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A- ‘aÈky qyry! kyrF qF rUh ÉuÈ krqI’
mD-vrgI soc dy keI aflock myry nftkF ivclIaF gfÜF nUM myry nftkF df inMdxXog pwK grdfndy hn. iesdy AuÜt myry pLyNzU drÈk iehnF gfÜF nUM nf kyvl nftk ivwc pyÈ kIqy jf rhy XQfrQ df ËrUrI qy atuwt ihwsf mMndy hn blik iehnF sdkf myrI qfrIÌ kridaF keI vfr mYnUM afpxy hI ZMgF nfl snmfn vI bÉÈdy hn. ies sMbMD ivwc mYN quhfnUM do idlcsp GtnfvF suxfAuNdf hF:
ieh Gtnf 13 PrvrI 1983 dI hY. sfzI mMc sMsQf ‘lok klf mMc, mfnsf’ ny hirafxf dI mMzI zbvflI qoN agFh jf ky rfjsQfn dI hwd nfl lgdy pMjfb dy ies pfsy dy aÉIrly ipMz viVMg KyVf (Aus smyN ijlf PrIdkot, awj-kwlH mukqsr) myry do nftkF, ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ qy ‘aMnHy inÈfncI’ dIaF pyÈkfrIaF dyxIaF sn. nftk krn df smF rfq df sI. ipMz viVMg KyVf qwk phuMcidaF-phuMcidaF rfh ivwc hI sfnUM asmfn ivwc vfhvf bwdÜvfeI huMdI ivKfeI dyx lwgI. sfnUM zr sI ik ikqy mINh nf AuWqr afvy. mINh AuWqr afieaf qF sfzf aYzI dUr af ky nftk kIqy ibnf muV jfxf aYvyN byarQ cilaf jfxf sI. viVMg KyVy phuMcx qwk kfPI TMZI hvf vI cwlx lwg peI sI. asIN jfx-sfr prbMDkF nUM ikhf ik nftk CyqI ÈurU krvf ley jfx qF jo mINh pY ky koeI musIbq nf KVHI kr dyvy. prbMDk sfzy nfloN vI kfhÜy sn. AuhnF styj, sfAUNz afid df kMm pihlF hI itwcx kr rwiKaf sI. Auh kihMdy, “sB kus iqafr-vriqafr aY jI. bs, qusIN cfh pIAu qy nftk krny ÈurU kr idAu.”
asIN kfhÜI-kfhÜI cfh pIqI qy ipMz dI Aus swQ ivwc phuMc gey ijQy prbMDkF ny sfzy nftk krvfAux df pRogrfm rwiKaf hoieaf sI. styj, sfAUNz, styj dy swjy, Kwby qy ipwCy lfeIaF knfqF, aYNtrIaF, ‘grIn-rUm’ afid sB kuwJ sfzI qswlI muqfibk sI.
hrfnI dI gwl ieh ik aYnI TMZ dy bfvjUd ipMz dy drÈk afpxy duafly ÉysF, cfdrF, loeIaF afid dIaF buwkÜF mfr ky nftk vyKx leI ipMz dI ies swQ ivwc vwzI igxqI ivwc kfhlI-kfhlI af rhy sn. sfzy klfkfrF ny vI Pwtf-Pt nftk leI afpxI iqafrI krnI ÈurU kr idwqI qy pMdrF-vIh imMt ivwc hI afpxf ieh kfrj mukf ilaf. jd sfry drÈk afpxIaF-afpxIaF QFvf AuWqy itk ky bYT gey qF rfq dy 8-30 ku vjy asIN afpxf pihlf nftk ‘aMnHy inÈfncI’ Kyzxf ÈurU kr idwqf. ies nftk dy Kyzx dOrfn bwdÜvfeI hor vI gUVHI ho geI sI qy hvf ny vI afpxf ruÉ kuwJ hor iqwKf kr ilaf sI. bs, aYnf Èukr irhf ik mINh nhIN sI pYx lwigaf. pr lwgdf ieh sI ik mINh iksy vkq vI pYxf ÈurU ho skdf hY. pr hrfnI dI gwl ieh ik AuqfrU ho rhy bdl dyvqf qy qn nUM cIr ky lMG jfx vflI TMZI hvf dy bfvjUd ipMz dy drÈk AuvyN dI AuvyN bYTy rhy. asIN prbMDkF nUM bynqI kIqI ik dUjf nftk nf hI kIqf jfvy qF cMgf rhygf. jy nftk cldy dOrfn mINh pYx lwg ipaf qF pihly nftk df suafd vI mfiraf jfAU. pr prbMDk nf mMny. kihx lwgy, “kus nI huMdf jI. qusIN dUjf nftk vI ivKfAu. sfzy ipMz dy lok nI ihldy, BfvyË mINh Cwz mINh df ipAu af jfvy. pihlI vfr qF sfzy ipMz ivwc nftk ho irhY. iehnF nUM qF nftk rwbNo ByjI koeI dfq eI lgdI aY. mINh-mUMh nUM kI gOÜdy aY ieh imhnqF dy BMny hoey ikrqI lok.”
prbMDkF dI ieh gwl sux ky mYnUM bVI hYrfnI hoeI. dUjy nftk ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ dI asIN CyqI-CyqI iqafrI kIqI qy ds-pMdrF imMt dy Ìrk nfl hI iesdf mMcx krnf ÈurU kr idwqf. ies nftk dy ÈurU hox dy nfl hI rwb vwloN vI ikximx-ikximx hoxI ÈurU ho geI jF ies qrHF kih lvo ik pMjfb dy pyNzU rMgmMc dy duÈmx ÈYqfn rfkÈF ny sfzy ies nftk dI pyÈkfrI ivwc ivGn pfAux dI pUrI Tfx leI. grmI dI ruwq huMdI qF asIN rwb jF ÈYqfn rfkÈF df kot-kot DMnvfd krnf sI pr PrvrI dy mhIny ivwc ieh ikximx-ikximx AuhnF vwloN vrHfey kihr dy qIr lgdy sn. nftk df pfqr pIqf qF mMc AuWqy KVHf ieh zfielfg bol irhf sI, “awg kI vrHdI aY cfcf isMaF, bs puwC eI kus nf; kF-awK inkldI aY” qy AuWqoN izg rhIaF sn TMZIaF-Tfr kxIaF; vg rhI sI Twky dI TMZI iqwKI hvf! pr kOx ‘sfihb nUM afKy beI ieMj nI, ieMj kr.’ so BfeI, jyT-hfV dI ruwq dy ipCokV vflf nftk asIN isaflF dI TMZI-Tfr ruwq ivwc krdy rhy. kmfl dI gwl ieh ik drÈk vI AusnUM AuhnF arQF ivwc lYNdy rhy ijnHF arQF ivwc klkfr iesnUM pyÈ kr rhy sn.
ÉYr, ieh ibrqFq qF mYN isrP ieh qwQ dwsx leI kIqf hY ik vIhvIN sdI dy aÉIrly dhfikaF ivwc pMjfb dIaF pyNzU rMgmMzlIaF ikho-ijhIaF siQqIaF ivwc afpxy nftk krn ivwc ruwJIaF hoeIaF sn qy nfl hI ieh dwsx leI vI ik ies smyN ivwc pMjfb dy ipMzF dy drÈkF ivwc nftk vyKx dI ikMnI vwzI BuwK qy iKwc huMdI sI. afAu, hux afpF mINh-kxI dy prsMg nUM Cwz ky ‘gfÜF nUM ienfm’ vfly ibrqFq vwl afpxI gwl df ruÉ moVIey. ieh qF aYvyN gwl ivcoN gwl inklx vflI gwl hI sI. myry nftk ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ ivwc pIqy amlI nF df pfqr ‘pIqf’ keI QFvF Auqy qy do-iqMn siQqIaF ivwc keI pyNzU gfÜF dI vrqoN krdf hY. BfvyN nftk ivwc pIqy amlI rfhIN vrqIaF bfkI gfÜF df vI ieQy “idMdy gfÜF nUM ijQy siqkfr lokIN” vflI AukqI nfl kfPI sMbMD juVdf hY pr ijhVy zfielfgF dI Audfhrx mYN ieQy dyx jf irhf hF AuhnF nUM qusIN gfÜF vfly bfkI zfielfgF dy pRiqinD zfielfgF dy qOr `qy lY skdy ho.
nftk ivwc ipMz dy sUdKor syT kFsI rfm nfl bihs ipaf pIqf amlI iewk aijhf pfqr hY ijhVf nMg-mulMg huMdf hoieaf vI ‘vwizaF-vwizaF’ (afriQk qOr `qy qgVy, DwkVÈfh, luwt-Ésuwt krn vfly bMidaF) nUM vI KrIaF-KrIaF suxfAux qoN nhIN zrdf. smfj ivclI afriQk nf-brfbrI, kfly DMDy dI kmfeI, rwb (Drm) vwloN ‘vwizaF’ dI ipwT pUrnI afid afriQk, rfjnIqk, smfjk qy Dfrimk vrqfiraF Auqy Auh coBF qy ivaMgF dy ieho-jy iqKy qIr kwsdf hY ik ieh ‘vwzy’ vI Aus nfl gwl krn qoN kMnI kqrfa jFdy hn. Auh amlI Ërur hY pr afm bMdy nfloN AusdI smfjk qy rfjnIqk cyqnqf bhuqI vI hY qy iqwKI vI. imsfl vjoN ipMz dy do nMbr df DMDf krn vfly srdfrF bfry nftk ivcly kFsI rfm syT nF dy pfqr nUM KrIaF-KrIaF suxfANudf hoieaf Auh guwsy ivwc ies qrHF dIaF gfÜF dI vrqoN vI kr jFdf hY:
“L L L LPyr, ahu srdfrF dy myry sfilaF dy awg lfeI nI lgdI.”
pr jdoN kFsI rfm syT ‘Drm’ dI Et ivwc ies sB kuwJ nUM ‘krmF dI Kyz’ jF ‘mwQy dI lkIr’ kih ky srdfrF df bcfAu krdf hY qF pIqf lutyiraF dy hwk ivwc Drm vwloN ‘mwQy dI lkIr’ (krm) dy Auhly ivwc huMdy afriQk ivBcfr nUM nMgf krdf hoieaf ies “isDFq’ dy pwKpfqI pwK vwl ieÈfrf krdf ies qrHf guwsy ivwc boldf hY:
“ikAuN, AuhnF dy mwQy rwb ny isAuny dy bxfey sI beI sfzy TIkry BMn ky bxf-qy? gwl kr; nf sfzy koloN ieho-jy kuwqy kMm hox qy nf hI AuhnF vFgUM Tfxy-kcHYrIeyN phuMc aY, Auie iqMn vfrI Cfpf mfr ky iqMn-iqMn iklo (aPIm) PVI geI, pr iksy BYx dy Xfr (Bfv puls vfÜy) ny bfq eI nI puwCI, pqf nI myry sfilaF koly kI igwdV-isMgI aY, qIjy idn TUh af vVdy ny Gry. (Pyr AuqFh rwb vwl mUMh kr ky) ikqy iQHaf-jy myrf sflf ijhVf iehnF dy krm ilKdY, Pyr qF puwC lIey goq”
jdoN pIqy amlI ny pYNdIaF kxIaF qy cldI TMZI hvf ivwc ies qrHF dIaF KrIaF-KrIaF qy qwqIaF-qwqIaF kFsI rfm syT nUM suxfeIaF qF drÈkF ny TMZ nfl iekwTIaF hoeIaF bFhF afpxIaF bukÜF ivcoN bfhr kZ ky qfVIaF dI gUMjfr lf idwqI. nftk Éqm hox qoN ipwCoN iqMn-cfr iksfn myry kol afey qy afpxy hwQF ivwc PVy hoey ds-ds dy not myry vwl vDfAuNdy hoey mYnUM ienfm dyx dy ierfdy nfl kihx lwgy, “afh kyrF PVIN bfeI sfzf ienfm “mYN not PVn qoN ienkfr kridaF hoieaF ikhf, “nhIN bfeI jI, ieh qusIN afpxy koÜ eI rwKo. asIN ies qrHF ienfm nI lYNdy huMdy. prbMDkF nfl ijMnf KoilHaf huMdY, Esy ivwc eI krdy huMny aF nftk. ies qrHF not lYx nUM asIN ikhVf gfAux vfly aF? QozI bhuq imhrbfnI “pr AuhnF ivcoN iewk myrI gwl dy jvfb ivwc kihx lwgf, “asIN QonUM gfAux vfly smJ ky nI dy rhy ieh ienfm bfeI. asIN qF ies kr ky idwnyN aF beI awj qwk sfzy ipMz ivwc qgiVaF nUM gfÜ nI kwZ sikaf koeI ijvyN qyry nftk dy pIqy amlI ny kwZI aY. aÈky qyry! kyrF qF rUh ÉuÈ kr-qI; PV lY sfzf grIbF df ienfm, sfzf idl nf qoV.”
hux qusIË hI dwso ieho-ijhy ienfmF-snmfnF nUM mYN ikvyN jvfb dyvF qy ikvyN afpxy nftkF ivcoN ieh mfn-snmfn dvfAux vflIaF gfÜF nUM Éfrj kr dyvF?
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a- ‘iehnF nUM qF BYx dy L L nUM’
gfÜF dy sMbMD ivwc myrI ieh Xfd iËlf mfnsf dy ipMz mIrpur Éurd nfl juVI hoeI hY. ies ipMz ivwc asIN 9 mfrc 1996 nUM myry do nftk ‘jdoN bohÜ roNdy hn’ qy ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ krn leI gey. nftk idny 11 vjy krny sn. asIË nON sfZy nON vjy qwk ies ipMz ivwc phuMc gey. nftkF dy ies progrfm df prbMD ipMz dy sQfnk nOjvfnF dy hwQ ivwc sI. cfh-pfxI pIx qoN bfd ieh nOjvfn prbMDk sfnUM ipMz dI Aus QF Auqy lY gey ijQy iehnF ny sfzy nftk krvfAuxy sn. ieh QF ipMz dy gurduafrf sfihb nfl lwgvIN iewk vfhvf KuwlHI QF sI. prbMDkF ny gurduafrf sfihb dI iewk kMD nfl PwitaF afid dI asQfeI styj bxfeI hoeI sI qy Ausdy sfhmxy hI ieh KuwlHI QF sI ijs ivwc pyNzU drÈkF dI BfrI igxqI nftk vyKx leI arfm nfl bYT skdI sI. styj dy jmF nfl lwgvIN kMD nfl gurduafrf sfihb dy aMdrly pfsy knfqF df Gyrf bxf ky prbMDkF ny sfzy klfkfrF dI iqafrI leI ‘grIn-rUm’ bxfieaf hoieaf sI. mMc qoN ‘grIn-rUm’ ivwc afAux leI kMD AuqoN dI afAuxf pYNdf sI qy ies mMqv leI prbMDkF ny gurduafrf sfihb vfly pfsy iewtF df iewk vfhvf mËbUq QVHf bxfieaf hoieaf sI. styj, sfAUNz afid dI asI cMgI qrHF inrK-prÉ kIqI qy sfnUM sB kuwJ qswlIbÉÈ lwigaf. qswlI kr ky ‘grIn-rUm’ ivwc nftk dI iqafrI krn ivwc ruwJ gey.
klfkfrF dy iqafrI krn df afrMB krn qwk hI drÈkF dI kfPI igxqI nftk vyKx leI nftk vflI QF Auqy puwj cuwkI sI qy bfkI drÈk tolIaF bxf-bxf af rhy sn. klfkfrF dI iqafrI hox dOrfn ielfky dy iewk AuTdy nOjvfn gfiek ny prbMDkF qoN afpxy gIq gfAux leI smF lY rwiKaf sI. Ausny afpxy gIq afrMB krn qoN pihlF afpxI gfiekI dy sMbMD ivwc lokF nUM jfxkfrI dyx leI gfiek ny afpxy nfl ilaFdf afpxf ‘styj-skwqr’ styj Auqy ieh kfrj krn leI lf idwqf. Aus ‘styj-skwqr’ ny afpxy gfiek dI BUimkf bMnHx vyly koeI aijhf lqIÌf suxf idwqf ijs ivwc koeI mfmUlI-ijhI gfÜ Èfiml sI. sfhmxy bYTy drÈkF nUM gfÜ vflI gwl cMgI nf lwgI. cMgI kI, AuhnF Ausdf kfPI burf mMnfieaf. drÈkF ivcoN iewk KUMzy vflf bfbf KVHf ho ky Aus nOjvfn styj-skwqr nUM rokdf hoieaf guwsy ivwc boilaf, “bMd kr Auie ieh gMdmMd, dINhdf nI qYnUM sfhmxyN DIaF-BYxF bYTIaF? jy suxfeINdY qF koeI ieho-ijaf ieiqhfs suxf ijs ivwc koeI isiKaf dyx vflI gwl hovy; ijhVf DIaF-BYxf ivwc bYT ky suxn vflf hovy “bfby df guwsf vyK ky Aus nOjvfn ny mfPI mMg ky afpxI sur bdl leI qy Auh ieho-ijaf prsMg suxfAux lwg ipaf ijhVf ‘DIaF-BYxF ivwc bYT ky suxn vflf’ sI.
jdoN ieh vrqfrf vriqaf Aus smyN mYN ipwCy ‘grIn-rUm’ ivwc sI. ies leI ieh sfrI Gtnf nf hI afpxy awKIN vyK sikaf sI qy nf hI afpxy kMnF nfl cMgI qrHF sux sikaf sI. pr myrf iewk klfkfr ivjY bydI, ijsdf rol pihly nftk ivwc iblkul aÉIr ivwc sI qy hY vI bhuq Gwt sI qy ijhVf rol dUr hox kfrn byiÌkr hoieaf awgy styj kol KVHf Aus styj-skwqr nOjvfn dI lqIÌybfËI sux irhf sI, ny ieh sB kuwJ afpxIaF awKF nfl vyK vI ilaf sI qy kMnF nfl sux vI. Aus mMc-skwqr dI ‘lfh-pfh’ hoeI vyK ky Auh Bwijaf-Bwijaf grIn-rUm ivwc afieaf qy afAux-sfr hI Gbrfht ijhI ivwc boilaf, “pRoPYsr sfihb, bMd kr idAu nftk dI iqafrI krnI, afpxy nftk nI eyQy hoxy.” AusdI gwl sux ky mYN hYrfn hoey ny puwiCaf, ““ikAuN, kI gwl ho geI? hoxy ikAuN nI?” Auh awKIN vyKI qy kMnI suxI mYnUM dwsx lwgf, “ahu styj `qy bol rhy muMzy ny iewk cuwtklf suxfAuNidaF ivwc dI iewk mfmUlI ijhI gfÜ kwZ idqI. iewk buVHy ny KUMzf iKwc ilaf, afpxy qF nftk ivwc gfÜF eI gfÜF ny. iehnUM ikvyN Kyzx dyxgy Auh?” AusdI gwl sux ky mYN muskrf ipaf qy jvfb idwqf, “koeI nI afpF nUM nI kuwJ afKdy. afpxy nftk pUry cwlxgy. byiPkr rih.”
ivjy bydI myrf purfxf klfkfr sI. Auh 1980 dy nyVy-qyVy myry nftk ‘bgfny bohV dI CF’ ivwc kFsI rfm syT df rol kiraf krdf sI. Auh rol Ausdy Aus idn (Bfv 9 mfrc 1996) qwk vI Xfd sI. bfd ivwc kFsI rfm df rol krn vfly myry mMc df klfkfr jy ikqy iksy nf-tfÜy jfx vfly kMm kfrn nf jf skdf huMdf qF mYN ivjy bydI nUM ieh rol krn leI lY jfieaf krdf sI. AuNj vI ivjy ny mYnUM kih rwiKaf sI ik kbIldfrI dy kMmF-DMiDaF ivwc vDyry Pisaf hox kr ky Auh nftkF leI bJvF qy bfkfiedf smF qF nhIN kwZ skdf pr jy ikqy Ausdy rol vflf adfkfr iksy kfrn nftk krn nf jf skdf hovy qF ies sMkt dI GVI mYN AusnUM ËrUr Xfd kr ilaf krF. hor nhIN qF ies bhfny purfxIaF XfdF hI qfËf ho jfieaf krngIaF. Aus idn vI ieh rol krn vfly sfzy klfkfr nUM mOky `qy koeI bhuq ËrUrI kMm af ipaf sI qy ivjY dI AuplBdI df pqf kr ky mYN Aus klkfr nUM CuwtI dy ky AusdI QF nftk ivwc kMm krn leI ivjy nUM ies idn ies ipMz lY afieaf sI. nftk ‘jdoN bohÜ rodyN hn’ ivwc vI Ausdf iewk syT df hI rol sI pr ieh rol bhuq hI Cotf sI qy ieh rol hY vI mUk (cuwp) aiBnY ivwc sI. myrI gwl sux ky ivjy kihx lwgf, “afpF nUM ikvyN nI kihxgy kus, jd Aus muMzy dI inwkI-jI gfÜ `qy KUMzf cwk ilaf Aus bozÜ-jy buVHy ny?”
AusdIaF gwlF sux-sux ky myry bfkI klfkfr muskVIeyN hwsx lwgy. Auh ies ipMz ivwc nftk krn qwk ieho-ijhy ipMzF ivwc iehnF nftkF dy drjnF Èoa kr cuwky sn. kdy ikqy vI iksy ny nftk ivclIaF gfÜF ‘qy nrfËgI prgt nhIN sI kIqI. sgoN iehnF gfÜF sdkf pyNzU drÈkF ny ÈfbfÈ hI idwqI sI. mYN ivjy bydI nUM AusdI gwl dy jvfb ivwc hfsy nfl ikhf, “Pyr qUM ikAuN zrdF? gfÜF qF jgqfr dy zfielfgF ivwc ny, ieh afpy BugqU. qyrf qF, pihly nftk ivwc gflF Cwz, AuNj hI zfielfg koeI nI. dUjy ivwc ijhVy qyry zfielfg ny Auh sfry syTF vfly ny, luwc-imwTy qy pocvyN-pocvyN. qUM vfDU eI zrI jfnYN.” myrI gwl dy jvfb ivwc ivjy Pyr kihx lwgf, ““qYNbV mfrn vyly Auh ieh QoVf vyKxgy beI gfÜF kIhdy zfielfgF ivwc sI qy kIhidaF ivwc nhIN? kuwtx vyly qF ipMzF afly jwt-bfby vfZf eI Dr lYNdy ny sfiraF df. dyiKAu ikqy grIb-mfr kr idAuN? myry qF ajy jbfk vI Coty-Coty ny.” klfkfr jgqfr AusnUM kihx lwgf, “ikAuË Xfr bydI aYvyN mok mfrI jfnYN, kus nI huMdf, kpVy bdl lY afpxy. asIN qF iqafr aF. nftk ÈurU krIey.” jgqfr dI gwl sux ky ivjy nftk leI afpxy kpVy bdlx leI iqafr qF ho igaf pr afpxy mn aMdrlf BY Ëfihr kry bgYr Pyr vI nf rih sikaf. boilaf, ““lgdY, KUMzy Kf ky eI afAU smJ sfrI aslIaq dI.”
nftk krn dI iqafrI kr ky asIN nftk “jdoN bohÜ roNdy hn” df mMcx krnf ÈurU kr idwqf. ivjy df rol ikAuNik nftk dy aÉIr ivwc sI ies leI Auh iewk pfsy KVH ky nftk ivwc jgqfr rfhIN inBfey jy rhy mfDoN dy ikrdfr dy mUMhoN inkldIaF gfÜF vflI GVI dI AuzIk krn lwgf. mYN vI Ausdy kol hI KVHf sI. jdoN gfÜF vflI nftkI siQqI afeI qF drÈk nftk ivwc pUrI qrHF KuBy hoey sn. Auh ‘KUMzy vflf bfbf’, ijsny lqIÌy ivwc gfÜ dI vrqoN krn vfly gfiek nfl dy styj-skwqr nOjvfn nUM ‘avf-qvf’ bolx qoN POrn cuwp krvf idwqf sI, mUMh-twzIN mMc Auqy ho rhy kfrj nUM vyK irhf sI. mYN ‘KUMzy vfly bfby’ vwl ieÈfrf krdy hoey ivjy nUM bfby df ichrf vyKx leI ikhf. bfbf pUrf ÉuÈ sI. ivjy acMiBq ijhf hoieaf kdy bfby vwl vyKy qy kdy myrI vwl. bfkI sYNkVy drÈkF dy mUMh vI bfby dI hI hfmI Brdy sn. nftk ivclIaF gfÜF ikhVIaF qy ikho-ijhIaF sn, AuhnF ivcoN iewk-do dIaF vMngIaF vI vyK lvo:
—— ““Auie af-jf, af-jf Bgq isaF, af-jf. vg-gy afpdI BYx dy icwcV.”
—— “iehnF nUM puwCx vflf hovy beI avdI inwkI dy kus lwgidAu, asIN afpxy inwky-inafixaF df iZwz BrIey ik QozIaF ikÈqF? “
—— “BYx dy XfrF ny af ky ivafh ivwc hor eI bI df lyKf pf Diraf. sfrf mIt mwc igaf Xfr qfieaf.”
ieh gfÜF pVH ky quhfzy ivcoË mD ÈRyxI dy bhuqy ihpokrYt lokF, ijMnHF nUM iswDy-sfdy ikrqI lok “dMBI’ afKdy hn, Èfied ieh lwgy ik ieh gfÜF swcmuwc KUMzy mrvfAux dIaF hwkdfr ny. qy jy mYnUM vI iehnF gfÜF dy pirpyK qy prsMg df igafn nf hovy qF Èfied mYN vI ieho gwl khF: “bMd kro Auie zrfmf. ikQy gMd pfieaY. dINhdf nI QonUM sfhmxyN DIaF-BYxF bYTIaF?”
pr sfzf nftk cwlx vyly drÈkF ny aijhf ikAuN nhIN kIqf? ieh ies kr ky nhIN kIqf ikAuNik nftk ivwc idwqIaF gfÜF df afriQk luwt-Ésuwt vflf iewk pirpyK bxdf sI, iewk prsMigkqf bxdI sI. ieh pirpyK, ieh prsMigkqf ikvyN bxdI sI? ieh ies qrHF bxdI sI: Bgqf iewk grIb iksfn hY. Aus aqy afriQk pwKoN lwg-Bwg Aus vrgy hI Ausdy sIrI mfDo dI Cy mhIinaF dI krVI imhnq dI kmfeI (kxk) AuhnF dy Gr ivwc ZoeI jf rhI hY. Gr afeI ies kxk sdkf sfrf pirvfr ÉuÈI ivwc KIvf cfeIN-cfeIN kxk Zo irhf hY. ies ÉuÈI nUM nftk dy afrMB ivwc gfeIaF gIq dIaF iehnF sqrF ivwc ies qrHF prgtfieaf igaf hY:
bfhI, bIjI, vwZI qy kwZI ijhVI
kxk jwt dy Gr nUM afAux lwgI.
sfrf twbr nÈeI-ijaf hoey iPiraf
ÉuÈI ivhVy ‘c BMgVy pfAux lwgI.
sfrf twbr aYnf ÉuÈ hY ik ieh aMdrlI ÉuÈI AuhnF dI hr gwl qy hr kfrj ivcoN Put-Put pYNdI hY. BoÜf qy iswDf-sfdf pirvfr Gr-afeI QoVHI kxk nUM aMgdf vI bhuqI kr ky hY. afriQk QuVF df mfiraf AuhnF df mn cfhuMdf jo ieho hY beI ieh kxk vwD qoN vwD hovy. Gr ivwc vwizaF nUM lwgdf hY ik ies ‘bhuqI’ kxk dy Gr afAux nfl AuhnF dI kbIldfrI dy sfry msly ikAuNty jfxgy. kuVI df ivafh vI ho jfAU, Gr dI kwcI bYTk pwkI ivwc qbdIl ho jfAU, syTF qy afVHqIaF df lYxf-dyxf vI mukfieaf jfAU afid-afid. ies ÉuÈI dy mOky Gr ivwc Jtkf (mIt) Kfx vfly Gr dy jIaF dI mMg nUM muwK rK ky Jtkf ilaf ky bxn leI cuwlHy AuWqy rwiKaf jFdf hY. Bgqf, ijhVf afp dfrU nUM mUMh qwk nhIN lfAuNdf, ies ÉuÈI dI GVI afpxy sIrI mfDo qy Bgqy dy vwzy muMzy afsvMq dI iCt-iCt (Èrfb) pIx dI rIJ pUrI krn leI Tyky qoN boql vI ilaf idMdf hY. iCt-iCt pI ky ÉuÈI ivwc afey Auh ‘gpOV’ vI pUry Czdy hn. Bgqy nUM ibn pIiqaF hI nÈf ciVHaf hoieaf hY. ies sfry KyVy dy ipwCy iewk hI mno-ivigafnk kfrn hY qy Auh hY Cy mhIinaF dI krVI imhnq dI kmfeI df Gr afAuxf. qy jdoN Gr ivwc Gr dy sfry jIaF dIaF Purr-Purr aHOV rhIaF gwlF qy PurqIly kfrj rfhIN ieh ÉuÈI afpxy isÉr Auqy puwjI huMdI hY qF aYn Aus vkq bfhroN guaFZIaF df iewk muMzf Bwijaf-Bwijaf afAuNdf hY qy ‘gpOVF mfr’ rhy iksfn Bgq isMG nUM afKdf hY, “Auie qfieaf Bfjf jy BwjINdY. bYNk afly afAuNdy aY jIp dubwlIN.” suxidaF hI Bgqy dI surq bOdÜ jFdI hY qy Gbrfey nUM AusnUM ieh vI nhIN suJdf ik ies sMkt dI GVI Auh kI kry, kI nf kry? mfDo qUVI vflI sbfq ivwc lukx dI slfh idMdf hY qy Auh Bwj ky qUVI vflI sbfq ivwc hI jf lukdf hY. mfDo kfhlI-kfhlI ‘dfrU’ dI boql iewk pfsy lukHo idMdf hY. afsvMq kMD tp ky guaFZIaF dy Gr jf vVdf hY. gwl kI, sfry rMg ivwc BMg pY jFdI hY.
Gr ivwc Bgq isMG dy Gr vflI nsIb kur, AusdI DI bIbo, Ausdf Cotf muMzf pwpU qy Ausdf sIrI mfDo hI rih jFdy hn. ipMz dy srpMc nUM lY ky sihkfrI bYNk df ienspYktr afAuNdf hY. qy Gr af ky jd AusnUM pqf lgdf hY ik Bgq isMG Gr ivwc nhIN qF AusnUM ieh Èwk ho jFdf hY ik Ausdy afAux df pqf lwg jfx kr ky Bgqy nUM iksy pfsy dbwl idwqf igaf hY. iesy kr ky guwsy ivwc afieaf Auh krËy dIaF ikÈqF nf-Brn leI Bgq isMG dI Gr vflI nsIb kur nUM puwTIaF-iswDIaF qy qwqIaF-TMZIaF suxfAux lwg pYNdf hY. nfl dI nfl ieh vI qfVnf krdf hY ik jy ies vfr vI bYNk qoN ley krjy dIaF ikÈqF nf BrIaF qF Auh Bgq isMG nUM jylH dI hvf ivKf dyvygf. ies qrHF dIaF sO-sO suxf ky jd ienspYktr vfips cilaf jFdf hY qF mfDo qUVI vflI sbfq ivwc lukHy Bgq isMG nUM bfhr afAux leI afvfË idMdf hoieaf bYNk vfilaF ivruD afpxy dby hoey guwsy df pgtfvf ieh gfÜ dy ky ies qrHF kZdf hY:
—— “af-jf, af-jf Bgq isMaF. cly gey avdI BYx dy icwcV *”
qy Pyr jd Bgq isMG bfhr af jFdf hY qF Aus nfl krjy qy bYNk vfilaF bfry gwl krdf mfDo iksfnI dIaF afriQk muÈklF vwl ieÈfrf krdf bÜk vfilaF pRiq afpxI iGrxf qy guwsf prgtfAuNidaF hoieaf afpxy idl dI BVfs ieMj kZdf hY:
—— “iehnF nUM puwCx vflf hovy beI avdI inwkI dy kus lwg idAu, asIN afpxy inwky inafixaF df iZwz BrIey ik QozIaF ikÈqF? “
qy jd srpMc bldyv isMG ieh kihMdf hY: “srkfrI pYsy aY dwby qF jFdy nI.” qF nsIb kur jvfb idMdI hoeI afKdI hY: “nf dwby qF nI jFdy bldyv isaF! pr ies mry puwqF vfly nUM koeI ieh qF puwCy beI iesny ieh byeImfnf kIqf qF ikhVI gwloN? asIN BfeI Qozy LvFgUM mrwibaF dy mflk qF hY nI. ijhVy cfr iClV kmfey sI Auh iehdI JoÜI pf afey. pr ieh bYTI byVI afÜf aYsf byeImfn inkilaf beI pihly bol eI muwkr igaf beI ikhVy idwqy sI qusIN mYnUM ZfvyN?”
qy ies Bwj-dOV qy lukHx-lukHfAux ivwc jd cuwlHy ‘qy irJxf rwiKaf mIt mwc jFdf hY qF iKiJaf hoieaf afsvMq mfDo nUM af ky dwsdf hY:
—— ““BYx dy XfrF ny af ky ivafh ivwc hor eI bI df lyKf pf Diraf. sfrf mIt mwc igaf Xfr qfieaf.”
hux qusIN hI dwso ik krjy dy Bfr hyTF dwby ipMzF dy ikrqI lok ieho-ijhIaF siQqIaF dOrfn nftkF ivwc kwZIaF gfÜF nUM ikvyN ieh kihxgy: “bMd kr Auie ieh gMdmMd. dINhdf nI QonUM sfhmxyN DIaF-BYxF bYTIaF? L L L?”
nftk Éqm hox qoN bfd mYN ivjy bydI nUM Aus bfby kol lY igaf ijsdy KUMzy koloN zrdf Auh sfnUM nftk dI iqafrI krn qoN vrj irhf sI. bfby nUM iewk pfsy kr ky mYN puwiCaf, “bËurgo, ikvyN lwigaf nftk?” qF bfby df jvfb sI: “bhuq vDIaf lwigaf Èyrf! kmfl eI kr-qI qusIN qF.” iPr mYN rwqf afpxy koloN gwl bxf ky sPfeI pyÈ krn dy lihËy ivwc ikhf, “nftk ivwc sfzy iewk bysmJ-jy muMzy qo do iqMn gfÜF inkl geIaF sI. Auh nftk ivwc qF hY-nI, pr Aus mUrK qoN afp eI inklgIaF. mfPI cfhuMdy hF.”
bfby ny pqf hY kI jvfb idwqf? bfby ny ieh jvfb idwqf, “mfPI kfhdI? iehnF nUM qF BYx dy XfrF nUM hor suxfAuxIaF sI qwqIaF-qwqIaF.”
hux qusIN hI dwso ik mYN afpxy nftkF ivwc ieho-ijhIaF siQqIaF ivwc afpxy pfqrF dy mUMhF ivwc ieho-ijhIaF gfÜF pfieaf krF ik nf?
(Cp rhI pusqk ‘myrIaF rMgmMcI XfdF’ ivcoN)