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sfihrf dy Gr turn vflI sVk kuJ dyr leI qy sfƒ cuwp dy AuWzx Ktoly qy ibTf ky AudfsI dI bsqI ivwc lY geI. sfihrf df pRIcy rfxI milk ƒ bVf hI mihMgf ipaf sI. afpxy vwloN qy Auh amIn milk dIaF juafnI ivwc luwtIaF hoeIaF mOj bhfrF df mOjU lfx geI sI. pr bhfrF ivwc AuWjVy hoey bfgF dIaF kdI nf vsIaF bhfrF df swlH Auh idl ‘qy lY ky prq afeI. rfxI qy iksy KyzI hoeI Kyz df hfl vyKx suxn geI sI pr jdoN vIrfn hoey mYdfn ivwc iksy hfr jfx vfly dI hflq nf vyKI geI qy Aus ƒ aÌsos qoN ibnf kuJ nf lwBf. AuWQy qy muwk geI Kyz dy tuwty hoey KzOxy, AuWjVy hoey Gr dy buJy hoey dIvy aqy KLUbsUrq mfËI (aqIq) df AuWjiVaf hoieaf hfl hI sI. iewk inwky ijhy Gr ivwc ieklfpy ƒ gl nfl lf ijAUx vflI KLUbsUrq juafnI hMZf ky buZypf guËfr rhI sfihrf ƒ vyK ky ihrK aqy duwK qoN isvf lwBxf vI kI sI.
sfihrf ƒ vyK afey sF ik Auh 25 virHaF df pYNzf kr ky afpxI mMiËl dy ikhVy mukfm qy afx KloqI hY aqy Auhdf aglf pYNzf iksrF df hovygf, ieh suafl hor vI aihsfs ivwc awg lf dyx vfly sn.
sfzf sÌr hux isrÌ lfielpur qoN lfhOr qIk df sI ijhdy ivwc iËhnI qOr qy sfihrf vI sfzy nfl nfl hI qur rhI sI. Auhdy sfry hvfly, hfdsy, hfvF, hOky aqy pIVF, sB sfzy nfl hI sn. bVf aOKf sI AuhnF qoN KihVf CuzfAuxf.
ËrfieqI kfilj qoN inkly qy do sVkF twp ky gwzI df mUMh lfhOr vfly pfsy kIqf qy rfh ivwc mfeI dI JuwgI Xf boly dI JuwgI aqy hor vI ÊrIb ÊrIb ijhy muhwly pYNdy sn ijwQy sfihrf mYƒ AuzIkdI huMdI sI qy mYN qFGdf huMdf sF.
iehnF GUrdIaF hoeIaF glIaF qoN awK bcf ky mYN lfhOr vflI sVk ‘qy pY igaf qy rfxI ny cuwp dy jMdry ƒ kuMjI lf ky afiKaf “Aus ivcfrI vwl vyK ky quhfƒ vI aÌsos qy hoieaf hI hovygf?” mYN kI dwsdf ik mYN vI koeI pwQr nhIN ijs ƒ iewzy vwzy bldy BFbV df syk vI nf lwgy. bxf ky soicaf jfey qy myrIaF sfrIaF by-ÊunfhIaF dy bfvjUd vI mYN hI Êunfhgfr sF. aOrq BfvyN qIlIaF nfl BrI hoeI zwbI hI ikAuN nf hovy. pr Aus zwbI ivwcoN qIlI kwZ ky rgVn vflf hmyÈf mrd hI huMdf hY. iksy ÈrIÌ ijhI kuVI df blx ƒ ikMnf vI jI krdf hovy pr qIlI bflx dI ÈurUafq kdI nhIN krdI. Auh DuÉdI rhvy pr BMbfkf bxfx vflf isrÌ mrd hI huMdf hY. dunIaf dy Dwky DoVy, DoKy Kf ky izwgI ZwTI aOrq qy ho skdf hY hflfq dy rgVy Kf ky afpxI zwbI ivwcoN qIlI rgVn df mOhrf Kf lvy. pr afm lVkIaF hXf dI kMD twp ky lfj dI lwq nhIN qoVdIaF. ieh mfarkf hmyÈf mrd ny hI mfr ky keI mfsUmF ƒ mfiraf hY.
awj qwk kdI nhIN suixaf ikqy mrdF dI hIrf mMzI bxI hovy ijwQy aOrqF mrdF vFg mUMh lukf ky kfry krn jFdIaF hox. Auh ikwzf vI vwzy mujry df mfihr hovy koeI aOrq qmfÈbIn bx ky vylF dyx nhIM jfvygI. iksy aÉbfr ivwc kdI nhIN piVHaf ik sureIaf byÊm ny akbr Éfn nfl ijnsI iËafdqI kIqI qy puls ny igRÌqfr kr leI. bVIaF imhrbfnIaF hn mrd sfihb dIaF aOrqF AuWqy—pr cwlo! ieh qy ivcfrF dI vMz hY. ho skdf hY ieh ivcfr myry ihwsy hI afey hox.
rfxI dy suaflF df juafb dyx lwigaF mYN afpxy ivcfrF dI by-Èrm ijhI guwQlI qy nf KolHI pr ieh ËrUr afK idwqf ik rfxI! mYƒ qy aÌsos dy nfl nfl kuJ ndfmq vI hoeI hY.
nfl dI sIt qy bYTI rfxI ny bVy ÊOr nfl swjy pfsy DOx GuMmf mYƒ vyiKaf. AuhdI vyKxI ivwc iewk bVf hI aihm svfl sI ijs ƒ suixaF ibnf hI mYN smJ ilaf qy nfl hI sihm igaf. mYN afpxI ndfmq df Bog pf ky afpxy gÜ afp hI gÜfvF pf ilaf sI qy muafmly dI qÌqIÈ ƒ afp hI vfj mfr leI sI. ieh khfxI suxfAux df muwZ afp hI bMnH ilaf sI. rfxI ny bVy mfanI ÉyË aMdfË nfl afiKaf “ndfmq? ———kfhdI ndfmq? kI hoieaf sI? awj qy pUrI gwl KolH ky suxfE ik sfihrf quhfƒ ikwQy, iksrF aqy ikvyN twkrI. Ìyr Aus khfxI ivwc ivCoVf ikvyN viVaf aqy ndfmqF iksrF afeIaF” ? ? ?
gwzI ny lfielpur dI jUh Cwz idwqI sI qy jVHFvflf roz AuWpr turdI hoeI lfhOr vwl mUMh kIqI bYTI sI. mYN do Guwt pfxI dy pI ky byvHjf ÈrimMdgI ƒ Guwto vwtI aMdr lMGfieaf qy iksy vwl AulFG puwtidaF gwl ÈurU kIqI.
musilm hfeI skUl lfielpur dsvIN ivwc pVHdf sF. pVHnf BfvyN mYƒ afAuNdf sI pr pVHn qy AuWkf jI nhIN sI krdf. roË roNdf DoNdf ipMzoN swq mIl sfeIkl clf ky skUly afAuxf aqy Cy swq GMty bwDf ruwDf Guwitaf vwitaf ijhf nËmo Ëbq ijhI ibmfrI koloN zr ky kOx iËMdgI guËfrdf.
ieh rejmented Xf Disciplined ijhI ihafqI qy mYƒ Kfx ƒ pYNdI sI. myrI ipClI sfrI ihafqI nMgI pYrIN dr dr dI iBwK aqy QF QF df pfxI pI ky lMGI sI. mYN ruwÉF qy ciVHaf, ÉUhF ivwc AuWqiraf, prflI ivwc suwqf, Jony (muMjI) df swQr curf ky nYqy kÈmIrI dI hwtI qoN nugdI KfDI, kfvF dy aFzy BMny, kuwiqaF ƒ qfAuxI lfeI, mfeIaF bfibaF AuWqy pfxI zHoilaf, mx ‘qy bih ky KUh ivwc lwqF lmkfeIaF aqy BwTI AuWqy isafl dIaF rfqF lMGfeIaF. hux qy ievyN vylf lMGf irhf——ipE koloN zrdf. Auhdy koloN vI aYvyN hI zrdf sF. hor koeI iezf iehqrfm qy nhIN sI. iehqrfm huMdf vI ikvyN. myry bflpn ivwc aijhIaF kuiVwqxF sn ik hux myry ipE vfsqy myry kol koeI vI polf pwK nhIN sI irhf. mYN afpxI mF nfl aYsy Tyzy Kf Kf ky izwgf sF ik hux iksy ƒ vI awKF qy nhIN sF ibTf skdf. hux qy mYƒ vyly df ispfhI hwQkVI lf ky ipE dy Qfxy ivwc ibTfeI bYTf sI. ilhfËf Qfxy df qy isrÌ zr hI huMdf hY iehqrfm nhIN. mYN awgy hI aOhuiraf aOhuiraf aqy afÌiraf ijhf rihMdf sF AuWqoN myry iewk Xfr df ivafh af igaf. mYƒ myry jfnI Xfr dy ivafh jfx dI mnfhI kr idwqI geI. myrf ipE ipMz df cODrI hovygf pr mYN cODrI nhIN sF. kOx afKdf hY ik kMmI kmIinaF dy ivafh nhIN jfeIdf. ieh kMmI kmIn kOx huMdy hn? kI lokF dy kMm afAux vfly kfmy inwky lok huMdy hn? jy ieh swc hY qy sfrf jhfn dy kMm krn vflf rwb sfiraF df kfmf qy sfiraF qoN vwzf inwkf hoieaf.
nfdr myrf Xfr sI. mYN sfry aMgF sfkF smyq ipE ƒ vI Cwz ky nfdr dI jMÖyN clf igaf sF. jMÖ vyK ky ipE dI imhrbfnI aqy Auhdy krm vI vyK ley. myrI sfiekl Koh ky jMdrf mfr idwqf, myrIaF ikqfbF Koh ky Ëulm ny cfry kUtF mwl leIaF aqy mYN dubfrf AuhnF hI sUlF qy qurn lwg ipaf ijhVIaF ajy myry bcpn dy aihsfs ivwcoN inklIaF hI nhIN sn.
ipE Cwz idwqf. nfdr nf Cwizaf. cODrI Cwizaf pr iËwd nf CwzI. nfdr ny myry qoN do vrHy pihlF TIkrI vfly qoN dsvIN pfs kIqI sI qy Auh lfielpur gxyÈ imlË ivwc mËdUr sI. rfq idn nOkrI hox kr ky Auh puqlI Gr kwcI abfdI ivwc iewk koTVI krfey qy lY ky rihMdf sI. mYN vI cODrI sfihb df ipMz Cwz ky kwcI abfdI ivwc pwkI XfrI nfl jwPI pf leI.
nfdr awj ies dunIaf ivwc nhIN irhf. kwcI abfdI dy mËdUrF dI mOwq rwb dy hukm nfl sgoN ÊrIbI hI jdoN cfhvy sMG Guwt idMdI hY. awj Auh myrf Xfr nhIN hYgf ies jhfn ivwc pr AuhdI XfrI vrgI XfrI vI awj ies dunIaf ivwc nhIN rhI. Ausƒ myrI afdq df pqf sI. Aus ny afiKaf “amIn asIN dovyN ruwKI suwkI KfvFgy qy qUM ies koTVI ƒ awj qoN afpxf hI Gr afK.” mYN iqMn cfr mIl pYdl afpxy skUl jFdf, pr isrÌ nfdr dI ÉfihÈ pUrI krn. Auh myrf Xfr sI. Aus ny mYƒ imlË ivwc nOkr nf hox idwqf isrÌ pVHn dI pwkI kIqI. nf kol pYsy nf pUrIaF ikqfbF. nf myry kol irvfj nf rvfieqF, nf iehqrfm nf iksy df KLOÌ aqy nf hI nËmo Ëbq ijhI koeI ÈY. kI krdf? klfs `coN sB qoN mihMgI ikqfb “idl kf aljbrf” curfieaf qy GMtf Gr kol “milk brfdrË” dI dukfn qy vycdf PiVaf igaf. ikqfb AuWqy mfilk df nF iliKaf igaF sI qy mYN dukfndfr ƒ afpxf aslI nF dws idwqf. cor vI isafxf nhIN sF. dukfndfr dUjy idhfVy skUly af igaf aqy mYN skUloN inkl igaf———hYWz mfstr dy ds bfrHF bYNq Kf ky.
“cMgf hoieaf lV nyiVEN Cuwtf qy sfzI Aumr nf bIqI sfrI” ieh afK ky Xfr dI kuwlI ivwc af bYTf. afny duafnI dy goNglU XF sirHEN df sfg pkf lYNdy sF. mYN nfdr dI rotI imlË ivwc KVdf huMdf sF qy AuWQy zrMmF dy zrMm zflzf sI. asIN KuwlH zuwlH ky qVkf lFdy qy rotI Kf ky bfkI qVkf lwgf sflx Gr lY afAuNdy. do cfr idn kwZ lYNdy sF. nfdr hÌqy vfly idhfVy ipMz jFdf qy afpxI bIvI aqy mF ipE nUM iml afAuNdf. mYN qy rwj igaf sF sfrIaF imlxIaF qy imlx vfilaF qoN. ipE ny nfdr nUM bVf afiKaf ik “Aus hrfmdy nUM afKIN ipMz muV afvy”. AuhnUM KLOry pqf nhIN sI ik hlfldy iewk vyrF af jfx qy Ìyr BON ky nhIN jFdy.
mYN purfxIaF ikqfbF ÉrId leIaF. nfdr ny bVy afhr nfl mYnUM pVHfieaf, kuJ myry jI ivwc afeI qy kuJ rwb vwloN ieMJ hI hoxf sI. mYN ikqfbF nUM ÈOk dy iglfs ivwc Gol ky pI igaf. iewk ihsfb hI sI ijhVf mYnUM bVf Gwt afENdf sI. afENdf vI ikvyN, myry nfl qy muwZoN rwb ny vI byihsfbIaF kIqIaF sn. mYN ihsfb nUM awg lfAuNdf. myry nfl qy koeI vI ihsfb nfl nhIN sI cwilaf. pr Blf kry rwb bihÈqI nfdr df. Aus ny mYnUM ihsfb vI pVHfieaf.
nfdr dI sB qoN vwzI sflI df ÉfvMd iewk srkfrI hspqfl ivwc klrk sI aqy Auh srkfrI kuaftr ivwc rihMdy sn. nfdr kdI kdI AuhnF nUM imlx jFdf qy mYnUM vI nfl lY jFdf. Auh Ëmfny vwKry ijhy sn qy rihql ivwc iewk dUjy nfl by qkuwlÌI XF KuwlH zuwlH Gwt hI sI. Éfs kr mrdF ËnfnIaF ivwc iewk Éfs Ìfslf rihMdf sI. nfdr mYnUM hspqfl dy inwky ijhy lfn ivwc ibTf ky AuhnF nUM iml igl ky af jFdf huMdf sI. kdI kdI Aus Gr ivwcoN isr kwZ ky iksy ny mYnUM vyKxf pr mYN kdI isr nhIN sF hoieaf. mYnUM nhIN sI pqf ieh kOx hY aqy iks nfl iehdf kI irÈqf hY. iesrF keI vyrF hoieaf pr iksy nUM vI kuJ nf hoieaf.
iewk idhfVy nfdr nUM aMdr vfhvf icr ho igaf qy Gr vfilaF nUM pqf nhIN kI iÉafl afieaf, AuhnF mYnUM vI aMdr swd ilaf. nfdr df Xfr sF. mYnUM vI vwKry kmry ivwc ibTf ky cfh nfl ibsikt idwqy qy vzyrI Aumr dI aOrq nfdr dI sflI ny myry isr ‘qy ipafr dy ky afiKaf “hfey hfey qUM qy sfzy bflF vFg hYN. qUM kfhnUM bYTf irhf sYN.” hflFik mYN keI vfr bfihr bYTf qy afpxI mrËI nfl vI nhIN sF bYTf. BfvyN mYnUM aMdr bYTx df vI nhIN sI ÈOk. ieMJ hI AuWTidaF bYTidaF vylf irVHn lwg ipaf. nfdr AuhnF nUM aMdr jf ky iml afAuNdf aqy mYN ——mYN qy nfdr, sfihrf dy Gr afAuNdy jFdy rhy. hOlI hOlI mYN vI nfdr vFg hI gwlF bfqF ivwc sFJ pfAux lwg ipaf qy Auh iqMny BYxF bVI ghu nfl mYnUM suxdIaF aqy gwlF krdIaF. Éfs kr jdoN AuhnF df ipE Gr nhIN sI huMdf. ikEN jy ipE vfhvf hI zfZf sI.
sfihrf kdIN kdIN myry koloN AurdU kors dI ikqfb dy mfany vI puwCdI. kdIN kdIN Auh qfanf vI idMdI ik “pyNzU aqy prfeIvyt ho ky vI qYnUM AurdU aMgryËI iezI cMgI ikEN afAuNdI hY”. myry juafb qy Auh iKViKVf ky hws pYNdI. kdI kdI Auh bVf hI inwjI ijhf suafl krdI qy myry juafb qy AuhdIaF awKF iswlHIaF ho jFdIaF. iewk idn Aus ny mYnUM bVy sMjIdy lihjy ivwc afiKaf “amIn sfihb quhfzI iËMdgI dy dohvyN hI pihlU aYsy hn ik bMdy ivwc srfieq kr jFdy ho”. rwb kry iksy dy aMdr iksy ÊYr df vsybf nf ho jfey. ieh bMdy nUM AujfV ky rwK idMdf hY. pr isafpf ieh hY ik mkfn KflI ipaf hovy qy vwsoN krn vfly kdI nf kdI iksy nf iksy bUhy dI cUQI puwt ky aMdr af vVdy hn. awgoN mfilk mkfn vI BF BF krdy Gr ivwc rOxk cfhuMdf hovy qy kMm hor sOKf ho jFdf hY.
sfihrf iewk nyk ijhI ÈrIÌ aqy sfAU kuVI sI. ijs kol ÉUbsUrqI qoN vwK ihaf ijhI sOgfq vI hYgI sI. myry iÉafl ivwc Auh bVf icr iksy jwko qwky XF kÈmkÈ ivwc igRÌqfr ho ky afpxy idl nUM zwk zwk rwK rhI sI qy ihaf dI dihlIË nhIN sI twpdI. awgoN myrI hflq ieMJ sI ijvyN koeI Gr pfilaf blUMgf pONhuMcf mfr ky kfVHnI ‘qy jUTI nf kry pr zuwlHy hoey duwD nUM lk lvy. mYN sfihrf dy Gr jf ky KuÈ huMdf. gwlF krn nUM jI krdf aqy idl ivwc iewk jfgomItI ijhI qFG AuWsl vwty lYNdI rhI sI.
AuWqoN awg lwgy jËibaF nUM puwTI rfhIN pfEx vflIaF sOx BfdoN dIaF surmeI GtfvF aqy Cwm Cwm krdf mINh sI. ieh sfrf kuJ sI, pr ieh sfrf kuJ huMidaF vI sfihrf by bfk nf ho skI qy mYN by ihaf nf ho sikaf. sfzy dohF koloN Auh kuJ nf ho sikaf ijhVf ieMJ dy mukfm qy puwj ky aksr ho jFdf hY.
awj hÌqf sI, qy hmyÈf vFg nfdr aYqvfr dI CuwtI guËfrn ipMz qur igaf sI. mINh rwj ky vrH hitaf sI qy GtfvF ajy vI nIlIaF nIlIaF hI sn. ruwKF dIaF ÈfKF pury dI hvf nfl JUmdIaF qy pwiqaF qoN pfxI dy qupky qirwp qirwp BoeyN qy izwgdy bVy sohxy lwgdy. koeI duwK nf hovy qy BfdoN dI ieh suhfnI Èfm juafnIaF koloN JwlI nhIN jFdI. bdo bdI lIiVaF ‘coN bfihr hox nUM jI krdf hY. pr mYN afpxI kwcI koTVI ivwc kwlm kwlf bYTf sog mnf irhf sF suhfnI Èfm df. smF sohxf hovy qy ieklfpf hor vI bMdy nUM huwjF mfrdf hY. socdf sF cfr GVIaF GMtf Gr kol Klo ky lokF dI BIV ivwc guafc afvF. ajy lwTy df icwtf pfjfmf pf ky binafn qoN bÊYr kuVqf cVHf hI irhf sF ik myrI koTI df kuMzf KVikaf. ijhnUM kdI iksy vI nf KVkfieaf hovy Auh KVky qy kMn qy KVHy hI ho jFdy hn. bfihr vyiKaf qy aYvyN jugnUM vrgI ijhI KuÈI ijhVI jg ky buJ vI skdI sI.
“BfeI jfn, bfjI hmIdf ny afiKaf hY awbf jI awj blokI cly gey hn asIN iekwly hF qy sfzy Gr afAu!” sfihrf dI inwkI BYx hmIdf df ieh sunyhf AuhnF dy inwky Brf slIm ny idwqf qy idl ny cfvF dy GoVy qy kfTI pf lfeI. by lgfmy GoVy ny ajy pYr vI nhIN sI puwitaf qy akl ny joV ilaf. akl aqy armfnF df iewt kuwqy df vYr qF huMdf hY. iesrF hI swp qy inAuly dI jMg lwg geI. akl ny GUrI vwt ky afiKaf ik nf qy iewQy nfdr hY ijs dI vjHf nfl sfihrf dy Gr jFdf hYN aqy nf hI AuhnF df bMjr ijhy imjfË vflf kuVFGf ipE Gr hY. ijs vfVy ivwc koeI vI rfKf nf hovy AuhdI vwt twpdf bMdf vI PiVaf jfvy qy Auh cor hI huMdf hY BfvyN ÉrbUËf koeI vI nf qoVy. ieh qy sI mÈvrf akl df. dUjy pfsy TMzy TMzy mOsm dI awg, pury dI hvf dI msqI, ieklfpy df sfVf aqy awlHV ijhI Aumr df KrUd.
akl ivcfrI hwQ hI pfAuNdI rhI. ipwCoN vfjF hI mfrdI rhI pr mYN pfjfmf Auqfr ky srHfxy Qwly rwK ky iesqrI kIqI pqlUx pfeI aqy sfihrf dy Gr vg igaf. awgoN AuhnF ny ijhVf pRogrfm dwisaf mYN sux ky aMnHf bolf ho igaf aqy dunIaf dy sfry Gfty nÌy cfvF ny pYrF Qwly lY ky imwD Cwzy.
hmIdf ny afiKaf “BfeI jfn! awj hspqfl vwloN iksy ny iÌlm ‘iËwdI’ dIaF cfr itktF idwqIaF hn aqy dyv afnMd dI bVI hI cMgI iÌlm lwgI hoeI hY. mYN bfjI sfihrf nUM mnf ky aMmI jI koloN iejfËq lY leI hY. ikAuNjy sbwb nfl awbf jI Gr nhIN sn.” hmIdf df ieh pRogrfm myry leI awg pfxI df Kyz sI. sLOk aqy ÉOÌ dovHyN hwQo pfeI ho gey. aÉIr mUMh Ëor ÈOk ny akl qy KLOÌ nUM vgfh ky mfiraf. sfihrf nUM QoVHf ijhf CyV ky hmIdf ny mYnUM afiKaf “BfeI jfn quhfnUM sfihrf bfjI dI mrËI nfl hI swidaf igaf jy.” sfihrf df ipafr Bry guwsy nfl mUMh lfl ho igaf aqy afKx lwgI “dÌf ho kmInIey, JUT nf bol”. hflFik ieh JUT hI iewk bVf ÉUbsUrq swc sI. aÉIr sfry JUT swc XF KLOÌ Kqry gloN lfh ky nfvltI isnymf ivwc mYN, sfihrf, hmIdf aqy ruÉsfnf iÌlm vyK rhy sF. aKIrlf Èo vyK ky rfq iewk vjy prqy qy sfihrf ny mYnUM rfh ivwcoN hI afpxy Gry cly jfx df mÈvrf idwqf. pr hoxI nUM sfzIaF do cfr KuÈIaF vI hËm nf hoeIaF. mYN AuhnF nUM Gr qIk aMdr vfV ky muiVaf hI sF qy ipwCoN vfj afeI “amIn sfihb Ërf myrI gwl sux jfieE”. gwl dI smJ qy mYnUM gwl suixEN bgLYr hI af geI sI, ikENjy ieh avfË KLYr nfl AuhnF dy ipE dI sI ijhVf sfzI AuzIk dI awg ivwc pqf nhIN kdoN df sV irhf sI. mYN ÈrIÌF vFg prq afieaf qy Aus ny afpxI bIvI nUM vfj mfr leI qy mYnUM nfl dy kmry ivwc KV ky afKx lwgf.
“brKLurdfr hFzI df mUMh KuwlHf hovy qy kuwqy nUM hI Èrm cfhIdI hY. mYN qy awgy hI afpxI ies nflfiek bIvI nUM afiKaf sI ik afpxy chyqy BxvweIey nfl vI ieMny lfz krny Cwz dy aqy Auhdf bhuqf afxf jfxf mYnUM cMgf nhIN lwgdf. AuWqoN Auh qyry vrgy Xfr vI sfzy Gr lY afieaf. ies dI by ihafeI dI ieh iËMmydfr hY.” Aus bMdy ny myrI rwj ky kuwqy KfxI kIqI. afKx lwgf “awgoN qoN ieh sfkfdfrI bMd kro sfnUM ieMJ dIaF irÈqy dfrIaF nhIN pujdIaF.
ipafr dI som icVI ny ajy AuzfrI vI nhIN sI mfrI qy iksmq dy iÈkry ny dboc leI. mYN iewËq df jnfËf moiZaF qy Dr ky Gr af igaf. hux mYnUM afh dI nhIN pfh dI sI. hox vflI Buwl geI aqy awgoN hox vflI df Êm pY igaf. nfdr nUM kI dwsFgf. Auh ies gwl nUM ijhVy mrËI pfsy lY jfvy. iewk by ieËqI qoN bfad dUjI nmoÈI dI AuzIk ivwc nINd nf afeI qy dUjy idn nfdr af igaf. Auh bVf hI TMz imwTf inwGf ijhf dUlf aqy DIrf bMdf sI. myrI gwl sux ky pryÈfn hoieaf aqy afKx lwgf “Xfr Auh kuVIaF qy byvkUÌ sn pr qYnUM nhIN sI jfxf cfhIdf. AuWqoN bfbU kmr (Auhdf sFZU) vI bVf aVHb, qMg idl aqy sÉq imËfj vflf hY.”
bVy idhfVIaF ipwCoN nfdr AuhnF dy Gr igaf. mYN mihsUs kIqf ik nfdr ny Aus qoN ipwCoN AuhnF dy Gr jfx df kdI vI nF nf ilaf.
vylf AulFGF Brdf igaf aqy vkq dI DUV ny sfihrf vfly sdmy nUM QoVHf ijhf kwj ilaf. pUrI qrHF arfm qy nhIN sI afieaf pr iehsfs nUM lwgy Tyzy dy ËÉm AuWqy KrINZ af igaf sI.
dsvIN dy iemiqhfn isr qy af gey qy purfxIaF iÌkrF AuWqy nvyN Êm df prdf pY igaf. myry idmfg ivwc sI ik afpxy ipE koloN ieMJ hI bdlf lY skdf hF ik dsvIN pfs kr ky ivKfvF. aÉIr iemiqhfn ho gey. nqIjy inkly vyK ky afp vI hYrfn ho igaf. ieMny sfry nMbr. rfq nUM bfrF vjy nqIjf vyK ky mYN Ausy vyly ipMz clf igaf. ipE nUM nqIjf mYN iesrF suxfieaf ijvyN iksy nUM qfanf idwqf hovy. Auh vI ievyN qlÉ ijhf hwisaf aqy ieMnf hI afiKaf “cwl cMgf ho igaf”. hor koeI gwl nf hoeI.
afp BfvyN mYN ivgiVaf hI sF pr iksy df kdI kuJ nhIN sI ivgfiVaf. Èfied iesy kr ky rwb myry sfry kMm suafrdf irhf hY. pfiksqfn ivwc pihlf pihlf aXUb Éfn vflf krVf ijhf mfrÈl lfa lwgf sI qy kuJ icr leI irÈvq isÌfirÈ AuWqy CurI iPr geI sI. rylvy ivwc pMj sflf kors leI isrÌ 23 asfmIaF inklIaF qy dunIaf huMm huMmf ky pY geI. AumId qy nhIN sI pr bVI Cfx pux kr ky mYnUM vI cux ilaf igaf. vfltn tryinMg kflj lfhOr dy hostl dy afpxy kmry df bUhf mfr ky nmfË pVHI———iËMdgI dI pihlI nmfË. mhIny bfad swT rupey vËIÌf lwBf qy bVy icr ipwCoN mfimaF dy ipMz jf ky mF nUM imilaf. Auhdy awgy pYsy rwKy aqy Auh bVf icr mYnUM gl lf ky roNdI rhI. ds rupey afpxI mihMdI lwgI qlI ‘c PV ky afiKaf “jf puwq qYnUM rwb dIaF spurdF. puwq jfc krIN ies dunIaf ivwc bVI iqlHx bfËI AU qy qUM bVf lfÊrË ijhf hYN, toh toh ky tuiraf kr myrf puwq. nmfË nUM Guwt ky PV lY qy swc df sMg nf CwzIN———jf————qYnUM rwb dIaF rwKF.”
do vrHy vfltn ivwc guËfrn ipwCoN do sfl pRYktIkl vfsqy koiety jfx df hukm hoieaf qy iqafrI vfsqy awT CuwtIaF hoeIaF. Llok afpxy afpxy ÈihrF aqy ipMzF nUM vg gey. AuWcy ipMz df sfd murfdf ijhf myrf Xfr ÌYË muhMmd iswDU vI afpxI juwlI lvHyt ky ipMz clf igaf aqy mYN iekwlf hI rih igaf. bfkI bhuqy muMzy ÈihrIey sn XF ÈoKLy———myry iks kMm.
PLYË hI myrf gUVHf bylI sI ijhVf aÌsr XF amIr aKvfx leI lokF vFg hostl ivwc rfq nUM luiDafxy dy PwitaF vfly slIipMg sUt dI bjfey DoqI bMnH ky sONdf sI. isgrt nUM huwky dI nVI vFg muwT ivwc lY ky sUty mfrdf aqy ievyN ÊmF df PMizaf sfrI Aumr nIvIN pf ky turdf irhf. ajy juafnI vI nhIN sI muwkI qy PLYË iswDU dunIaf nfl muwk mukf ky cilaf igaf. Auhdf kmrf myry guaFZ sI. Auh myry nfl df qy hfl df sI. bVf roieaf sF AuhdI mOq qy.
mYN CuwtIaF ikwQy guËfrdf. koeI pfsf nhIN sI, ikwQy jFdf. guwjrFvfly afpxI mF nUM iml ky lfielpur kwcI abfdI ivwc vsdy nfdr kol clf igaf. iewk idn ipMz vI igaf pr ijhVy ivhVy ivwc mF dI CF nf hovy AuWQy ikwkrF vrgy ipE muwZ bih ky sUlF nfl ikhVf hyj jgfAuNdf. aYvyN hI igaf sF ——ijvyN koeI Aulfhmf lfhux jfeIdf hY.
nfdr imwl ivwc clf jFdf aqy mYN sfrf idn kwlm kwlf lfielpur dy awT bfËfrF nUM kwCdf kIldf qkflIN kwcI koTVI ivwc af vVdf. ÉOry kI hoxf sI. iewk idhfVy GMtf Gr twp ky kcihrI bfËfr ivwc viVaf hI sF qy swjy hwQ jlMDr moqI cUr hfAUs qy KloqI hmIdf ny ikDry vyK ilaf. Auh myry vwl iesrF dOV ky afeI ik dubfrf ikDry dunIaf dI BIV ivwc guafc nf jfvF.
iksy ivhfr vpfr ivwc iksy iDr ny vI zMzI nf mfrI howvy qy swcy suwcy jËibaF df kfrobfr idlF ivwc vsdy vlvly nhIN mrn idMdf. hmIdf afl duafl dI BIV nUM Buwl ky myry gÜ lwg ky ieMJ roeI ik guËrIaF XfdF dI kFg gl gl af geI. mYN vI AusnUM inwkIaF BYxF vFg gl nfl lf ky gey vyly dI kbr qy do hMJUaF df cVHfvf cVHf ky AuhnUM qswlI idwqI. Auh awKF pUMJ ky afKx lwgI “BfeI jfn! duwK ivwCVn df nhIN. duwK qy ieh hY ik quhfnUM iksy jurm qoN bÊYr hI sËf imlI ijs dI iËMmyvfr mYN hF. awgoN sfihrf bfjI vI ies kdr hwsfs ik ies hfdsy nUM sMBfl ky idl ivwc rwK ilaf hY. awbf jI nfl vI Ìfsly qy rihx lwg peI aqy hIly bhfxy myry nfl gwlF krdI krdI ro pYNdI hY.
hmIdf dIaF gwlF sux ky idl ivwc ruwg ijhf Biraf igaf. ieh soc ky rUh DuKx lwg peI ik sfihrf iewk qryl dy qupky vrgI pivwqr kuVI sI ijhVI awj vI myry nfl vfpry hoey hfdsy nUM nhIN BuwlI. ies aihsfs ivwc zuwb ky mYN sfry ÉOÌ Kqry aqy nPy nuksfn nUM Buwl igaf qy afiKaf ik iewk vyrF sfihrf nUM qy imlf dy. Auh duicwqI ijhI ho ky socx lwg peI. Èfied Auh byvwsI dy jfl dIaF rwsIaF qoVn df jqn kr rhI sI qy mYN afiKaf, hmIdf awj dy ivwCVy Èfied asIN sfrI ihafqI iewk dUjy nNUM kdI vI nf vyK skFgy. mYN do idn bfad pNjfb Cwz ky bloicsqfn jf irhf hF aqy pqf nhIN ies Èihr nUM iPr kdI vyKxf nsIb howvygf ik nhIN.
hmIdf dIaF awKF ivwcoN Ìyr do byÊrË mowqI inkly qy izwg ky imwtI ivwc rul gey. Auhdy isr ivwc vI kuJ dyr jËbfq qy akl dI jMg huMdI rhI. aÉIr afKx lwgI “awbf jI irtfier ho gey sn qy asF Gr bdl ilaf hY. DobI Gft ivwc——glI ivwc mkfn nMbr 13 dy sfhmxy brÌKfny dy Kwby pfsy Cwqy hoey QVHy kol rfq dy sfZy XfrF vjy Klo jfieE aqy mYN quhfnUM aMdr lY jfvFgI.”
isafl dIaF kflIaF rfqF ivwc mYN goizaF qIk rylvy df Evr kot pf ky dwsI hoeI QF qy hmIdf nUM AuzIk irhf sF ik pOxy bfrF vjy 13 nMbr mkfn dI bYTk dy bUhy ivwc JIq hoeI. myry idl dI koTI ihwl geI aqy klyjf AuClx lwg ipaf. hmIdf ny swjy Kwby vyK ky sYNq mfrI aqy mYN aMdr jf viVaf. Gr dy iewk pfsy ijhy Èfied ieh iqMn BYxF df kmrf sI ijwQy iqMn ibsqry sn. hmIdf qoN inwkI ruÉsfnf vI gÜ lwg ky imlI. pr sfihrf isrÌ mMjI qoN AuWTI, myry vwl iewk nËr vyiKaf, awQrU lukfey qy corI pUMJ ky afKx lwgI “qusIN TIk ho nf? kI ËrUrq sI iezI TMzI rfq dy iezy anHyry ivwc iewzf Kqrf muwl lYx dI? hmIdf qy pfgl hY.” pqf nhIN ikhnUM ikhnUM ikhVI ikhVI ËrUrq sI. nfly ËrUrqF dI BIV pY jfey qy idl dI sOV, pfly, anHyry, mINh, PFzy XF Twky anHyrIaF kdoN vyKdI hY. nfly ËrUrqF mjbUrIaF bx jfx qy Auh KqiraF nUM Zfky lf ky JnHF ivwc iTwl pYNdIaF hn BfvyN Auh kwcf awD ivckfr hI zob dyvy.
pqf nhIN Gr vfly dUjy ikwQy ikwQy sn qy Gr df jugrfÌIaf kI sI. sfzy kmry ivwc tybl lYNp AuWqy Kys pf ky loa nUM bVf mwDm kr ilaf sI. myry zwkx dy bfvjUd hmIdf dwby pYrIN hOlI hOlI cfh rotI lY afeI qy asIN sfrI rfq ÈdfeI ijhIaF gwlF krdy rhy. hmIdf qy ruÉsfnf kdI kdI hws pYNdIaF pr sfihrf ny qy gwlF df vI bVf srÌf kIqf, hwsxf kI sI. Auh qy myry vwl vI Aus vyly vyKdI jdoN mYN iksy howr pfsy vyK irhf huMdf sF. ivwc ijhy iewk vrF Ìyr mYN Aus nUM hMJU lukfAuNdy vyiKaf qy myrf jI kIqf sfry bUhy KolH ky sfrIaF bwqIaF jgf ky afpxy afAux df eylfn kr ky kdI nf jfx df aihd kr lvF. ieh sfrf kuJ krn nUM KLOry qd hI jI krdf sI ik kr nhIN sF skdf.
krdy krdy msijd ivwcoN mOlvI ny mulfkfq muwkx df eylfn kr idwqf ik “awlfho akbr” awlf sB qoN vwzf hY, Auhdy brfbr koeI vI nhIN. awlf dI vizafeI dy nfl hI ivwCVn dI GVI af geI. ieh sI ivCoVf sfzI afÉrI mulfkfq df. hmIdf ny myry jUTy BFzy mMjI Qwly vfVidaF afiKaf “awbf jI msIqy inmfË pVHn jFdy hn qy ies qoN pihlF pihlF qusIN inkl jfE.”
mYN pYNdF qoN afpxf Evrkot PV ky gl pfieaf aqy Auhdy kflr KVHy kr ky mÌlr nfl mUMh isr lvHyt ilaf. afÉrI vfr sfihrf vwl vyiKaf. pr hux Aus ny corI nhIN sI kIqI. Auh myry sfhmxy hI myry vwl vyKdI rhI. ikwzf ÈrIÌ ijhf mfsUm ichrf sI ijhdy qy nfAumIdI, hsrq aqy byvwsI ny koTf pf ilaf sI.
muwlF dI bFg ajy awDI muwkI sI qy mYN idl qy pwQr rwK ky ÉfihÈF nUM sMgsfr kr ky afrËUaF nUM kYd ivwc pf ky sfihrf dIaF brUhF qoN bfihr af igaf.
glI ivwc ajy Ausy qrHF hnyrf sI. sgoN ikDry ikDry KMby dy bwlb AuWqy kory dI DUV ny roÈnI hor vI Gwt kr idwqI hoeI sI. mUMh isr lvHyt ky zrdf zrdf jf irhf sF ik qkdIr dy jfl ivwc Ps igaf. PuwtpfQ nUM puwt ky iksy cIË dI pfiep lfeIn ivCfx vfilaF ny koeI ds Puwt zUMGf towieaf puwitaf hoieaf sI. ivwc izwgf aqy ds imMt ieh hI nf pqf lwgf ik mYN ikwQy hF qy hux bfihr ikvyN inklxf hY. gwl rylvy df motf sfrf kot nf huMdf qy vfhvf lhUluhfn howxf sI. ajy bfihr inklx dI kfhlI ivwc huMblIaF hI mfr irhf sF qy koloN lMGdy iksy rwb dy bMdy ny myrI jwdo jihd vyK sux ky vfj idwqI. mYN mdd mMgI qy awlf Aus df Blf kry Aus ny myrI bFh PV leI. bfihr inkilaf aqy bFh PVn vfly nUM vyK ky Aus qoN vI zUMGy KUh ivwc izwg ipaf. asF anHyry ivwc vI iewk dUjy nfl do cfr gwlF kIqIaF aqy dovyHN hI iewk dUjy nUM jfx pCfx gey. sgoN bVI purfxI sFJ inkl afeI. Auh bMdf msIqy awlf nUM Xfd krn jfx vflf sfihrf df ipE sI.
mYN eyzf bygLYrq buËidl nf ho sikaf ik hwQ Cuzf ky nws jFdf qy Auh iewzf cMgf nf bx sikaf ik qoey lfanq kr ky Cwz idMdf. Auhny msIq Cwz idwqI qy myrf guwt Guwt ky PV ilaf. AuhnUM sfrI hfl hkIkq dI sUh lwg geI sI. myrf hwQ PV ky afpxy Gr lY igaf. sfihrf dI mF nUM jgf ky afKx lwgf “mYnUM sÉqI krn qy sfrf twbr Ëflm afKdf hY, mYN jy ieh vI nf krdf qy qyrIaF DIaF ny KLOry kI krnf sI. ieh ijhVy awDI rfq nUM BFzy KVkdy sn AuhdI vjHf AuWT ky afpxI awKF nfl cMn ciVHaf vyK lY.” sfry Gr nUM loa lwg geI. sfry jfg pey pr Èfied awj vI iksy nUM nhIN pqf ik myrf kflf kot imwtIE imwtI ikvyN hoieaf aqy myrf mUMh isr ilbV ky myrf ieh hÈr iks ny kIqf hY.
hux AunHF dy ipE ny ijhVI sËf qjvIË kIqI, XF jurmfnf imwiQaf Auh bVf hI inrflf sI. ipE QoVHf ijhf mOlvI ijhf vI sI. Auhdy koloN ieMJ dI sËf dI hI AumId rwKxI cfhIdI sI. mYN ivhVy dy ivckfr iewk purfxI ijhI muMj dI mMjI qy bYTf mUMh ‘coN imwtI Gwtf bfihr Quwk irhf sF qy Auh sfrf twbr iewk kmry ivwc pqf nhIN kI mqf pkf irhf sI. pqf nhIN myry leI kI hukm jfrI hoxy sn. AuhnF dI vfj kdI kdI vfhvf AuWcI ho jFdI qy kdI kdI iksy dI imMnq krn df JOlf vI pYNdf sI. sUrj dI itwkI qy ajy vI nhIN sI AuWgI pr loa cMgI qrHF ho geI sI. bVf mMdf hoieaf ik hr iewk nUM hr iewk df ichrf cMgI qrHF nËr afAux lwg ipaf sI. mYnUM pqf sI ik iewËq roÈnI ivwc aqy byieËqI anHyry ivwc hI hoeI cMgI lwgdI hY. pr bdnsIbI df sUrj ilÈkdf hovy qy by iewËqI ikwQoN ZwkI rihMdI hY. sfry twbr ny pqf nhIN ikhVI slfh kIqI. kI mqf pkfieaf aqy myry mukwdr df kI ÌYslf iliKaf igaf sI. Auh sfrf twbr ivhVy ivwc myry kol af Kloqf aqy mYN vI jI iBafxf AuWT ky Klo igaf. ipE ny Qfxydfr vFg sfihrf nUM afiKaf “hux bkvfs kr vI dy ky mYN iCwqr PVF”. sfihrf nIvIN pf ky pYr dy aMgUTy nfl imwtI KurcdI KurcdI ro ky mYnUM afKx lwgI “mYN iËMdgI ivwc kdI vI qyrI Èkl nhIN vyKxI cfhuMdI, jy qUM iensfn hYN qy myry sfhmxy kdI nf afvIN qy sfzy GroN dÌf ho jf”.
iehdy nfl hI Auhdy aMgUTy dI KurcI hoeI imwtI ivwc do awQrU izwgy qy tuwt gey. ajy pqf nhIN Auhdy koloN kI kuJ aKvfAuxf sI ik mYN guwsy nfl Auhdy ipE vwl vyK ky bUhy vwl tur ipaf. myry ichry qy iliKaf igaf myrf aMdr pVH ky iksy nUM ihMmq nf hoeI ik mYnUM vfj mfr ky zwkdf XF kuJ afKdf.
Ausy idhfVy lfielpur nUM Cwz idwqf qy AuhdIaF glIaF nUM afÉrI slfm kr ky koiety clf igaf.
awj rfxI dI mMn ky pMJI vrHy pihlF XfdF dI dwbI lfÈ nUM kbr ‘coN kwZ ky vyiKaf hY.
suxidaF suxidaF rfxI ny idl qy phfV ijwzf Bfr aqy pIVF dI pMz rwK ky keI vyrF awKF df pfxI pUMiJaf aqy keI vrF myry vwl iesrF vyiKaf ijvyN awj mYnUM pihlI vfr vyiKaf hovy.
hux sfzI gwzI diraf rfvI df pul twp ky lfhOr dI BIV ivwc vV geI sI. XfdF df kfÌlf hOlI hOlI guafcdf jf irhf sI———hOlI hOlI hr ÈYa hI guafc jFdI hY.