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bVI musLkl nfl sfhby ny iksy jfxkfr rfhIN bicwqr isMG nfl imlx df rfh kwiZaf. sfhby ny bicwqr isMG nUM afpxI duwK BrI khfxI suxfeI. Aus ny dwisaf ik “Auh qF kfr-syvf vflLy bfibaF nfl syvf krdf sI jd Aus nUM drbfr sfihb ivcoN PLOjI PV ky lwDf koTI lY gey. Aus ny dwsxf sLurU kIqf ik jdoN Auh keIaF idnF dI kuwtmfr qoN bfad bVI musLkl nfl Cuwt ky afieaf qF Aus ny keI idn iksy nfl gwlbfq hI nf kIqI. bVI musLkl nfl Aus ny keI idnF bfad afpxy nfl vfprI Gtnf bfry dwisaf. pihlF qF sfnUM pqf hI nf lwgy ik sfnUM ikwQy ilaFdf igaf hY ikAuNik AunHF ny sfzIaF awKF bMnHIaF hoeIaF sn. pihlF pihl sfnUM rojL koTVIaF ivcoN kwZ ilaf jFdf irhf qy vwK-vwK qsIhy idwqy jFdy rhy. Auh keI keI jxy kutfpf cfVHdy, iPr Gotxy lgfAuNdy, mMjIaF lfAuNdy, keI vfr ibjlI dy krMt lfAuNdy rhy, keI idnF dI ieho ijhI sjLf qoN bfad sfnUM eyjMsIaf dy hvfly kIqf igaf, jo ieho ijhy suafl puwCdy ik qusIN drbfr sfihb ivc ikMnI dyr rhy, pfiksqfn ivc ikMnI dyr tRyinMg leI, ipMz ivc ijhVf KLfilsqfnI jQf bxfieaf hY, Aus df hYz kuaftr ikwQy hY aqy aslf ikwQy Cupf ky rwiKaf hoieaf hY. jdoN eyjMsIaF vflLy puCdy sn, qF Auh bMdy nUM kursI bxf ky puCdy.”
ivcoN hI iksy ny puiCaf ik mMjI ikvyN lfAuNdy hn aqy kursI ikvyN bxfAuNdy sn ?
qF Aus ny dwisaf ik “bMdy nUM iksy mMjI AuWpr ibTf dyNdy hn, Aus dIaF dovyN lwqF dohF hIaF vwl krky hyToN rwsy nfl Aus dy pYr Gwut ky bMnH dyNdy hn, bhuq hI drd huMdI hY, bMdf Ausy vyly sfrf kuJ bwk dyNdf hY, jy nf bky qF kuJ hI imMtF ivc Auh byhosL ho jFdf hY. kursI ieMÖ bxfAuNdy hn ik jdoN bMdf nf qF pUrI qrHF KVf hovy qy nf hI pUrI qrHF bYTf hovy, isrPL goizaF AuWqy Jwuikaf hI hovy, Aus nUM kursI bnfAuxf kihMdy hn. jy koeI KVf ho jFdf sI jF bih jFdf sI qF puils vflLy Aus nUM mfr mfr ky iPr kursI bxfAuNdy sn.” eynI mfr Kfx qoN bfad vI ieh gwlF dwsx vyly keI vfr sfhby nUM hfsf af jFdf sI. Rpl V. Fdy,Ai dl>jL } s,Ddlbj df bjzsL. dz>c rjv. yjy. biuV dl>jL sj qp>cj i,AP rg fjFP bj debj lg m Rph Fjhvj hg dl,gLj lg m Auh eynf iswDf sI ik Aus nUM ieh vI nhIN sI pqf ik pMjF df not ikhVf hY qy dwsF vflf ikhVf ? AuhnUM ieh vI nhIN sI pqf ik ijs dys ivc Auh rih irhf hY Aus df nF kI hY ? Aus nUM kyvl eynf hI pqf sI ik PLOjIaF ny Aus nUM PV ilaf hY qy hux AunHF ny Aus nUM golLI mfr dyxI hY. ieQy jdoN Aus nUM puwCigC leI lYx afAuNdy qF Auh lMmf pY jFdf sI qy kuJ vI krn dy bfvjUd Auh AuWTdf nhIN sI. iPr Aus nUM cuwk ky eyjMsIaF dy afdmIaF awgy iljfieaf jFdf. AuWQy Auh kursI vI nf bxdf. jykr pulsIey Aus nUM moZy qoN hyTF krdy qF bih hI jFdf. jykr KVf krdy qF Auh pUrI qrHF hI KVf ho jFdf. bVI mfr Kfx qoN bfad vI Aus dI ieh afdq nhIN sI htI. ies leI eyjMsIaF vflLy Aus qoN KVy KVy hI suafl puwCdy. iek idn Aus nUM cwuk ky vwzy aPLsr dy pysL kIqf. jdoN Aus aPLsr ny Aus nUM pwiCaf, ‘ikMny bMdy mfry eI ?’
‘sfly eI.’ rqn df juafb sI.
‘kfhdy nfl mfry sI ?’ aPLsr ny dUjf suafl kIqf.
‘psqOl nfl.’ rqn ny afkV ky juafb idwqf.
‘psqOl ikwQoN ilaf sI ?’ aPLsr ny iPr suafl kIqf.
‘PLOdIaF koloN.’ rqny ny iPr bVy mfx nfl ikhf.
‘puwq Pfhy lwg jfeyNgf.’ aPLsr ny Aus nUM zrfvf dyxf cfihaf.
‘ikAuN mYN qyrI BYx mfrI af.’ rqn ny aPLsr dI gwl suxidaF hI Tfh krdf juafb bgLYr socy smJy hI Tok idwqf.
aPLsr JyNp ijhf igaf qy dUjy aPLsr mwuskVIaF ivc hwsx lwgy qy pulsIaF ny rqny nUM lMmf pf ilaf, qy rqnf kuwt KFdf vI Auey qyrI mF nUM, Auey qyrI BYx nUM, krdf irhf.
QoVHI dyr bfad aPLsr ny pulsIey nUM rqny nUM kuwtxf bMd krvf idwqf. cIkF mfrdf qy awl-vlwlIaF mfrdf rqnf AuWT KVf hoieaf.
hux iek hor aPLsr ny rqny nUM puwCxf sLurU kIqf.
‘suixaf Auey, qMU bfzr lMiGaf sYN ?’
‘hfho, mYN lMiGaf sF.’
‘ikvyN lMiGaf sYN bfzr ?’ aPLsr df dUjf suafl sI.
‘bws, mYN lMG igaf sF.’ rqny ny bVy mfx nfl juafb idwqf.
‘qF vI ikvyN lMiGaf sI, sfrf kuJ dws ?’ aPLsr ny Aus nUM puckfridaF ikhf.
pihlF jI mYN aMbrsr igaf Pyr gwzI qy cVH igaf. awgy jf ky mYN gwzI qoN Auqr igaf qy awgy awgy quiraf igaf qy awgy bfrzr af igaf qy mYN qr ky bfzr lMG igaf, AuWQy pfxI kdI gozy gozy af jFdf sI, kdI lwk lwk, kdI mYN qrn lwg pYNdf sI.”
‘iehdf mqlb peI qMU pfiksqfn igaf sI.’ aPLsr ny zrfvf idwqf.
‘hfho igaf sI.’ rqny df juafb sI.
‘kihMdy hn AuWQy AunHF qYnUM bMb clfAux dI tRyinMg idwqI sI.’
‘hfho idwqI sI.’ rqnf Jwt boilaf.
‘ikvyN idwqI AunHF quhfnUM tRyinMg ?’
‘Auh jI, sfnUM kqfr ivc KlHfr lYNdy sn, agly pfsy kqfr ivc hI sO ku bMdf KlHfr dyNdy sn. Pyr sfnUM iek iek bMb hwQF ivwwc PVf dyNdy sn. asIN bMbF nUM awg lf dyNdy sF qy bMb jf ky agly bMny KVy bMidaF ivcoN iek bMdf mfr ky iPr sfzy kol af jFdy sn. asIN iPr awg lf dyNdy sF qy bMb iPr iek hor bMdf mfr ky sfzy kol af jFdy sn.’
‘Cwzo jI ieh qF koeI pfgl lwgdf hY’, lfgoN iksy puls vflLy ny ikhf.
‘bMd kr do, ies ko bfad myN dyKyNgy sB bhfny krqy hYN’, iek ispfhI rqny nUM bfhr lY igaf qy AunHF df iDafn myry vwl hoieaf. mYnUM AunHF ny pihlF hI ikMny sfry kfgLjL dy ky prHF ibTfieaf hoieaf sI ik ipCwly sfry mhIinaF ivc qMU ijwQy ijwQy irhf eyN, Auh sfrf kuJ ienHF kfgLjLF AuWpr ilK dyh. mYN Auh sfrf kuJ ilK idwqf. myry hwQoN kfgLjL lYNidaf hI eyjMsI df Auh bMdf buVHk hI ipaf. ‘lAu sfrI gwl dI smJ af geI jy, hux Pisaf ieh cMgI qrHF. afh vyKo iehny afp iliKaf ey ik awT mhIny mYN drbfr sfihb irhf hF, gurU nfnk invfs ivc AunHF kol. hux qy iksy sbUq dI loV hI nhIN, kro iehnUM vI PLfieirMg sukaYz dy awgy, hux sLwk vflI koeI gwl hI nhIN.’
‘PLfieirMg sukaYz dy nhIN kmFzojL dy hvfly krdy hF’, iek hor boilaf.
‘ieh mYN kdoN iliKaf ey ? ieh qF myrI ilKfeI hI nhIN. ieh qF ilKy hoey kfgLjL qusIN pihlF hI ilK ky ivc rwKy hoey sn, ijhVy mYN kwZ ky bfhr rwK idwqy sn, nfly ijhVy kfgLjL mYN ilKy hn AunHF AuWpr mYN sPLy pfey hoey hn.’ mYN pqf nhIN ikhVI dlyrI ivc ieh sfrf kuJ afK idwqf sI.
‘TIk hY, peI TIk hY, ieh ilKfeI iehdI nhIN’, vwzy aPLsr ny Auh kfgLjL dUjy qoN lYNidaF ikhf.
iPr iek jxf myry moZy qy hwQ rwK ky bVy ipafr nfl afKx lwgf, ‘myrI gwl sux’, qy mYnUM prHF nuwkr ivc lY igaf, ijwQy mYnUM ilKx leI ibTfieaf sI. Aus ny afpxI jyb ivcoN iek ilsLkdy hoey Cwly vflI cfbI kwZI qy mYnUM ivwKf ky afKx lwigaf, ‘afh eI kfr dI cfbI. jy qMU cfhyN qF huxy afpxy ipMz jf skdf eyN; pr sLrq ieh hY peI qMU sfnUM do hor muMizaF dy nF dws dyh.’
‘mYN hor iknHF muMizaF dy nF lY dyvF ?’ mYN bVy zridaF hoieaF qrlf mfiraf.
‘ijnHF dy vI mrjLI ! jykr ipMz dy nhIN qF iksy lfgly ipMz dy hI dws dyh, jykr AunHF dy ipAuaF dy nF nhIN vI afAuNdy qF vI koeI gwl nhIN. qMU isrPL do muMizaF dy nF dws qy afpxf KihVf Cuzf. nhIN qF ienHF ny qYnUM mfr dyxf eIN, jy bcxf eIN qF do muMizaF dy nF lY dyh, ijMnf ny aMimRq-AumRq Cwikaf hovy.’
‘mYnUM qy iksy df nF nhIN afAuNdf jI.’
‘cMgf Kfh golLI iPr, jF sVdf rih sfrI Aumr ijhl ivc,’ kihMidaF Aus ny mYnUM Dwkf mfiraf aqy do ispfhIaF nUM lY jfx leI ikhf. Pyr keI idn mYnUM AuWQy rwK ky irhf kr idwqf. hux qusIN mYnUM bfbf jI nfl imlf idAu qF ik mYN afpxy AuWpr hoey qsLwdd df bdlf lY skF.” bicwqr isMG ny Aus nUM hOslf idwqf aqy ikhf ik Auh ieh sfrf pRbMD krvf dyvygf pr Aus nUM kuJ dyr AuzIk krnI pvygI.

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mlUk isMG kfrporysLn ivc ibjlI mihkmy df mulfjLm sI. ipMz dUr hox krky Auh keI vfr kfr syvf vflLy bfibaF dy kolL hI rih pYNdf sI, hPLqy ivc iek do vfr. AuNÖ vI bfibaF nfl Aus df vfhvf ipafr sI, ikANuik bfby ieQy afAux qoN pihlF AunHF dy ielfky ivc hI syvf krdy sn . jdoN vI Auh ieQy rihMdf sI, rotI Auh lMgr ivcoN Cwk lYNdf sI. bfibaF nUM ieh sI ik jdoN kdI zyry dI ibjlI KLrfb ho jfxI, mlUky ny Jwt hI TIk kr dyxI. ME rg qvPf. sj dzRp FyzV A'G hg fji l.rj rjv. FjdFbJ Vjv updCbj h'dHbj lg m dH>u qvPfj rg a'Bg Rpqi dry hg FC. yjb Vjv l.rj vHg uJsj dihj lg m dH>E FjdFbJ Vjv rg Rpl sj y[ej dzbji qph,FA FdsLbj h'dHbj lg m
drbfr sfihb AuWpr hmly qoN do mhIny bfad jdoN mlUkf zyry viVaf qF Auh pCfixaf nhIN sI jFdf. kwtI hoeI KwusI ijhI dfVHI, isr AuWpr ivrly ivrly juMzy ijhy, ijnHF nUM Aus ny iek mYly ijhy prny nfl bMnHx dI koisLsL kIqI hoeI sI. pIlf rMg qy hwz gozy KwVsuk hoey pey sn, ijnHF AuWpr kfly qy moty moty dfgL pey hoey sn. kdI hwty kwty mlUk isMG df rMg ijhVf gorf insLoh huMdf sI awj kflf isafh hoieaf ipaf sI. ichrf Aus df ieMÖ lwgdf sI, ijvyN Auh sdIaF qoN Audfs hovy. iek Zfry ijhy hyT Kloqf, sihimaf hoieaf Auh iek do afdmIaF nfl hOlI hOlI gwlF kr irhf sI, jdoN mMgl isMG ny bicwwqr isMG nUM dwisaf ik jdoN Auh Aus dy kol igaf qF nvyN afey bMdy nUM vyK ky Aus ny Auh pftI hoeI pQUhI jyb ivc pf leI, ijhVI Auh AunHF bMidaF nUM ivwKf irhf sI. pr jdoN Coty jwQydfr ny ikhf ik koeI gwl nhIN afpxf hI bMdf hY qF Aus ny awKF cuwk ky myry vwl vyiKaf ijvyN jFc kr irhf hovy ik ikqy sI[afeI[zI[ vflf qF nhIN, jdoN jwQydfr ny Aus nUM iPr hONslf idwqf qF Auh kuJ TIk ho igaf. jdoN AuhnUM hor gwlF puwCIaF qF Aus ny ikhf :
“kuJ nf pwuC Brfvf, Auh dwsx vflIaF gwlF nhIN, iehdy nfloN qF mr jFdy qF cMgf sI.”
“Ausny kI disaf ?” bicwqr ny mMgl isMG nUM pWuiCaf.
Auhny Pyr afpxI jyb ivcoN iek pftf ijhf kwpVf kwiZaf qy kihx lwgf, “afh myrI pQUhI hY, ieh mYN insLfnI vjoN rwKI hoeI hY,” Aus ny Auh pQUhI sfiraF dy sfhmxy PYlfa idwqI. “afh kI hoieaf hY iehnUM ?” iksy ny ivcoN hI puwC ilaf. “ieh QF QF qoN pftI hoeI ikAuN eyN ?” “ieho qF gwl hY Bf jI ! ieh lokF ny dMdF nfl pfVI hoeI ey ! afh vyKo burkIaF inklIaF hoeIaF ny iehdy ivcoN, ijwQoN ijwQoN ieh muVHky nfl iBwjI sI, lokF ny mUMh nfl pfV ky cUsx dI koisLsL kIqI sI,” sfnUM gwl dI koeI smJ nhIN sI lwg rhI.
bfad ivc mlUky ny dwisaf ik ijs idn drbfr sfihb AuWpr hmlf hoieaf sI, Aus idn Auh afpxI izAUtI qoN lyt ho igaf sI. ipMz jfx vflI bws lMG geI sI qy Auh ieQy hI rih ipaf sI. hmlf ho igaf, eynI aMnyHvfh PLfieirMg sI ik rih rwb df nF ! asIN jIa iBafxy keI jxy srF dy iek kmry ivc jf vVy. iek do idn qF asIN AuWQy nflIaF nUlIaF ivcoN pfxI pI ky gujLfrf kr lYNdy rhy, BfvyN Aus pfxI ivc vI lhU rilaf hMudf sI. iPr nflIaF ivcoN vI pfxI suwk igaf qy PLOj df drbfr sfihb AuWpr pUrI qrHF kbjLf ho igaf. ijs kmry ivc asIN luky hoey sF AuWQy koeI pMjfh aOrqF, mrd hoxgy aqy nfl kuJ inafxy vI sn. PLOj vfilaF ny kmry df bfhroN kuMzf bMd kr idwqf sI. jUn df mhInf, grmI eynI ik rhy rwb df nF ! lok grmI nfl cFgrF mfrn lwgy, bwcy qF pihlF hI byhosL ho gey sfry, asIN iek dUjy nfl ieMÖ juVy Kloqy sF ijvyN klbUq dy ky KVy kIqy hox. eyny pIc ky KloiqaF nUM grmI hor vI ijLafdf lwgdI sI, srIr muVHko muVHkI ho gey, muVHkf afAux nfl srIr ivcoN pfxI hor vI Gwt igaf, iPr ipafs nfl sMG suwkx lwg pey. ipafs dy mfry lok iek dUjy df muVHkf cwtx lwgy pr ies nfl kI bxdf sI. vyihMdaf vyihMidaF lok byhosL ho ho ky izwgx lwgy, v'fJ s. dc,esL vHg rg oJ Vhk lg m lok ipsLfb pIx leI mjbUr ho gey qy Auhdy qoN vI KohfmfhI ho rhI sI. Aus kmry ivc ijvyN dwisaf pMjfh jxy hoxy af, pr jdoN PLOj ny bUhf Kohilaf qF asIN iqMn jxy hI ijAUNdy sF qy Auh vI byhosL.
“pr qusI ikvyN bc gey ?” iksy ny suafl kIqf.
“ieho qF dwsx vflI gwl nhIN. iesy leI hI qF mYN kihMdf hF ik iehdy nfloN qF mr jFdy qF cMgf sI,” mlUky df juafb sI.
“qF vI ikvyN bcfa hoieaf pqf qF lwgy ?” iksy hor Auqsukqf nfl pWuiCaf.
“asIN ijvyN dwisaY iqMn jxy sF qy hY vI sfry juafn sF. dUjI gwl ieh sI peI sfzy kol iek glfs sI, asIN iqMny bfhF nfl iksy nUM nyVy nhIN sF afAux dyNdy, awgoN hux mYN kI khF ?”

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