(bldyv isMG cImf myrf imwqr
hY. asIN iekwTy hI lfielpur Éflsf kflj jlMDr dy pMjfbI ivBfg ivwc
aiDafpn-syvf ÈrU kIqI. Ausny BrosymMd qy loV vyly kMm afAux vfly bylI
vjoN myrf ipafr ijwiqaf. pr myry sfQ ivwc Auh iewk BfÈf ivigafnI vjoN hI
ivcrdf irhf. ipCoN jdoN Auh pMjfbI XUnIvristI pitaflf ivwc rIzr vjoN
inXukq hoieaf qF mYN Ausdy nF qy CpI kivqf ‘smdrÈI’ ivwc pVH ky hYrfn
hoieaf. pihlF qF mYnUM ivÈvfs hI nf hoieaf ik ieh kvI sfzf hI bldyv hY
ikAuNik Ausny kdI afpxy Èfier-afpy dy sfnUM dIdfr hI nhIN sn krvfey. pr
jdoN pqf lwgf ik ieh sfzf hI bldyv hY qF ÉuÈI vI hoeI pr soicaf; ieh
kuwJ ivÈyÈ qrl plF dI krfmfq hoxI hY aqy ajyhI qrlqf nfl lMmI XfrI BfÈf
dy ‘ivigafn’ ijhy ÉuÈk ivÈy nfl juVy bMdy qoN bhuqI dyr inBfeI nhIN
jfxI. iesy krky ivÈvfs nhIN sI huMdf ik Auh afpxy kfiv-sÌr nUM inrMqr
jfrI rwK skygf. pr bldyv aMdrlf Èfier qF pUry jobn ivwc aMgVfeI Br ky
AuWT Kloqf sI. Auh inrMqr kivqf ilKdf irhf aqy iewk asloN invykly kvI
vjoN afpxI hoNd mMnvf leI. huxy ijhy Ausdf nvF Cipaf kfiv sMgRih
‘swc-muwc’ irlIË hoieaf hY. pfTk AusdI kivqf nUM pVH ky Éud hI AusdI
kivqf dI ivlwKxqf df anumfn lfAuxgy. mYN qF AusdI kfiv-Kyqr ivwc sulwKxI
afmd nUM jI afieaF afKdf hF. Ausdy kfiv sMgRih dy nfm-krn bfry jo
invykly ivcfr pusqk dy ÈurU ivwc drj hn, ‘sIrq’ dy pfTkF dI idlcspI leI
Cfpy jf rhy hn aqy nfl hI AusdI iewk kivqf pfTkF dI nËr hY-virafm isMG
sMDU)
iksy pusqk nUM isrlyK dyxf afpxy afp ivwc iewk aOKf kfrj hY pr jykr
pusqk isrjnfqmk hovy qF hor vI kiTn hY. kivqf aqy kivqf dI pusqk nUM
isrlyK dyxf qF sB qoN aOKf kMm hY. ies sbMDI kuwJ ivDIaF hn ijnHF dI
vrqoN krky kvI-jnF vloN kivqf aqy kfiv-pusqk nUM isrlyK idwqy jFdy hn
ijnHF ivcoN pRmuwKqf kivqf ivclIaF sqrF nUM idwqI jFdI hY jF iPr smuwcI
kivqf dy QIm nUM afDfr bxf ilaf jFdf hY. pMjfbI ivwc lok-sfihq rUpF
ivcoN vfkMÈF dI cox krky jF iPr mwDkflI sfihq nUM afDfr bxf ky Aus
ivclIaF lok muhfvrf-prk pMkqIaF nUM isrlyKF vjoN vrq ilaf jFdf hY. kivqf
jF pusqk df isrlyK keI vfr QIm aqy QIm-lVI dI sMpUrn Bfvnf\sur nUM pkVx
qoN vI asmrQ rihMdf hY iPr vI isrlyKF nfl hI kivqf nUM pyÈ kIqf jFdf
irhf hY pr ies ivDI dI vrqoN gIq jF ÊËl leI nhIN kIqI jFdI.
koeI pusqk isrlyK qoN ibnf pRkfiÈq hoeI hovy mYnUM ies dI jfxkfrI nhIN
hY, Èfied nf hI hoeI hovy. keI vfr pusqk lVI dIaF pusqkF nUM aMkF jF
ÈbdF df isrlyK dy ky Cfp idwqf jFdf hY. hux myry sfhmxy mslf ieh hY ik
pusqk nUM isrlyK ikvyN idwqf jfvy. koeI vI isrlyK pusqk dy smuwcy Bfv
nUM Aujfgr krn qoN asmrQ huMdf hY. muwK kivqf jF muwK lyK nUM jykr
smuwcI ilKq leI nF idqf jfvy qF keI vfr gwl hfso-hIxI vI ho jFdI hY pr
ies msly qoN mukqI ikMJ pfeI jfvy. ies msly bfry kuwJ jfixaf jf skdf hY.
kfiv-pusqk ivwc BfvyN anykF iviÈaF df qfxf-bfxf ivwiCaf hovy pr ikqy nf
ikqy Aus df isrf ËrUr huMdf hY. pr ieh vI ËrUrI nhIN ik ieko hI isrf
hovy iewk qoN vwD vI ho skdy hn. ienHF isiraF nUM kOx lwBy jF ienHF dI
Qfh pfvy, Èfier Aus qrHF dI alocnf idRÈtI rwKdy hox ijs nfl ienHF nUM
pkiVaf jf sky ieh ËrUrI nhIN, iesy leI nfvF dI qlfÈ leI hornF qoN
shfieqf leI jFdI hY.
‘swc-muwc’ ivwc drj klfm nUM ibnF isrlyKF qoN drj krn dI ivDI qF mYN pkV
leI hY ijs krky mYnUM iewk msly df hwl qF iml igaf hY. mYN kivqf dI jd
pihlI pusqk iqafr kIqI qF kivqfvF nUM KMzF ivwc vMz ilaf aqy KMzF nUM
iewk ÈbdI isrlyKF dI lVI ivwc pro idwqf aqy KMz aMdrlIaF kivqfvF nUM
aMkF nfl hI drj kIqf igaf pr pusqk df nF qF iPr vI ilKxf ipaf. pRkfiÈq
qoN pihlF mYN kivqf dy dUjy dOr ivwc dfÉl ho igaf qy ies pusqk nUM Cfpx
df ÌYslf bdl ilaf. Èfied ikqy iPr Aus nUM Cfpx df mOkf imly.
‘swc-muwc’ ivwc KMzF dy bMDn qoN vI mukqI pf leI hY BfvyN ies ivclIaF
kivqfvF dI qrqIb dI afpxI iewk ‘jVHq’ hY. cfhuMdf qF KMzF dy nF drj kr
skdf sF Auh ies leI nhIN kIqf ikAuNik mYN kivqf nUM isrlyKF dI sImf ivwc
hI pVHy jfx dy gunfh qoN bcxf cfhuMdf sI, isrlyK Èfied kivqf jF pusqk
nUM iewk vlgx ivwc Gyr KVoNdy hn qy pfTk dI afpxI smJ AuzfrI nUM sImq kr
idMdy hn. ies leI mYnUM dUjI ivDI df shfrf lYxf ipaf.
hr iewk kivqf nUM iewk aMk idwqf igaf hY aqy aMkF nUM muV Èbd idwqy gey
hn. Èbd aMkF nUM siQr kr idMdy hn ikAuNik aMk dovF pfisaF qoN nMgy huMdy
hn, koeI hor aMk juV ky ies dIaF dhfeIaF ivwc vfDf Gftf nhIN kr skdf.
ieh aMk jF Èbd kyvl isrlyKF df ivklp nhIN hn sgoN ienHF rfhIN lgfqfrqf
dI sUcnf vI imldI hY BfvyN ienHF nUM qrqIb qy kRm ivwc nhIN drj kIqf
igaf. ‘swc-muwc’ dy isrlyKF Auqy ikqy mnÌI jF jmHF Èbd vI drj hn. afpxI
kivqf nUM mYN iqMn lVIaF pRdfn kIqIaF hn jo isrjxf dy smyN dIaF sUck hn.
mnÌI aMkF vflIaF kivqfvF pihly dOr dIaF hn aqy jmHF aMkF vflIaF qIjy dOr
dIaF. ivcflVy dOr dIaF kivqfvF nUM koeI ivÈyÈx nhIN idwqf igaf.
ies kivqf nUM vYsy qF KuwlHI kivqf dy rUpfkfr vjoN jFicaf jf skdf hY pr
qol qukFq vI ies leI ivvrijq nhIN hn ikqy ikqy ies dy muhFdry qoN ÊËl qy
ikqy gIq df JOÜf pYNdf nËrIN af jFdf hY ikAuNik rUpfkfr dI bMidÈ nUM ieh
kivqf prvfn nhIN krdI. ies df rUpfkfr, QIm jF QImF dI aMdrlI jugq nfl
juiVaf hoieaf hY, ieh QIm pRbMD hI ies dy afkfr aqy jVHq nUM inrDfrq
krdf hY. ies qoN Ault QIm nUM rUpfkfr dI vlgx ivwc nhIN Gyiraf igaf sgoN
dohF dIaF lgfmF KuwlHIaF CwzIaF geIaF hn aqy ieh afpxy inÈcq afkfr
ipwCoN afpxy sQfn qy muV af KVHdy hn.
ikqy ieh kivqf iekbfl krdI lwgdI hY aqy ikqy munkr ho ky pfsf vwt lYNdI
hY. dovyN iDrF lgfqfr ies sMGrÈ ivwc hn, ÌYsly df pfÈf kdI ies pfsy aqy
kdI Aus pfsy izwg pYNdf hY. ies ivclI sur ‘coN kdI inrfÈf JfkdI hY aqy
kdI hulfs, kdI pRym qy kdI nÌrq, kdI ipGl jfx dI pRikiraf, kdI Tos pwQr
vFg afkV qy mVk. ies nUM qfhny-imhxy dyx qy vI koeI ieqrfË nhIN qy nf hI
qfhny-imhxy lYx qy. kdy pÈcfqfp, kdy ivrlfp, kdy sMqfp hMZfAudI lwgdI
hY, mOsmF dy vFg. iehI qF hY ‘swc-muwc’.
pVHidaF pVHidaF ies ivclIaF qMdF pIzIaF ho jFdIaF lwgdIaF hn qy
sroqf\pfTk ies ivcly arQF dI qlfÈ ivwc guMm vI ho skdf hY. nf ieh KUh
vrgI hY nf qlfa vrgI ijs qoN afnMd lY ky vfps afieaf jf sky. kdI ieh
Guwp hnyrI surMg lgdI hY jF Gxf hnyrf jMgl jF iPr smuMdr qoN nËrIN pYNdf
idshwdf. ieh rfh kdI vI muwk skdy hn pr ËrUrI nhIN.
ies kivqf ivcoN ‘Auh, qUM qy mYN’ Èbd ÊYr hfËr rihMdy hn, ikqy ikqy hox
df aihsfs idvfAuNdy hn. myrI kivqf nUM lwgdf hY ik ieh Èbd Aus dy sÌr
ivwc rukfvt hn qF hI qF nfmnËUr krdI hY ienHF dI hfËrI.
‘swc-muwc’ dy klfm ivclf swc isrÌ qy isrÌ myrf nhIN
smUh pMjfbI bMdy df
ibMb hY ijs ivwc mYN vI Èfml hF qy mfiDam vI hF ies dy pRgtf df, ieh
iksy nUM kOVf-ksYlf lwg skdf hY jF iksy nUM korf JUT, ies swc nUM sfbq
krn leI iksy munsÌ koloN Ìqvf lYx dI loV nhIN. ieh swc apmfn qy mfx, Ègn
qy apÈgn, mirafdf qy bgfvq sfiraF nUM ieko nËry vyKdf hY, ies leI nf
koeI dosq hY nf koeI duÈmx, nf koeI nyVy hY nf koeI Eprf. ieh swc nf
suwc nUM prxfieaf hY, nf hI puMn pfp ivwc koeI vKryvF krdf hY. ieh qF
sfry rMg hn, jy iewk hY qF dUjy dI hsqI df aihsfs huMdf hY, jy iewk nhIN
qF dUjy dI vI koeI hsqI nhIN. nf ieh ieiqhfs hY nf vrqmfn dI dfsqfn, ies
vfsqy ieiqhfs qy vrqmfn sm hn. hr smyN ieh dovyN iekwTy ivcrdy idKfeI
idMdy hn. nf ieh kivqf inrf ivroD isrjdI hY aqy nf hI ivroD nUM Cwz
sinafs df pwlf PVdI hY. ies ivcoN ivroD dy sur vI pkVy jf skdy hn aqy
ivdroh vwl ipwT krky KVHy mnuwK dI gfQf vI lwgdI hY. nf ieh kivqf swc df
prcm JulfAuNdI nËrIN pYNdI hY aqy nf hI JUldy prcm qoN rokF df islslf
hY. ies ivwc swc kfl rihq hY, nf smF hY nf ivÈyÈ sQfn, nf hI kyvl smkfl
aqy nf hI ienHF nfl gVuwc hY, nf hI ies nUM nfmnËUr krdI hY, ieh swc mnF
df hY, qnF df, rUhF df hY, iewkly df, smUhF df hY. iksy nUM JUT lwg skdf
hY iksy nUM korf JUT pr hY swc-muwc. qlfÈ qy Btkxf, vrjxf qy pfAuxf,
rokxf qy mfnxf sfry rMg hn, iksy iewk dy hwk ivwc nhIN ieh ‘swc-muwc’.
koeI kOl kry qF vI swc, koeI nf inBfvy qF vI swc, ieh qF ËrIaf hY vyKx
df, nËrIaf hY mfpx df. nf ieh pYmfnf hY, nf isDFq, nf vlgx. nf ieh swc
aMdr vV ky nËr afAuNdf hY nf bfhr KVH ky pr ikqoN vI lwiBaf jf skdf hY
ikAuNik ieh hr iewk dy nfl nfl huMdf hY. koeI ivrlfp krdf hY qF Aus df
vI sfQI hY, koeI nfc krdf hY BfvyN JUTf BfvyN swcf, Aus dy vI nfl hY.
sUrj zuwb jFdf hY, iewk swc hY. sUrj zuwbdf nhIN, ieh dUjf swc hY. ieh
dovyN swc hn jF korf JUT, dohF df swc-muwc hY ieh kivqf. kdI ivrlfp
lwgdI hY qF vYx df rUp Dfrn krdI hY, kdI sMqfp lwgdI qF suMn-smfDI dI
buwkl ivc, kdI pÈcfqfp lwgdI hY qF hfËr ho jFdI hY sB kuwJ vfr dyx leI
vI. kdI afpy dI qlfÈ leI iCx iCx pl pl dI vI AuzIk nhIN krdI, jdoN kdy
afpy nUM ivsfr dyvy qF nf imlx dI iËwd Dfrn kr, pwQr jF ctfn qoN vI ikqy
vwD KrHvI, KurdrI hoNd vFg rVkdI rihMdI hY qF jo afpy df aihsfs ies dy
drd nfl qF huMdf rhy. AuNJ afpy dy Kur, zuwb, ruÜ jF Êrk jfx nUM Èfied
ies aihsfs nfl vI nf roikaf jf skdf hovy. vfadf, dfavf, bydfvf sB swc ny
ies leI. BIV dI sur df Èor BfvyN ikMnf vI swcf ikAuN nf hovy pr hor surF
nUM sihx leI iblkul mnËUr nhIN kIqf jFdf. ‘swc-muwc’ ijQy BIV dI sur dI
ipwT vI QfpVdI hY pr ‘BY-BIq’ dI vwKrI sur nUM vI huMgfrf dyxf afpxf
mukwds Drm smJdI hY pr ieh kivqf surF dIaF iDrF dI pCfx vI krvf skdI hY.
suwc qy swc dI iDr nfl rfvx dy drbfr ivwc aMgd dy pYr vFg jmfky KVH jfx
dI juwraq vI krdI hY pr rfvx qy rfm dy afpxo afpxy swc nUM spqk dIaF
DunF pRdfn krdI hY. nf ieh eIn mMndI hY nf eIn mnvfAux leI iËwd Dfrn
krdI hY pr hr iDr nUM pCfnxf ies df mOilk suBfa hY, ‘swc-muwc’!
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