myrI mF df nF hrnfm kOr sI qy
Auh sMgrUr iËly dy ipMz rfjIaF dy iewk cMgy guËfry vfÜy iksfn suMdr isMG
dI DI sI. Auh cfihlF dI DI sI qy sfzy ielfky dI lokDfrf ivwc cfihlF dIaF
DIaF nUM prIaF dI aOlfd mMinaf jFdf sI. myrI mF vI bhuq suhxI sI pr
“prIaF dI ies aOlfd” df suhwpx mYN afp kdy nf vyK sikaf. jd qwk mYN surq
sMBfl ky suhxy-kusuhxy dI inrK-prK krn Njogf hoieaf EdoN qwk mF dy ichry
Auqy “prIaF dI aLOlfd” vflf kuwJ vI nhIN sI. Gr dIaF afriQk
qMgIaF-qurÈIaF dy iPkLrF ny cfÜIaF dI Aumr qwk phuMcidaF-phuMcidaF Ausdy
ichry Auqy JurVIaF ny afpxf hwk jqfAuxf ÈurU kr idqf sI. mF dy suhpwx
bfry myry kol suxIaF-suxfeIaF gwlF ivcoN AupjI suhxI kflpixk mUrq hI hY.
jd vI AusdI koeI dyhDfrI qsvIr myry sfhmxy afAuNdI hY qF Aus ivcoN Ausdf
suhxf rMg-rUp hmyÈF gYr-hfËr hI huMdf hY.
myrI mF myry bfp dy dUjy ivafh dI pqnI sI. (bfpU dy pihly ivafh vflI
pqnI ivafh qoN kuwJ icr bfd hI mr geI sI.) myrf nfnf suMdr isMG BfvyN
vfhvf guËfry vfÜf iksfn sI qy Auh irvfieqI iksm dI isKI-syvkI vfÜf iswK
vI sI pr iPr vI Ausny afpxI ies DI df ivafh myry bfpU nfl krn bdÜy myry
bfbf hrnfm isMG qoN pYsy ley sn. myrI mF dy kihx anusfr Ausdy bfpU ny
ieh pYsy iksy afriQk mjbUrI jF loB-ivrqI aDIn nhIN sI ley sgoN gRihsQ qy
dunIafdfrI sMbMDI afpxI “amlI sUJ” qy “dUr-idRÈtI” sdkf hI ley sn. Ausdy
bfpU df ivÈvfs sI ik DIaF dy pYsy lYx nfl DIaF dI AuhnF dy shury-GrIN
kdr vDyry pYNdI hY qy Auh afpxy GrIN suKI-sFdI vsdIaF hn. afpxy bfp dI
ies “amlI sUJ” qy “dUr-idRÈtI” dI gwl mF Gr ivwc ies qrHF huwb ky krdI
huMdI sI ijvyN AusnUM afpxy bfp dI ies “isafxP” Auqy bhuq hI mfx hovy.
pqf nhIN isDfqk qOr ‘qy myry nfny dI ieh soc ikMnI ku TIk sI jF ikMnI ku
glq pr iewh gwl soÜF afny swc hY ik sfzy grIb iksfnI Gr ivwc myrI mF dI
aihmIaq swcmuwc hI dUjy jIaF dy mukfbly ikqy vwD sI. myry nfny dI soc dy
AuÜt myrf iKafl ieh hY ik ies df kfrn hor sI. ieh “hor kfrn” ieh hY ik
afriQk pwKoN tuwty sfzy iksfnI pirvfr ivwc iewko-iek qRImq myrI mF hI
sI. mF dy ies Gr ivwc afAux qoN pihlF myrIaF dovyN BUaF dy ivafh ho
cuwky sn qy awgoN sfzy cfr BrfvF dy BYx koeI nhIN sI. ies qoN ibnf sfzy
pirvfr ivwc afeIaF pihlIaF ivafhIaF iqMn qRImqF … bfpU dI iewk qy qfey
dIaF do pqnIaF … mOq dy mUMh ivwc jf peIaF sn. so, mF dy afAux qoN pihlF
sfzf Gr “qIvIAuN swKxf” Gr hI sI. ieho-ijhI smfijk hflq ivwc jy “qIvIN
dI aihmIaq” nf vDU qF Blf hor ikQy vDU? aYvyN qF nI myry nftk “qUVI vflf
koTf” df pfqr lwkVcwb CotI iksfnI ivwc qIvIN dI aihmIaq df aihsfs
krvfAuNdf ieh gwl afKdf: “qIvIN ibnf krimaf, Gr qUVI vflf koTf huMdY.
Biraf hoAU qF inrf qUVI df, KflI hoAU qF aglf Gr df vfDU sMdyVf iswtI
rwKU!”
mF dI aihmIaq qy kdr df iewk kfrn Auhdf sUJvfn ivakqqv vI sI. sfzy
iswDy-sfdy qy grIb iksfn-pirvfr ivwc inÈcy hI mF dUjy jIaF dy mukfbly
vDyry dunIafdfrI sUJ qy isafxp rKdI sI. BfvLyN mF df pykf-Gr Ausdy
shury-Gr qoN afriQk qOr ‘qy kfPI qgVf sI pr Ausdy ichry ‘qy kdy vI ieh
iqAuVI nhIN sI afeI ik Ausdy bfp ny AusnUM afpxy qoN kmËor Gr ivwc ikAuN
ivafihaf hY, qy Auh vI pYsy lY ky. afpxy pyky-Gr dI Auh hmyÈF slfhxf hI
krdI sI. ijQoN qwk DIaF dy pYsy lY ky ivafhux nfl “DIaF dI aihmIaq qy
kdr” df svfl hY AuQoN qwk myry nfnf suMdr isMG dI amlI “sUJ” qy
“dUr-idRÈtI” nUM swc mMinaf jf skdf hY pr “suwKI vsx” vflf Ausdf isDFq
AusdI ies DI Auqy lfgU hox vyly burI qrHf PylH ho cuwkf sI. iewk cLMgy
KFdy-pINdy iksfn pirvfr ivwc jnm lY ky mF ny afpxy ies shury-Gr ivwc kÈt
hI kÈt Boigaf, hor kuwJ nhIN. iehnF kÈtF df myry sfihqk mn AuWqy aijhf
duKd asr ipaf ik nftk ilKx vyly jd vI mYN QuVF-mfrIN iksfnI pirvfr dI
iksy qRImq df icwqr icqrx lgdf hF qF sB qoN pihlF myry sfhmxy myrI mF dI
qsvIr hI AuGVdI hY qy Aus cirqr ivwc cfhy-nf-cfhy mF dy cirqr df koeI nf
koeI pwK afpy muhfry af vVdf hY.
sfzy pirvfr kol jmIn bhuq Gwt sI, muÈkl nfl awT ku ikwly. jmIn Gwt hox
kfrn Aupj qy afmdn vI Gwt qy nqIjy vjoN Gr isr syTF-ÈfhF df krjf hI
krjf. AuqoN ibpqf ieh ik Gr dy mrdF ivcoN iewk vI koeI aijhf nhIN sI
ijhVf kbIldfrI dy iehnF JMjtF nfl inptx dy Xog hovy. Gr ivwc sB qoN vwzf
myrf qfieaf sMqf sI pr Auh KyqF ivwc kMm krn qoN ibnf Gr dy hor iksy kMm
ivwc idlcspI hI nhIN sI lYNdf. myrI BUaf df puwq jMgIr, ijhVf bcpn qoN
hI sfzy pirvfr df aMg sI, vI qfey vrgf hI sI. myrf bfpU AuNj hI kMm qoN
jIa curfAuNx vflf bMdf sI. Auh ivhlf rih ky PokIaF gwlF mfrn vflf bMdf
hI sI. jy ikqy Auh koeI kMm krdf vI sI qF Auh Gr leI Gfty vflf sOdf hI
sfbq huMdf sI. aglf bMdf myrf vwzf BfeI hrnyk sI ijsdI jvfnI ivwc hI
vYlI bMidaF nfl bYTxI-AuTxI ho geI sI. Aus qoN Cotf mYN sI ijhVf pVHfeI
dy bhfny Gr dy kMmF qoN AUNeI dUr Bjdf sI. myry qoN Coty myry do Brf cMd
qy imMdr (mihMdr) sn. Auh aYny Coty sn ik kbIldfrI dy iehnF JMjtF dI
AuhnF nUM nf smJ sI qy nf hI qjrbf. so lY-dy ky gwl mF Auqy hI af KVHI
sI. Auh Xqn qF bQyry krdI pr hflqF AusdI iewk nf cwln idMdIaF. jd koeI
pyÈ nf jFdI qF Auh aMdry-aMdr iKJdI qy ikRJdI. pr iKJx-ikRJx nfl msly kd
hwl huMdy hn? AuÜtf bMdy dI dyh hI gfÜdy hn. Auh mF gfÜ hI rhI sI.
mF df iewk hor “puwTf qy ksUqf” sBfa sI. Auh afpxy aMdrly guwsy jF iKJ
nUM AuWcf bol ky nhIN sI Ëfihr krdI. awvl qF Auh ies sB kuwJ nUM aMdr hI
aMdr pI lYNdI qy jy kdy bol ky prgtfAuxf pY vI jFdf qF aYnI nIvIN afvfË
ivwc ik Ausdf boilaf Gr dIaF kMDF dy aMdr-aMdr hI rih jFdf. aijhf vI Auh
kdy-kdy hI krdI qy Auh vI Gr dy jIaF nfl hI. Gr dy jIaF ivcoN vI ieh
DImf bol-bulfrf myry bfpU dy “ksOidaF” kr ky afm qOr `qy bfpU nfl hI
bhuqf huMdf. dUijaF mUhry qF Auh aYnf vI nf kr skdI. mYN afpxI Aumr ivwc
mF nUM Gr dy bMidaf qoN ibnf “dUijaf” nfl guwsy ivwc bolidaF isrP iewk
vfr hI vyiKaf hY. ieh bolxf vI EnI AucI afvfË ivwc nhIN sI ijMnI ivwc
AusnUM hoxf cfhIdf sI. ieh Gtnf ies prkfr sI:
ieh gwl 1949-50 dy nyVy-qyVy dI hY. EdoN myrI Aumr 7-8 sfl dI sI. Aus
smyN dys nUM qF afËfdI iml geI sI pr sfzf ipMz ajy jfgrIdfrI dy jUly hyT
hI sI. bfhrly ipMzF dy lok sfzy ipMz nUM “jfgIrdfrF” jF “muËfiraF df
ipMz” kihMdy sn. sfzy ipMz dI ËmIn dy mflk do jfgIrdfr Brf sn qy muËfry
iksfn jfgIrdfrF dI ËmIn “vtfeI” Auqy vfhuMdy sn. sfzI pwqI vfly iksfnF
kol vwzy jfgIrdfr Brf dI jmIn sI. (ieh jfgrIdfrI isstm 1952 ivwc Éqm
hoieaf sI.)
ies jfgIrdfrI isstm dIaF hor krUr, BYVIaF qy nmoÈI-BrIaF “rvfieqF” dy
nfl-nfl iewk rvfieq ieh vI sI ik jd KyqF ivwc kMm kr ky iksfn mrd qy
iesqrIaF afQxy vfips Gr afAuNdy sn qF ipMz dI swQ ivwc jfgrIdfr dy
kirMdy AuhnF dIaF hry dIaF BrIaF qy BFizaF-tINizaF afid dI ProÜf-PrflI
kiraf krdy sn. iesnUM jfgIrdfrI BfÈf ivwc “qlfÈI krnf” afKdy sn. qlfÈI
ies leI ik ikqy koeI KyqoN iksy crHI dI BrI jF pqIly, gVby, GVy afid
ivwc koeI cIË (kpfh df ruwg, gMny dI porI, CwlI, kwdU, qorI afid) nf
Cupf ilafieaf hovy. jy koeI aijhf kiraf PiVaf jFdf qF AusdI pUrI lfh-pf
kIqI jFdI qy keI vfr jurmfny vjoN muËfry iksfn dI ijns dy ihwsy ivcoN
ktOqI vI kr leI jFdI. asIN ipMz dy jvfk dUr KVHy ieho-ijhIaF JfkIaF inwq
hI vyKdy.
iewk idn acfxk mYN kI vyKdf hF ik jfgIrdfr df iewk kirMdf iewk iksfn
qRImq nUM AuWcI-AuWcI kuwJ burf-Blf kihMdf iJVkF qy lfhxqF pf irhf hY.
qRImq vI kuwJ bol rhI hY pr bhuqf AuWcf nhIN. ieh myrI mF sI. kirMdy aqy
mF duafly iewk BIV ijhI ho jFdI hY. BIV hoeI qoN mF dI afvfË pihlF nfloN
kuwJ hor vDyry krVI qy gusYlI ho jFdI hY. kirMdy dIaF pfeIaF JfVF df
guwsy ivwc jvfb idMdI Auh kih rhI hY: “kI ho igaf kMjrf, jfey-Kfxy dI
iewk CwlIE eI qF sI? qVky GroN qurn vyly juafk ny kih-qf sI beI “byby
myrf BuMnI hoeI CwlI Kfx nUM jIa krdY”, qF lY afeI sI KyqoN. lY qUM rwK
lY ieh! Brdy avdy srdfr (jfgIrdfr) dy kfikaF dy iZwz! sfzy juafk qF
nMgy-BuwKy vI kwt lYxgy ikvyN nf ikvyN!” qy ieh kih ky mF BIV ivcoN bfhr
inklNdI Gr vwl qur pYNdI hY.
mYnUM Jwt Xfd af jFdf hY ik mYN afp hI qF awj qVky mF nUM KyqoN CwlI
ilafAux leI ikhf sI jd Auh Kyq nUM kpfh cugx vfsqy jfx lwgI sI. bs, myrI
mF df “AuWcy qoN AuWcf” bol ky liVaf “XuwD” iewk ieh sI ijhVf mYN afpxI
sfrI Aumr ivwc vyiKaf hY. aYnf ku AuWcf vI Èfied Auh ies kr ky bol geI
sI ikAuNik 1949-50 qwk ËmInF dI mflkI leI iksfnF vwloN ivwZI muËfrf lihr
afpxy isÉr qy puwjI hoeI sI qy EdoN qwk srdfrF df iksfnF Auqlf db-dbfa
kfPI hwd qwk Gt igaf sI.
AuNj myrI mF lVfeI-JgVy qoN dUr rihx vflI qRImq hI sI. AuWcf bol-bol qy
bfhF kwZ-kwZ ky lVn nUM qF Auh ivhlV qy kuwZr qIvINaF vflf kMm hI smJdI
sI. jy Gr jF aFZ-guaFZ ivwc iksy iesqrI nfÜ bol-bulfry vflI siQqI kdy
pYdf ho vI jFdI qF Auh bs aYnf-ku kih hI kihMdI, ik “mfrI-jf BkfeI!
mYQoN nI qyry nfl kuwiqaF vFg BONikaf jFdf!” qy cuwp kr jFdI. keI vfr
afpsI qUM-qUM vyly myrf bfpU ivafh vyly mF dy bfpU vwloN ley piYsaF nUM
icqfr bYTdf. mF Jwt krVf jvfb qF idMdI pr bVI hI DImI qy kfbU kIqI afvfË
ivc. Ausdf jvfb afm qOr `qy ieh huMdf: “hor QonUM nMgF nUM puMn dI ivafh
idMdf? qusIN Èukr kro beI QonUM qIvIN juV-gI! nhIN iPrdy rihMdy qivaF
Auqy hwQ PUkdy!” bfpU cuwp kr jFdf. cuwp nf krdf qF hor kI krdf? mF dI
gwl swcI jo sI. bfpU df iewk ivafh ho igaf sI, aYnf QoVHf sI? grIb iksfn
dy puwq nUM “puMn df sfk”, Auh vI dUjf, ikQoN juVdf?
ies sMbD ivwc aksr boilaf jfx vflf mF df ieh zfielfg bfd ivwc mYN afpxy
nftk “iewk rfmfiex hor” ivwc iewk vKry prsMg ivwc vriqaf. nftk ivwc
ijhVI “qUM-qUM, mYN-mYN” huMdI hY Aus ivwc sIqo df jyT lwCf (lCmx) sIqo
nUM sIqo dy ivafh vyly sIqo dy ipAu vwloN ley pYisaF df imhxf mfrdf
hoieaf afKdf hY, “jnkpurIey igafnI jnk isAuN dI DI aY ieh pitafly aflI
rfxI! jnk isAuN ny qF iPr puMn dI ivafhI hovyNgI? rupeIaF leI JolI ikAuN
awzI KVHf sI EdoN Pyr jnk isAuN?” sux ky sIqo nUM swqIN-kwpVIN awg ijhI
lwg jFdI hY qy Auh kpiVaF qoN bfhr huMdI ijhVf jvfb idMdI hY Auh ies
qrHF hY: “hor QonUM nMgF nUM GoVI-joVI dy idMdf? sMg mMno kuÈ sMg! EdyN
qF ivcoilaF dy pYrIN pwg Drdy iPrdy sI?”
mF dy lVfeI-JgVy qoN zrn vfly suBfa df keI vfr myrf vwzf Brf hrnyk bVf
glq Pfiedf AuTfAuNdf. AusnUM ijs idn ieh pqf lwg jfxf ik awj Gr ivwc
iksy pfisAuN cfr pYsy afey hn qF Ausny pYsy lYx dy mfry ny Gr ivwc AuNj
hI iksy bhfny byvjfh klyÈ KVHf kr lYxf. Gr dy sfry mYNbr AusnUM pYsy dyx
df ivroD krdy. ivroD qF mF vI krdI pr jd Auh kIkixaF vFg rOÜf pfAuxoN
htdf hI nf qF mF kuwJ nf kuwJ pYsy Auhdy mwQy ËrUr mfrdI qy nfl hI
afKdI, “jfh dPf ho! ikQy Cwq isr `qy cwkI aY!” hrnyk ieho cfhuMdf qy
pYsy PVdf iswDf afpxy vYlI XfrF dI ZfxI vwl qur pYNdf.
pr ajIb gwl ieh hY ik jd vI mYN afpxy iksy nftk ivwc iksy iesqrI pfqr dy
iksy pwK nUM afpxI mF nfl jNoV ky pyÈ kIqf hY qF pqf nI ikAuN Aus smyN
mF df nrm qy DImf bolx vflf pwK myry koloN plt ky AuWcf qy gusYly rUp
vflf bx igaf hY. imsfl dy qOr ‘qy myry nftk “bgfny bohV dI CF” dI gurnfm
kur qy “jdoN bohÜ roNdy hn” dI nsIb kur dy pfqr isrjx vyly myrIaF awKF
sfhmxy myrI mF hI sI. myrI mF myry bfpU dy “kucwjy” kMmF qoN bhuq duKI
rihMdI sI. ipMz dy iksy clfk syT dy aiVky ciVHaf bfpU Gr ivwc slfh kry
bgYr hI kdy koeI mwJ-gF Gr lY afAuNdf qy, kdy afpdI hI mrËI nfl iksy syT
nUM crHI (hry) df koeI ikafrf muÌq dy Czdf. ieho-ijhy kloty qy puwTy kMm
bfpU aksr krdf hI rihMdf jF ies qrHF afKo ik ipMz dy cqr-clfk syT clfkI
nfl Aus qoN krvf lYNdy. jd mF nUM pqf lgdf qF AusnUM guwsf af jFdf qy
guwsy ivwc Auh bfpU dy iehnF ksOidiaF nUM kosx lwg pYNdI. pr, ijvyN mYN
Aupr ikhf hY, kosx vyly Auh aYnf ku Aucf hI boldI ijMny ku bolx nfl
AusdI afvfË Gr dIaF kMDF dy aMdr hI aMdr rihMdI. pr mF dy cirqr vflI
ieho gwl jd mYN “bgfny bohV dI CF” dI afriQk qMgIaF dI sqfeI
iksfn-iesqrI gurnfmo dy mUMh ivwc pfAux lwigaf qF AuQyN gurnfmo afpxy
pqI gwNjx nUM Ausdy kIqy “kucwjy” kMmF nUM AuWcf bol-bol ky afpxI BVfs
ieMj kZdI hY: “dINhdf huMdf Pyr afh hfl huMdf ies Gr df? ies jwt dy
kucwjy kMmF ny pIiqaf asIN qF KuMGl kr ky rK ‘qy!” qy Gr dI jmIn dy do
kIly Kurd-burd krn df AusnUM imhxf mfrdI awgy afKdI hY: “cMgf, rihMdy vI
rKdy! ksr nf CwzIN! qUM jwtf myry puwqF nUM mMgqf bxf ky TUTf PVfAuxYN,
PVf-dIN! qyry cfa nf idl ivwc rih jfx ikqy!”
iesy qrHF “jdoN bohÜ roNdy hn” ivclI nsIb kur df ikrdfr vI mYN afpxI mF
dy ikrdfr dy keI pwKF nUM vyK ky GiVaf sI. iewk vfr myry Coty BfeI imMdr
(mihMdr) ny myry lwK rokx-tokx `qy vI PUk ivwc afey ny sihkfrI bYNk qoN
krjf lY ky tRYktr lY ilaf. Blf Coty iksfn nUM tRYktr kI afKy? ikÈqF isr
cVH geIaF. jd ikÈqF nf muVIaF qF bYNk vfly gyVy mfrn lwgy. jdoN vfr-vfr
gyVy mfrn lwg pey qF imHMdr qF ieDr-AuDr ho ijaf kry, ipwCo bYNk vfly
Gry mF nUM qfVnf dyx lwg ipaf krn. iewk vfr qF Auh jmIn dI kurkI krn dI
vI DmkI dy gey. DmkI dyx vyly AuhnF ny mF nUM vI kuwJ Aucf-nIvF kih
idwqf. mF duKI qF bhuq sI, guwsf vI bhuq afieaf pr Auh AuhnF mUhry kusk
qwk nf skI. hfr ky duwKI hoeI mF myry kol Èihr myrI mdd lYx vfsqy afeI.
(mYN ËmIn df afpxf ihwsf afpxy Coty BfeIaF cMd qy mihMdr dy nF lvf ky
awz rihx lwg ipaf sI.) AuhnF idnF ivwc mF iksy gwloN myry nfl guwsy sI.
Auh myry nfl boldI nhIN sI. (ieh “lMbI khfxI” Pyr kdy shI.) pr afriQk
mËbUrI Kfqr AusnUM afpxy guwsy nUM Buwl-BulfAux df kOVf Guwt vI Brnf
ipaf. Ausny mYnUM dwisaf ik bYNk vfly ienspYktr Auqy AusnUM guwsf bhuq
afieaf sI pr Auh cuwp rhI. (ieh 1985 dI gwl hY. mF ny mYnUM dwisaf ik
Ausdf jIa krdf sI ik Auh ienspYktr dy iZwz ivwc twkr mfry. iesy siQqI
nUM afDfr bxf ky hI mYN afpxf nftk “jdoN bohÜ roNdy hn” dI rcnf kIqI sI.
pr kmfl dI gwl ieh ik ijQy krjy dIaF ikÈqF lYx afey bYNk dy ienspYktr dy
sfhmxy mF iewk lÌË vI nhIN sI bol skI AuQy mF dy ikrdfr ivcoN kwZy nsIb
kur dy ikrdfr ivcoN ieh gwl mYN AuWkf hI Kfirj kr idqI. mF dy cuwp rih
ky ienspYktr dy bol-kubol suxn dy AuÜt nftk ivwc mF qoN GVy nsIb kur dy
pfqr nUM mYN ies qrHF dI gusYlI qy “mUMh-bol” iksfn-iesqrI bxf idwqf hY
ijhVI ikÈqF lYx aFey ienspYktr nUM ihwk kwZ ky ies qrHF KrIaF-KrIaF
suxfAuNdI hY: “afh ijhVI db-db grIb jwtF dy pYsy gogV vDfeI aY, iehdy `c
kIVy pYxgy jigMdr isaF srdfrf, kIVy!”
bolx dy pwKoN mF dy ies Ault pwK nUM afpxy nftkF ivwc ies qrHF pyÈ krn
dy Èfied myry acyq mn ivwc ikqy ieh ieCf dbI peI hY ik mF nUMy afriQk
DwikaF ivruD cuwp dI QF afpxI afvfË ies qrHF bulMd krnI cfhIdI sI ijvyN
myry nftkF ivwc gurnfm kur qy nsIb kur kr rhIaF ny. iesnUM myrI sfihqk
KuwlH hI smJo.
sfzy Gr ivwc Gr dIaF afriQk qMgIaF nUM aMdrKfqy ijMnI iÈdq nfl myrI mF
mihsUs krdI sI EnI iÈdq nfl Gr df koeI hor jIa nhI sIN krdf. pr Auh
iesdf roxf iksy bfhrly bMdy kol kdy nhIN sI roNdI. Gr dy jIaF ivcoN vI
Auh iesdf df prgtfvf iksy-iksy kol hI qy Auh vI kdy-kdy hI krdI. krdI vI
ikvyN Gr ivwc iehnF gwlF vwl iDafn dyxf vflf hY koeI nhIN sI. rfq nUM Gr
df kMm-DMdf mukf ky mMjy Auqy peI mF qMgIaF dy pYdf kIqy hoey iPkrF qy
qfixaF-bfixaF ivwc hI AulJI rihMdI. jy aMdr sbfq ivwc peI huMdI qF Cwq
vwl vyKdI rihMdI qy jy bfhr ivhVy ivwc huMdI qF AuqFhF rwb vwl JfkI
jFdI. ies qrHF GuMmx-GyrIaF ivwc peI idAuN kdy-kdy Ausdy mUMhoN
afp-muhfry hI inkl jFdf, “pqf nI bdly lYxf rwb ikwdyN sfzy vwl svwlI awK
nfl JfkU? idn-b-idn hyTF-eI-hyTF iKwcIN quiraF jFdY!”
Gr ivwc myrI pVHfeI df myrI mF qoN ibnf hor iksy nUM AuWkf hI koeI iPkr
nhIN sI. mF qoN ibnf bfkI jIaF leI jy mYN pVHdf sI qF vI TIk sI qy jy
pVHn qoN ht vI jFdf qF vI koeI prÜoN nhIN sI afAux lwgI. ies leI myrI
pVHfeI dy Krcy-brcy df iPkLr iekwlI AusnUM hI sI. aOKI huMdI, sOKI
huMdI, Auh myrI pVHfeI dy Krcy df prbMD hr hflq ivwc krdI. iewk vfr skUl
dy myry iksy Ércy (Èfied PIs) vfsqy ipMz dI iewk bixafxI (bfxIey dI Gr
vflI) kol 10 rupey dso-igafrHI (dws dy igafrF vfips dyx) Auqy lYx vfsqy
geI. bixafxI ny rupey dyx vyÜy sO-sO nÉry ivKfey qy “pihlf hI ley pYsy
nf moVn” dy vI ikwsy ibafn kr Dry. sdf hI bixafxI dI afriQk qOr `qy
gulfm qurI af rhI mF Aus sfhmxy AusdIaF suxfeIaF “bixafnIaF momoTgnIaF”
qF idl mfr ky suxdI rhI pr vfips Gr vVn vyÜy Auh afpxf aMdrlf guwsf
prgtfAuNxoN nf rih skI. Aus vyly iÉJ, byvsI qy guwsy ivwc buV-buV krdI
ny jo Ausny myry sfhmxy boilaf sI AusnUM mYN koeI qIh sfl bfd afpxy nftk
`qyVF” ivwc nf-mflUm qbdIlI kridaF ies qrHF vrqoN ivwc ilaFdf: ,
“momoTwgnI ny iewk sO-dy-not ipwCy sO-sO asfn jqlfey! “hux qF hY-nI.
kwlH nUM lY-jIN! ajy pihlF afÜy eI nI muVy.” L LpuwCxafÜf hovy beI asIN
qyry cfr iClVF ipwCy ipMz Cwz ky qF nI Bwjy jFdy? Psl afeI qoN mfrFgy
mwQy! qYN ijhVI dso-igafrHI lfAuxI aYN lfeI cwl!” qy nfl hI afpxy mn
ivwc “myry vwzf aPsr bxn” dy pflI jf rhy afpxy suPny df prgtfvf krn vflI
ieh gwl vI joV idqI sI: “nfly sdf iksy `qy iewko-jy idn QoVHf rihMdy aY?
Lmyrf puwq absr bixaf lY! Pyr qyrf mUMh nI vyKxf kÜ-mUMhIey!”
asl ivwc myrI mF aMdr-Kfqy iewk aijhI afs ‘qy mYnUM iewk aijhf bYNk smJI
bYTI sI ijs ivwc Auh ijMny pYsy jmHF krygI smF pYx ‘qy Aus qoN hËfrF
LguxF vwD vfips kZvf lvygI. iesy kr ky Kfx-pIx dy mfmly ivwc Auh myry
dUjy BrfvF dy mukfbly myrf vwD iKafl rKdI sI. sfzy Gr ivwc sfry jIaF
vfsqy hmyÈF LguV dI cfh hI bxdI sI pr iewk iekwlf mYN hI sI ijsnUM mF
“pwky imwTy” (cInI) dI cfh vwKry qOr ‘qy bxf ky idMdI sI. svyry skUl jfx
vyly iksy nUM imly cfhy nf imly pr mYnUM dhIN ËrUr imldI sI. ies leI
nhIN ik mF nUM dUjy puwqF dy mukfbly mYN vwD ipafrf sI sgoN ies kr ky ik
pVHfeI krn vfly puwq df “idmfg qyj” krn leI aijhf krnf kudrqI qOr ‘qy
ËrUrI sI. pihxn nUM sfry twbr nUM afm qOr ‘qy Kwdr hI nsIb huMdf sI pr
myry leI ikvyN-nf-ikvyN “ÈihrI kpVy” df jugfV kr hI lYNdI sI. AusdI ies
Bfvnf nUM drsfAuNdI iewk hor gwl vI myry iËhn ivwc burI qrHF icpkI hoeI
hY. sfzf Gr ipMz dy bfhr vfly pfsy huMdf sI. jd mYN afpxI pVHfeI df Krcf
afid lY ky ipMzo vfips pitafly nUM qurdf qF mYNnUM jFdy nUM ipwCoN bUhy
awgy KVHI mF EdoN qk vyKdI rihMdI jdoN qwk mYN AusdIaF awKF qoN Auhly nf
ho jFdf. ZfeI iqMn PrlFg dI dUrI ‘qy jf ky jd mYN afpxy ipMz dI nihr dI
pwtVI AuWqy cVH ky ipwCy Gr vwl vyKdf qF mF ajy vI Gr dy bfr mUhry hI
KVHI myry vwl vyK rhI huMdI. vyKidaF hI myrIaF awKF ivwc hMJU af jFdy.
mYnUM agFh kdm puwtxf muhfl ho jFdf.
mF aMdr iKJ qy guwsf qF ËrUr sI pr ieh iKJ qy guwsf aijhf nhIN sI ijhVf
hr vkq, hr siQqI ivwc jF hr bMdy Auqy hI bfhr af jFdf hovy. nhIN, aijhf
EdoN hI huMdf sI jd afriQk qMgIaF Aus Auqy loV nfloN BfrU ho jFdIaF. Éfs
hflqF ivwc qy Éfs bMidaF Auqy hI afpxy Éfs aMdfË ivwc Auh iesdf prgtfvf
krdI sI. AuNj Auh ipMz aqy afpxy aFZ-guaFZ ivwc iewk nyk, nrm idl,
imlfpVI qy hfsy-TwTy vflI qRImq hI smJI jFdI sI. hfsf-TwTf Auh afm nIvIN
pwDr df nhIN sI krdI. bhuqI vfr qF AuhnF ivwc vI XQfrQ nUM nMgf krn vflI
koeI iqwKI coB huMdI sI. iewk vfr ipMz df syT jyTU rfm jd sfzy Gr afpxy
pYsy vsUlx afieaf qF mF Ausdy vDy iZwz Auqy ivaMg krdI hoeI kihx lwgI,
“bs kr vy jyTU rfmf! bQyrf pI ilaf qUM jwtF df KUn! avdI gogV `qy vI kuÈ
qrs kr! hor nf Pt ky ikqy sfzy ivhVy ivcy lhU df CwpV lf-dyN!” clfk syT
guwsf krx dI QF afpxI syTF vflI bÈrmI-BrI “hIN-hIN-hIN” krn lwg ipaf. pr
jdoN Auh GroN bfhr hoieaf qF mF ny Auh zfielfg boilaf ijhVf mYN afpxy
nftk “bgfny bohV dI CF” ivwc syT jyTU rfm nUM kFsI rfm dy rUp ivwc
icqridaF Aus pRiq awkI qy iKJI iksfn-iesqrI gurnfmo dy mUMh ivwc ies
qrHF pfieaf hY: “sfzf qF sfrI Aumr ies tuwt-pYxy kFsI ny eI nI KihVf
Cwizaf! mry-puwqF vflf kMDF Kf igaf Gr dIaF!”
mF aMdr afriQk luwt-Ksuwt ivruD guwsf qy iKJ qF bhuq sI pr cyqnqf dI Gft
sdkf ieh iKJ qy guwsf AÜtf AusdI dyh nUM hI Gux bx ky KfeI jf irhf sI.
svrgvfsI kfmryz hfkm isMG smfAuN, ijhVf pMjfb ivclI nkslI lihr df iewk
cricq nyqf sI, myrf skUl vyly df dosq sI. cfihl goq df hox kfrn Auh myrI
mF nUM BUaf kih ky bulfAuNdf huMdf sI. AuhnF dy Gr nfl sfzy Gr df
irÈqydfrI vrgf vrq-vrqfrf sI. nkslI lihr vyly afpxy aMzr-grfAuNz dy smyN
durfn Auh kdy-kdy mF nUM vI imlx af jFdf sI. mF AusnUM Gr afey nUM ies
qrHF svfl krdI ijvyN AusnUM nkslIaF vwloN ilafAux vfly ienklfb dy CyqI
nf afAux Auqy bhuq guwsf hovy. iewk vfr Ausny hfkm nUM puiCaf, “vy
hfkmf, Qozf ieh aYnklfb-ijaf kd-ku afAU? ik aYvyN eI JoilaF ivwc zÜy
(bMb) pfeIN iPrdy EN?”
afpxI kudrqI sUKm qy nrm mfniskqf aqy Èfied Gr dIaF afriQk loVF sdkf vI
mF Gr ivwc rwKy qy pfÜy pÈUaF nUM bMidaF vFg hI ipafr krdI sI. mwJ, gF,
bwkrI afid duDfrU pÈU aqy KyqF ivwc hÜ juVn vfly bldF nUM qF Auh puwqF
vFg pfÜdI. mF dy ies pwK nfl juVI iewk aijhI Gtnf vI ipCy dwsIaF GtnfvF
vFg myry cyqy df aimt ihwsf bxI hoeI hY. jd mYN 8-9 sfl df sI qF mF ny
iewk vwCf pfÜ ky pUrf qgVf bÜd bxfieaf sI. Ausny Ausdf nF moqI rwiKaf
sI. iPr asIN iksy mMzI qoN iewk hor bld muwl ilafey. ieh bld vI vyKx
ivwc moqI vFÊ pUrf jfn vflf qy drÈnI sI. iehdf nF mF ny hIrf rwK idwqf.
hIry moqI dI ieh aYnI suhxI NjoVI bxI ik iesdI ipMz ivwc crcf hox lwgI.
ies NjoVI sdkf iewk sfl sfzy Gr dI Psl aYnI BrpUr hoeI ik ies kfrn hIry
moqI dIaF ipMz ivwc hor vI isPqF hox lwÊIaF. nqIjf ieh hoieaf ik ipMz dy
hI iewk bMdy ny iehnF dovF bldF dI corI krvf idqI. mYnUM Xfd hY ik jd
svyry corI df sfnUM pqf lwigaf qF mF ny “vy myiraf moqI puwqf, vy hIiraf
puwqf”, kih-kih AuWcy-AuWcy vYx pfey sn. guaFZI sfzy Gr ies qrHF aPsos
krn afey sn ijvyN Gr dy jvfn puwq mrn `qy krn afey hox.
iËMdgI ivwc mn-BfAuNdy Kfx-hMZfAux df mOkf qF Èfied AusnUM kdy hI imilaf
hovy pr Gr dy kMmF-DMiDaF ivwc bVI suhnrI qy pUrI rkfn sI. Gr dy kwcy
EitaF, kMDolIaF, BVoilaF afid Auqy pUry iqwqr-mor pf ky rKdI sI. Gr
BfvyN kwcf sI pr Auhdy ilpx-pocx dI klf nUM vyK aFZxF-guaFZxF dMg rih
jFdIaF. Gr dy jIaF nUM pihxn-pfAux nUM BfvyN motf Éwdr-Èwdr hI nsIb
huMdf sI pr jy iksy jIa dy kpVy mYly ho jFdy qF ijMnf icr Dox leI AuhnF
qoN lhf nf lYNdI qF AuhnUM cYn nf afAuNdf. bfpU qy myrI BUaf df puwq
ËMgIr Gr dy aijhy jIa sn ijhVy afpxy kpiVaF dI mYÜ-ÈYl vwl Gwt-vwD hI
iDafn idMdy. mF AuhnF nUM tokdI hI rihMdI: “vy lfh idAu hux iehnF nUM!
ik EdoN lfhoNgy jd jUMaF ny ipMzy df sfrf lhU cUs ilaf?”
dfl-sbjI BfvyN Gr ivwc afm nhIN bxdI sI pr jd vI bxdI sI qF pUrf mn zob
ky bxfAuNdI sI. pr Gr ivwc koeI aijhf jIv nhIN sI ijhVf Ausdy ies hunr
dI kdr krn vflf hovy. dfl-sbjI ivwc lUx ivwc Gwt hovy cfhy vwD, ies nfl
AuhnF dI jIB Auqy koeI asr nhIN sI huMdf. AuhnF leI qF iZwz Brn leI rotI
imldy rihxf hI sB qoN vwzf huwnr sI. keI vfr qjrbf lYx dI mfrI mF
dfl-sbjI ivwc jfx ky lUx-imrc Gwt-vwD kr idMdI pr koeI vI ieh nuks PV nf
skdf. mF nUM iKJ af jFdI qy Auh pirvfr dI suhj-suafd qoN KflI pRivrqI
nUM kosdI hoeI kih AuTdI, “ies kmly twbr nUM koeI ikho-ijaf pf ky dy
dyvy, mËfl aY iehnF nUM pqf lwg-jy! pÈU vI bypsMdI dy Kfx-pIx `qy isr
mfr idMdy aY pr sfzf twbr? bs, rwb eI rfKY iehnF df qF!”
nyk, nrm qy imlfpVI qF mF ieqnI sI ik guaFZ dI koeI-nf-koeI qRImq sfzy
Gr af ky mF nfl gwlF mfrdI hI rihMdI. afpxf ivhlf smF ibqfAux leI
aFZxF-guaFZxF sfzy Gr myrI mF kol bYTIaF hI rihMdIaF. sfzy agvfV (pwqI),
ijsnUM asIN “sfzf ivhVf” jF “sfzf pfsf” kihMdy sF, ivwc sfzf Gr hI iewk
aijhf Gr sI ijQy isaflF dI ruwq ivwc aFZ-guaFZ dIaF myrIaF cfcIaF,
qfeIaF, BYxF qy BrjfeIaF Cop kwqx afAuNdIaF. nfly kqdIaF rihMdIaF nfÜy
hfsy-TwTy vflIaF qRImqI gwlbfqF kr-kr afpxf mnorMjn krdIaF rihMdIaF.
iesdy nfl hI gIq gfAux df islslf vI cldf rihMdf. mF vI bhuqf suhxf
gfAuNdI sI. inmn-ilKq gIq, ijhVf mYN bfd ivwc afpxy nftk “swq bgfny”
ivwc imMdHo nF dI pfqr dy mUMh ivwc hU-b-hU pfieaf, mF bVI hI idl-iKcvIN
lYa qy hyk ivwc gfieaf krdI sI:
Aucy qF bIijaf qyrf bfjrf,
mF idaf kfhn cMdf,
nIvyN qF bIjI vy jvfr,
ÉUnI nYx jl Bry!
icVIaF ny cug ilaf qyrf bfjrf,
vy mF idaf kfhn cMdf
kFvF ny zuMgI vy jvfr,
vy ÉUnI nYx jl Bry! L L L
bfd ivwc Ërf smJ afeI qoN ies gIq ivcoN mYnUM sfzy smfj ivclI afriQk qy
smfjk nf-brfbrI, qy luwt-Ésuwt vfly arQ gUMjdy suxfeI dyx lwgy qy iesy
idRÈtI qoN mYN ieh gIq afpxy ies nftk ivwc vrqoN ivwc ilaFdf sI.
duwKF dI JMbI hoeI vI mF ivafhF-ÈfdIaF ivwc ÉUb ncx qy gfAux df ÈOk rKdI
sI. vwzI Aumr ivwc vI Auh aijhy mOikaF ‘qy afpxy-afp nUM nwcx-gfAux qoN
vrj nf skdI. Ausdy nwcx dy huwnr smJx vflIaF guaFZ dIaF nUMhF-DIaF
lgdIaF muitafrF afp hI AusnUM bfhoN PV ky igwDy ivwc iKc ky lY jFdIaF.
igwDy ivwc sws-nUMh dI lVfeI dIaF nklF qF Auh aYnIaF suhxIaF lfhuMdI ik
vyKx vfilaF dy iZwzIN pIVF pY jFdIaF. Ausdy mrn qoN sfl ku pihlF iewk
vfr mYN afpxy Gr ivwc iewk nftk dI irhrsl krvf irhf sI. iewk adfkfr kuVI
qoN AusnUM idwqy gey rol dI adfkfrI TIk-TIk nhIN sI ho rhI. mF kol hI
bYTI irhrsl vyK rhI sI. vfr-vfr smJfAux qoN bfd vI jd kuVI qoN rol TIk
qrHF nf hoieaf qF mF nUM guwsf afigaf. Auh Aus kuVI nUM kosdI ijhI bolI,
“jfh nI pry! qYQON afh inwkI-jI nkl vI nI lfhI jFdI? ! mYN huMdI qyrI QF
Pyr vyKdI”
hux mF dy aKIrly idnF dI gwl. mYN Aupr vI iËkr kIqf sI ik myry sB qoN
Coty BfeI imMdr dI ijwd sdkf ley tRYktr kfrn Gr isr bYk dy krËy dIaF
ikÈqF aYnIaF cVH geIaF sn ik Auh moV nhIN sI ho rhIaF. mF, myry qoN Coty
BfeI cMd qy Ausdy pirvfr (pqnI, do puwqrF) nUM mYN afpxy kol mfnsf bulf
ilaf. cMd bhuq hI iswDV qy Bolf sI. nf Ausdf tRYktr lYx ivwc koeI hwQ sI
qy nf hI vycx ivc. ies leI myrI Ausdy pirvfr nfl hmdrdI sI. AuNj vI ies
nvyN afriQk sMkt df sB qoN mfrU prBfv Ausdy pirvfr Auqy hI ipaf sI. Auh
kbIldfr bMdf sI. Auhdy bwicaF df BivK Éqry ivwc sI. mihMdr df kI sI. Auh
qF lMzf icVf sI. (Auhdf ivafh nhIN sI hoieaf.) Auh ikqy vI KuwlHIaF
AuzfrIaF mfr skdf sI. AuNj vI Auh afpxI kIqI glqI dI hIx Bfvnf dy kfrn
myry mwQy lwgx qoN zrn lwg ipaf sI.
krËf lfhux vfsqy sfnUM afpxI sfrI awT dy awT kIly ËmIn vycxI peI pr
ipMzoN AujV ky Èihr af vsx dy hfdsy ny mF nUM aMdroN burI qrHF qoV idwqf
sI. AuqoN-AuqoN qF Auh ies sdmy nUM CupfAux qy Buwlx dI pUrI koiÈs krdI
pr aLMdroN Auh sfrI dI sfrI pUrI qrHF ihwl cuwkI sI. Ausny iewk qrHF nfl
mMjf hI mwl ilaf sI. nqIjf ieh hoieaf ik idnF ivwc hI Auh aYnI zfvF-zol
qy kmËor ho geI ik Gr ivwc qurn-iPrn vfsqy vI AusnUM sotI df shfrf lYxf
pYNdf sI. ingfh vI kfPI kmËor ho geI sI. Auh hfrnf nhIN sI cfhuMdI pr
hflqF ny AusnUM hfrn leI mËbUr kr idwqf sI. iewk idn Auh myrI pqnI mnjIq
dy hwQF ivwc PVI hoeI vI jd izgdI-izgdI msF bcI qF Ausdy mUMhoN
afp-muhfry hI inkl igaf, “npuwiqaF dy rwb ny AUNeI byvjfh eI Zf leI!
aYzy ikhVy mYN pfp kIqy sI beI L L! ?” TIk hY Ausny koeI pfp nhIN sI
kIqf pr iehI qF Ausdf ksUr sI ik Ausny ieh ikAuN nhIN sI kIqf?
mYN ivMgy-iswDy ZMg nfl AusnUM “koeI iPkr nf krn” dIaF pUrIaF qswlIaF qy
hwlf-ÈyrIaF idMdf qy afpxy ivq muqfbk kfPI kuwJ amlI qOr `qy kr ky vI
ivKfAuNdf. cMd nUM mYN Èihr dI sipMinMg imwl ivwc iewk inwkI ijhI
“nOkrI” idvf idwqI. QoVHy ijhy smyN bfd hI Ausdy pirvfr leI afpxy nfl
iqMn ivsvy QF lY ky Aus leI do pwky kmiraF vflf inwkf-ijhf rYx-vsyrf vI
bxvf idwqf. cMd dy dovyN puwqF nUM lfgly ipMz BYxI bfGf dy hfeI skUl,
ijQy myrI pqnI mnjIq aiDafpkf dy qOr `qy pVHf rhI sI, ivwc muV pVHn lf
idwqf. mF ieh sB kuwJ vyK ky ÉuÈ qF bhuq huMdI qy ies sB kuwJ leI Auh
mYNnUM ÈfbfÈy vI idMdI pr tuwty hoey afpy df Auh kI kry?
iPr iewk idn aijhf “bhfnf” bixaf ik AusnUM mfmUlI buÉfr ciVHaf. asIN Gr
ivwc hI zfktr swd ky dvfeI dvfeI. pr Prk nf ipaf. sgoN buÉfr aYnf vD
igaf ik Auh byhoÈI dI hflq ivwc clI geI. asIN iewk prfeIvyt hsqpqfl ivwc
AusnUM dfÉl krvf idwqf. do-iqMn idnF bfd Aus hsqpqfl df zfktr vI hwQ
KVHy kr igaf. kihMdf, “mfqf dy gurdy PylH ho cuwky ny, kuwJ nI bx skdf.”
afpxI jfx-pCfx vfly do-iqMn hor zfktrF nUM bulf ky luiDafxf, pitaflf
afid dy iksy hspqfl lY jfx dI rfie puwCI. Auh vI kihMdy, “koeI Pfiedf
nI. gurdy burI qrHF qbfh ho cuwky ny. Gr iljf ky syvf kro ijhVy do-cfr
idn mF sfh lYNdI aY.”
asIN Èfm qwk mF nUM Gr lY afey. zfktr Gr af ky Ausdy gulUkoÈ bgYrf lf
igaf. rfq dy sfZy ku swq vjy mnjIq rotI pfxI bxfAux lwg peI. cMd qy
AusdI pqnI sujfn vI afpxy Gr rfq dI rotI dy sMbMD ivwc afpxy Gr cly gey.
bfhr porc hyT mMjy Auqy peI mF dy muÈkl nfl af-jf hry sfhF nUM vyKdf mYN
Ausdy BUq nfl juiVaf zUMGIaF socF ivwc zuibaf hoieaf sF. myry
dyKidaF-dyKidaF hI mF ny rfq dy TIk vjy 8 vjy afpxf aÉIrlf sfh lY ky
agly sfh lYxy bMd kr idwqy. mYN afpxy-afp ‘qy bhuq kMtrOÜ krn dI koiÈs
kIqI pr jd mYN mF dy pUrI hox dI Ébr rsoeI ivwc jf ky mnjIq nUM dwsx
igaf qF myry koloN Buwb mfry ibnf irhf nf igaf. Auh myry kol jUn 1985
ivwc afeI sI qy 2 akqUbr, 1987, ijs idn dusihry df iqAuhfr sI, vfly idn
myry koloN sdf-sdf vfsqy dUr clI geI sI. Aus vyly AusdI Aumr muÈkl nfl
66-67 sfl dI hovygI.
mF dy aÉIrly idnF qy AusdI mOq vfly hfdsy ny myry Auqy aijhf idl-ihlfAU
asr pfieaf ik ies hfdsy nUM afDfr bxfky mYN afpxy pUry nftk “inwky sUrjF
dI lVfeI” dI iewk pUrI JfkI dI isrjxf kIqI. Prk isrP aYnf hY ik ijQy
sfrI dI sfrI ËmIn ivk jfx dy sdmy nfl mF sfl-zyZ sfl bfd mOq dI JolI
ivwc pYNdI hY AuQy nftk ivclI byby iewk-dm vjy Jtky sdkf Aus smyN hI
prfx iqafg idMdI hY jd AusnUM pqf lgdf hY ik Ausdy dovyN puwqF … crny
(cMd) qy myjr (mihMdr) … ny afVHqIey df krËf lfhux vfsqy afpxI sfrI ËmIn
df sOdf afpxy iewk ÈrIk nfl krn df ibafnf PV ilaf hY. myrI mF ny ËmIn
vycx dy duwK df bol ky prgtfvf nhIN sI kIqf pr nftk ivclI byby pUrf
ivroD krdI hY. pr jdoN AusdI suxI nUM axsuxI kr ky Ausdy puwq ÈrIk qoN
ibafnf PV hI lYNdy hn qF mF byvs hoeI idl Cwz ky mMjy AuWqy pYNdI lMmf
hOkdf BrdI afpxy puwqF nUM afKdI hY: “mfr-qf vy qusIN mYnUM!” qy jdoN
crnf qy myjr AusnUM rotI KvfAux leI AuTfAux lgdy hn qF Ausdy srIr ivcoN
BOr AuzfrI mfr cuwkf huMdf hY.
Blf ikMnf ku Prk hoieaf myrI afpxI mF qy nftk ivclI byby dIaF
mrn-siQwqIaF ivc?
(ilKI jf rhI svY-jIvnI ‘nMgf iZwz’ ivwcoN)
lok klf mMc, mfnsf-151505, pMjfb.
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