI cMgY.” mYN puwiCaf, “ikhVf?”. “iPlhfl gwbI!”, pfqr jI muskrfAuNdy hoey boly.
muhflI rihMdy pRoPYsr kulvMq isMG qy keI hor swjx ajy vI jor Brdy hn ik ‘govrDn gwbI’ iekloqf qy alokfrf ijhf nfm hY. sLfied hI iksy hor df ies dunIaF ivwc hovy. qyrIaF do ikqfbF, sYkVy hI lyK qy khfxIaF vI govrDn gwbI nF nfl Cwp cuwkIaF hn. qyrf nfm bx cuwikaf hY so iehI nfm dobfrf rwK lY. pr mYN doicwqI ivwc hF. kuJ smJ nhIN af irhf.
so, dosqo! hux qusIN dwso ik mYN afpxy nfm df kI krF? gwbI hI rwKF ik govrDn gwbI ik jF koeI hor? jy koeI dosq myry ies nF vflI simisaf df hwl kZ deygf mYN Ausdf aihsfn sfrI Aumr nhIN BulFgf. mYN ies nfmkrn dy msly nUM lY ky vfikaf hI gMBIr hF, mjfk nhIN kr irhf. mY swc kih irhf! quhfzy huMgfry dI AuzIk ivc! … … … … (iPlhfl) gwbI.
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