pRvfsI khfxI

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“qUM iedF nf soc. qnfvF nUM nijTIdf huMdf. mYN qYnUM dsdI hF pRvfsI khfxI kI hY.” ieh gwl dsky khfxI mF ny mYnUM afpxy klfvy ivwc lY ilaf. “pRvfsI khfxI awj afpxy jobn qy hY qy mYnUM mfx hY myry mflI bVy suihrd hn.” ieh mfiKAuN ipafry bol khfxI dy sn jdoN mYN afpxy idl ivwc vsI khfxI nUM ieh puwiCaf ik pRvfsI khfxI nUM ikvyN pRBfiÈq kIqf jf skdf hY, aYsI pRiBÈf ijsdI koeI vI ivafiKaf nf hovy. myry bwcy myrI ieh krUMbl AudoN PutI sI jdoN sBqoN pihly pMjfbI ny pRvfs Dfiraf sI. mYN qF hr jgHf ivafpk hF. bfby nfnk ny jdoN afid swc jugfid swc Aucfiraf sI qF myry kMn pOxF dy bolF awgy JolI awzI KwVy sn. mYN afpxI BrI BuMknI JolI hmyÈF hI iehdy vfrsF dy hvfly krn leI qrlomwCI hoeI hF. mYN dfdI nUM ËrIaf bxfky bwicaF qwk phuMcdI sF. bwcy mYnUM sdf hI ipafr krdy afey hn. myry asr dI sInfjLorI vyKky hI dfdI ny kdy vI idny bfq nf pfAuNx dI JUTI mUTI ijhI khfxI GV leI. aKy rfhIaF nUM rfh Bul jFdy hn. dfdI df ieh JUT mYnUM hmyÈF hI inafrf ipafrf lwgf. Auh krdI vI kI? suxIaF suxfeIaF bfqF ivwc Ausny afpf vI qy Èfml krnf huMdf sI. purfxIaF imwQF nUM nivafAuNdI dfdI mYnUM smyN df hfxI bxfky iksy rfjkumfr dy GoVy qy suafr krky bwicaF dy cyiqaF nUM vrqmfn smfijk vrqfry nfl joVdI. hux huxy huxy juafn hoey nvyN nvyN myry pfqr rfhIaF nUM rfh qF BulfAuNxgy hI pr klpnf dy GoiVaF qy cVy ieh pfqr rfhIaF dy hmrfh bxky rfh BfvyN Buwl jFx pr rfhoN Btkdy nhIN sn qy mYN ieh ijMmyvfrI dfdI nUM sONpI hoeI sI. dfdI myry nfloN ijafdf isafxI sI. Auh iËMdgI dy qËrby pIVI dr pIVI afpxy vfrsF dy hvfly krdI rhI. kmilaf qUM kdy gOr nhIN kIqf hoxf dfdI khfxI suxfAuNdI suxfAuNdI awD-pwcDI suxfky ivcoN AuWTky duwD nUM jfg lfAux qur jFdI hY. bwcy kfhly pey AusdI susqI pey vyKdy hn. Auh cftI nUM Zwk svfr ky hI muVdI hY. mYnUM ivclI gwl df pqf hY. ieh gwl ivafiKaf vflI hY. BfvyN mYN ivafiKaf psMd nhIN krdI. pr mYN vI kI krF kdy kdy nvIaF lIhF Ausfrn vfly ivdroh krdy hn. myry cOKty nUM moklf krdy, myry vfrs pIVIaF dI AusfrI soc nUM prnfky smfijk vrqfry nUM hor amIr krdy rhy. nvIaF pYVF iksy ivÈy nUM jnm idMdIaF qy myrf kMm sI AunHF pYVF dI AuWg-suwg nUM rOickqf nfl mflf mfl krky iksy mflI nUM ptokI mfrnI. klpnf gVuwc soc AuzfrI nfl koeI mYnUM ilK idMdf qy myrI jfiedfd ivwc vfDf ho jFdf, kdy kdy ieh vfDf Zyr sfrf vI ho jFdf. ies drpx nUM qusIN sihq kih skdy ho.
“pr siqkfrXog khfxI mF Auh dfdI vflI gwl qF qUM ivcoN hI Kf geI. qUM disaf hI nhIN Auh duD nUM jfg lfAux vflI gwl.”
“gwl qyry pwly nhIN peI. mYN aYsy krky hI cuwp vwt leI sI. jy qyry pwly vI nhIN peI iPr qy dsxf hI pAU. ikqy qyry suxn vfly guwsf hI nf kr jFx ik ieh ivafiKaf ikAuN kIqI. myry bwcy ivafiKaf koeI ijMn BUq nhIN huMdf khfxI ivc. ijQy loV hY, AuWQy krnI hI cfhIdI hY. dfdI df qËrbf qF Auho jfxy jF Auhdy jfnx DIaF-puwq pr duD df rfqo rfq dhIN bnfAuxf qy khfxI suxf ky afpxy bwcy dI mfsUmIaq dy kMj kvfry duD ivwc afpxy sMskfrF df Kwtf lfAuxf ieh dfdI df Auho kMm sI jo AusdI dfdI ny AusnUM isKfieaf sI. afeI bfq pkV ivc?’
“gwl qF smJ af geI pr jrf aOKf kr geI hY. koeI sOKI ijhI dlIl dyvyN qF cMgf hY.”
“lY qUM sOKf ho lY. jy qUM kihxf hovy ik cMn mwKxf, blrfj cImf myrf cfcf nhIN myrf qfieaf hY. iesdI aMgryËI bxfE. qF vwzy qoN vwzf vI ivafiKaf hI krygf ik nhIN.”
“cl bIbI bhuq ho igaf ivafiKaf df Kulfsf. koeI afpxI hor gwl suxf.”
“vYsy mYN ieh dsxf ËrUrI nhIN smJdI ik mYN asl ivwc hF kI. sfry jfxdy hn ik khfxI buinafdI qOr qy ibrqFq hY. GtnfvF awqy anuBvF dI lVI hI ibrqFq nhIN huMdI blik koeI vI cIË iËMdgI dy pRvfh ivwc Èfml ho jfey Auh ibrqFq ho jFdI hY. keI ivdvfn myrI Aumr bfry sLMkf krdy hn. AusnUM dhfikaF ivwc vMzky ieh socdy hn ik asl ivwc myrf jnm kdoN hoieaf qy myrf suBfa kI hY myry pirvfr nUM nOldy hoey vMzIaF pfAuNdy hn. clo TIk hY Gto Gwt Auh suihrd qF hn qy mYnUM smJx leI afpxy ividafrQIaF nUM sOKf vI krdy hn. myry vwK vwK pihlUaF dy swc nUM jfnx leI AuhnF dIaF koiÈÈF kfibly qfrIP hn. AuhnF dIaF pYmfieÈF df hI iswtf hY pRvfsI khfxI. BfvyN AuhnF dy PIiqaF nfl mYN bhuqf sihmq nhIN. iesqrF df inKyVf qF myrIaF bfrIkIaF nUM smJx leI ËrUrI vI hY. pRvfsI khfxI qF nvyN qËribaF dI sMBfvnF nfl pihl dy aDfr qy pVI jFdI hY.
ÈRyxI vMz nUM pfsy rwKky sBqoN ËrUrI qF sfriQkqf hY. mYN pihlF iËkr kIqf sI ik myrf jnm qF AudoN hoieaf jdoN pihly pMjfbI ny pRvfs Dfiraf sI. hux iewQy do gwlF dsx vflIaF hn. Aus pihly pMjfbI df khfxI srUp, jo Ausdy idl idmfg qy AuWkiraf hoieaf hY. ijsnfl AusdIaF buinafdI kdrF kImqF vfbsqf hn. Ausdf Auh swc ijsnUM Auh aMqm swc smJdf hY. ies vkq Auh jhfjoN AuWqiraf Auh iewk aYsI dunIaF nUM vyK irhf hY jo AusleI asloN prfeI hY. prfeI ies krky hY ik AusdIaF awKF qy iewk prMmprk pwtI bwJI hoeI hY. Ausdy vyKx cfKx leI iewko hI iKVkI KulI hoeI hY. asl ivwc Eh isrÌ afriQk suDfr leI hI afieaf hY. vYsy koeI guwsf nf kr jfey mYN smUihk rUp dI gwl kr rhI hF. awjkl keI guwsf vI CyqI hI kr jFdy hn. iesleI mYN nflo nfl inbyVy krI jFdI hF. hF qy ies smUh dy iewk bisLMdy nUM ies vKry smfj ny ajy pRBfivq krnf hY qF hI qy pRvfsI khfxI dy rUp ivwc myrf jnm hoxf hY.
lvo sBdy sfhmxy siQqIaF dy XQfrQ ny Ausdy swc dI lgfm PV leI hY. mYnUM pqf sI AusdI soc ny pRBfivq hoxf hY qy ieh koeI ieiqhfs nhIN blik khfxI hY. ieh khfxI ajy ilKI nhIN geI pr iesdf srUp hoNd ivwc af igaf hY. hux ies srUp nUM iewk vDIaf iÈlp dI loV hY.
iewk vKry mfhOl ivwc ivcridaF kuwJ ivÈy mYnUM lBx qur pey. smyN dy nfl pihly mnuwK dy swc vI bdly qy aMqm swc dI Dfrnf vI bdl geI. pRvfs Dfry mnuwK dy bdly swc df ieiqhfs jdoN mYnUM ilKx vfly iksy lyKk dI klm qy ciVaf qF Ausny rOickqf nfl ies swc nUM ieiqhfs nfloN inKyVky KVf kr idwqf. asIN iesnUM glp kihMdy hF. aMgryËI ivwc iesdf smfn arQ iPkÈn hY. iesdf arQ JUT huMdf hY. ieh JUT Èbd mYnUM aKrdf hY. khfxI hmyÈF aswc huMdI hY. pr aswc hoky vI swc huMdI hY. jy qusIN myry ieMn ibMn arQ iËMdgI ivwc lBx qurogy qF Auh quhfnUM nhIN imlxgy. so Auh qwQ klipq hn aqy jo klipq hY Auh sQUl swc nhIN hY iewk imwQ hY. pr ieh aswc iewk jfixaF smiJaf hY. ies aswc dy mfieny swc huMdy hn. ies aswc nUM ivAuNqxf klf hY. ies ivAuNq sdkf hI qF mYN idlF ivwc vsdI hF. iksy vI khfxIkfr dI jy klf nUM jfnxf hovy qF ieh gwl vyKxI bxdI hY ik Auh khfxI nUM ivAuNqdf ikvyN hY?
mYnUM pRvfsI khfxI kihx vfly vizafeI dy rhy hn ikAuNik mYN pMjfbI khfxI dI Auh tihxI hF jo hux afpxIaF jVF nfl mËbUqI nfl juV cuwkI hY. myry leI ieh mfx vflI gwl hY ik pRvfsI khfxI dy Kfny ivwc rwKI koeI vI rcnf pihl dy aDfr qy pVI qy prKI jFdI hY. iesdf kfrx nvyN ivÈy vI hn qy myry isrjk vI. pr kuwJ gwlF krnIaF myry leI ËrUrI ho geIaF hn. ivÈy nUM prMmprk cOKty ivwc rwKky qy awKF qy pwtI bMnky ilKxf TIk nhIN. sfihq df ieh rUp qF iewk inrml pRvfh hY. nvyN nvyN ivÈy afpxy nvIn idsihidaF nfl cfnx ivwc jËb ho rhy hn. hoxy vI cfhIdy hn. ieh kflf icwtf, afdrÈ, XQfrQ, Boly Bfly lokF nfl vrq irhf krUr vrqfrf, ieh sfrf cfihaf jF axcfihaf smfijk vrqfry dy asl nUM inrDfirq kr irhf hY. smfj ivcrI jfvy, lyKk ilKI jfvy qy pfTk pVI jfvy, ieh kfÌI nhIN hY. khfxI ivwc jy idRÈtI nhIN qF smJ lvo khfxI dy sMdrB ivwc smfj, lyKk qy pfTk sfry hI JwK mfr rhy hn. ieh koeI sMdyÈ vI nhIN ikAuNik myrf sMdyÈ dyxf bxdf vI nhIN. hF mYN byprvfhI kdy vI pRvfn nhIN kIqI. mYN qF ieqnf hI khFgI, iewCf qF pfTk dI hY lyKk dI nhIN. lyKk jdoN afpxI rcnf df afp pfTk bxdf hY qF Auh jËbfqI vI ho skdf hY qy khfxI dy srUp ivcoN Auh afpxf muwK vyKx dI koiÈÈ krdf hY. iksy vI rcnf leI aYsI koiÈÈ Gfqk huMdI hY. rcnf qF Auh huMdI hY jo sMpUrn hoky afpxy isrjk nfloN nfqf qoV lvy. pwQr qy lIkF mfrn nfl pwQr df srUp nhIN bdlygf. nkfrfqmk dvMd pfTk dI soc nUM hlUxf mfrky AusnUM kuwJ nvF socx leI mËbUr krdf hY. nvyN psfrF ivwc nvIN idRÈtI hI myry pfTk leI nvIN iKVkI KoldI hY. msln Auh afpxy bwicaF nUM sunfAux dI bjfie AuhnF nUM suxnf psMd krn lwg pvy. pfTk qy lyKk ieko hI Drfql qy hox qy pfTk nUM lwgy ik mYN hF pr mYnUM pqf nhIN sI. ieh qy iesqrHF hoxf cfhIdf hY ik Pul jVH nUM puwCy DrqI dI Qfh pf leI ik nhIN qy jVH Pul nUM puwCy akfÈ ajy ikqnf ku dUr hY.
“bIbI iewk suafl hor hY. afm rfey hY ik khfxI ivwc kfivk BfÈf dI vrqoN iewk vrijq Pl vFg hY. kmËor BfÈf dI vrqoN df Twpf lfky khfxI dy asl nUM AuBfrn df mOkf kfivk BfÈf Qwly npIiVaf jFdf hY. mYN keIaF nUM puwiCaf Gwt qy AuhnF disaf bhuqf hY pr myrI qslI nhIN hoeI.”
“asl ivwc gwl ivwc ivcfly hY. mYnUM koeI Prk nhIN pYNdf. mYN qy isrÌ BfrU qy ZfhU mfniskqf brdfÈq nhIN krdI. keI vfrI qy keI isafxy iPlfsPIkl khfxI kihky KihVf CuzfAuxf cfhuMdy hn. mYN kdy vI iPlfsIPIkl nhIN huMdI. jy huMdI hY qF Auh iPlfsPI hY khfxI nhIN. vYsy ËubfndfnI vl ivÈyÈ iDafn dyx dI loV hY. asl muwdf qF sMquln hY. jy sohxy ÈbdF nfl pfTk dI rUh KuÈ huMdI hY qF iksy df iZz duKdf hY? ieh jrUrI nhIN ik KrvyN bol hI pfqr dI mfniskqf AuBfrdy hn. ivAuNqkfr df iswDf sbMD pfTk nfl hI hoxf hY jy pfTk qwk ingr rUp ivwc phuMc rhI hY qF vrijq Pl tuwkx ivwc koeI hrË nhIN. vYsy bfkIaF nfl vI slfh kr lvIN. myrI iewklI dI mrËI ikwQy cldI hY? mYN qF iewk ndI dI qrHF hF. myry pfxI sfP qy pfk hn. mYN bIqy ivcoN vihMdI hoeI vrqmfn ivwc vih rhI hF qy vrqmfn vwl jf rhI hF. myry suwcl moqIaF ny mYnUM suwcl kIqf hY. kudrqI rMgF nfl rMgI myrI rMgolI nUM hr pIVI ny sjdf kIqf hY. qusIN vI kro qy kuwJ aYsf kro ik afAux vfly myry DIaF puwqr mYnUM mfx dyx.