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myrf jnm rOiÜaF qoN nON ds sfl bfad df hY. mYN pfiksqfn kdy nhIN igaf. nkÈy qy hI dyiKaf hY. qF vI mYnUM rOiÜaF bfry vfhvf pqf hY. myry leI ieh iksy hwd qk aiBmMnU dy cwkr-ivXU suxn vFgUM hY. afpxy puriKaF qoN pfiksqfn bxn df duwK suxdf suxdf mYN iehdy bhuq nyVy ho igaf hF. ieh myry leI Éfs aihmIaq vfÜf hY. vwzI inmoÈI vfÜf hY. ieh myry leI inwj hoxf hY. myry vwizaF vzyiraF nUM Êurbq dy bUQy 'c Dwkx vflf hY.
myrf bfbf -rfm isMG qy pVdfdf ipMz Cwz ky bfr nUM gey sI murwibaF dy mflk bnx. awT-ds sfl swpF dIaF isrIaF imwD imwD ky do murwibaF dy vxF krIrF nUM pwt ky afbfd kIqf sI. bVI motI ËmIn sI. ieh murwby ienHF dy nF nf hoey - pqf nhIN lgdf ikEN. virHaF dI kmfeI koeI hor lY igaf. ieh kihMdy af ik aMgryË aPsr nUM iksy ny
Êlq dws idwqf. mflkI dyx afieaf Auh klm hor pfsy vfh igaf sI. pr ieh ËmIn vfhuMdy rhy sI. myrf bfp dsdf hY ik "pMj sO rupey nUM murwbf sI. bVI motI ËmIn sI; bMdf vwZ ky suwitaf AuWg afAuNdf. EdoN Ìsl vI sMnvIN hI kwZdy sI; pfxI dI qMgI sI. awjkl qF DrqI nUM XUrIey-ÈUrIey pf pf incoVI jFdy af, ieh ivcfrI kI kry".
bfby df twbr vwzf sI. vfhvf mfl zMgr sI. cMgI Ìsl-bfVI ho jFdI sI. cMgy KFdy pINdy ho gey sI. bfbf vrHy CmfhI iek do DIaF dy ivafh kr idMdf. ÈrIk iKwJdy; sVdy, Jurdy rihMdy iPr hOÜI hOÜI Kfr Kfx lwg peyy. bfbf, AuproQÜI dy qyrHF DIaF-puwqF df bfp sI. myrf bfp- hËfrf isMG- swqvyN QF hY. AunHF vyiÜaF dIaF gwlF krdf krdf
myrf bfp duKI ho jFdf sI. iPr kihMdf hY clo jfn qF bc geI sI. kdy kdy kih idMdf, ieho ijhI BuwK mrI dI vI kfhdI iËMdÊI?
srdy idnF dI gwl krdf myrf bfp dsdf hY ik iek vfrI koeI pRfhuxf imlx clf igaf qF ienHF ny mIËbfnI ihq mMjf ibsqrf krky isrHfxf dy idwqf. pRfhuxy ny jdoN Zoa lfeI qF boilaf: isrhfxy leI rMUa QuV igaf sI jo kfgq ivc pf qy. dfdI nUM pqf lwgf qF notF nfl Biraf isrhfxf CyqI bdl idwqf. bfp kihMdf hY: EdoN asIN ikhVf iksy ny
bYNkF dyKIaF sI. nf hI pqf sI beI bYNkF kI huMdIaF. bws eydF hI pYsy sFB leIdy sI.
hor dsdf hY iek vfr nrmy dI Ìsl vyc ky bfby ny iek sO awsI rupey pVdfdI nUM PVfey. kihMdf: lY afh sFB ky rwKIN. jdoN dys jfxf EdoN cfhIdy af. ieh ipMz nUM dys kihMdy sI. mfeI nUM pqf nf lwgy beI eyinaF pYisaF nUM ikwQy sFBy. afÉr Ehny kMD c morI kIqI. pYsy rUMa c lpyty qy morI c rwK idwqy; AuWqoN iPr ilp idwqf. jdoN arsy bfad loV peI qF bfby ny pYsy puwCy qF mfeI nUM Qhu Buwl igaf. pYsy lwBx nf. mfeI awkIN pÜfhIN hwQ mfrdI iPry. afÉr dfqI dI cuMJ nfl toh toh ky ijwQy dwby sI morI lwB peI. pr jdoN pwt ky dyiKaF qF awiDEN vwD not isANk ny Kf ley sI. vwzf nuksfn ho igaf sI. mfeI hOkf kr geI. bImfr ho geI. ÉUn dy jlfb lwg gey. iPr iksy hkIm qoN Ehdf ielfj krfieaf. hkIm ny slfh idwqI: iehdf hONslf vDfE. koeI Êm idl nUM lf bYTI hY.
ieh bfr nUM jfx vyÜy lohIaF qoN ryl gwzI PVdy sI qy iProËpur, husYnIvfÜ, ksUr, swKrroVI dy puÜ QfxIN rfeyivMz qoN 'gFh pwqokI, EkfVf, ÈfhIvfÜ iËly ivcdI hVwpf, murdfr-kfPI qoN cIcfvqnI qsIl QfxIN hoky ijMdfrfm kotlf dy lfgy cwk nMbr 67 phuMc jFdy. ieho gwzI gFh' mIeyN cMnUM rFhI mulqfn nUM cly jFdI sI. ieh ajy vI ÈfhIvfl hI kihMdy hn, goiraF iehdf nF imMtgumrI Diraf sI. qy jF iPr aMbrsr, atfrI QFxI lfhOr qy iPr awgy rfeyivMz vfÜy rUt rfhIN Gr puwjdy. keI vfr qF rotI vI Gry af ky hI KFdy. pihlI vfr ieh qur ky gey sI. pMdrF idnF 'c puhMcy sI. ijwQy nyrHf hoxf, gurduafry rih lYxf jF lMbVdfr nUM kihxf beI Plfny ipMzo afey aF qy bfr nUM cwly aF. Auhny swB bMdobsq kr dyxf. ieh rUt mYnUM dUxI dy phfVy vFg Xfd hn. mYN afpxI dfdI qy bfp qoN anykF vfr suxy hoey af. ienHF ipwCy cMgIaF XfdF vI hn - iensfnIaq dIaF imsflF hn. afpsI sFJ dIaF, duK suK dIaF, aOKy- BIVy vyly sr krn dIaF gwlF hn- jfxI Bly vyiÜaF dIaF BlIaf gwlF.
jdoN mYnUM mihMjodfVo qy hVwpf dI swiBaqf dI vizafeI df pqf lwgf qF mYN afpxy bfp nfl sFJI kIqI qF Eh moV ky Jwt boilaf, "hVwpf nhIN, aVHwpf, aVHwpf. bwly bwly, Eh qF Qyh sI. bhuq vwzf. keIaF ipMzF ijwzf sI ieh. ieh Êrk igaf sI. iehdf tyÈLx ÈfhIvfÜ qy cIcfvqnI dy ivcflyL af. lok eyQy zrdy jFdy nhIN sI huMdy. grkI hoeI QF qoN lok zrdy af." mYnUM afpxy nvyN igafn qy inmoÈI hoeI.
cwk nMbr 67 (167G) ivc myry bfp df gwBrU hoxf qy ÈfdIÈudf hoxf rih igaf hY. asl c ipMz df nF cwk nMbr iek sO sqfT jI sI. pr ieh sqfT cwk hI kihMdy. sfry cwkF dy nF ienHF Coty kIqy hoey sI. myrI mF nUM myrf nfnf kuC mhIny pihlF dys lY afieaf sI. ipMz ienHF leI dys sI. EdUM kuC mhIny pihlF bfbf myrI qfeI nUM vI Cwz igaf sI. mYN keI vfr kihMdF hF: qusIN pfiksqfn jf afE. dyK afE. Auh cuwp ho jFdf hY. mUMh dUsry pfsy kr lYNdf hY, ijvyN Es awg dy syk qoN ajy vI zrdf hovy. keI vfr afKygf EQy koeI hux qF pCfxMU vI nf. kI pqf koeI bicaf vI hYgf ik nhIN. AunHF idnF nUM Xfd krdf myrf bfp roxhfkf ho jFdf hY. kI lYxf EQy jf ky - msIN qF jfn bcf ky inkÜy sI. jdoN KfDI-pIqI hovy qF khygf: ikhVy vyly Xfd krfqy. sfry KfDy-pIqy df suafd jFdf krqf. jdoN ikqy soÌI hovy qF dovNy hwQ pihlF DrqI nMU lf ky qy mgroN kMnF nUM lfky kihMdf hY: "hy swicaf pfqÈfh, Eho ijhy idn qF iksy vYrI duÈmx qy vI nf ilaFvIN. iensfn hYvfn bx gey sI. cMgy Bly KuÈI-KuÈhflI vsdy rsdy iek dUjy dy ÉLUn dy ipafsy ho gey sI". ieh vfrqf mYN virHaF qoN ieMn-ibMn dyKdf-suxdf vwzf hoieaF hF. myrI dfdI vI eydF hI krdI sI. pihlF DrqI nUM dovyN hwQ lfAuNdI qy iPr kMnF nUM lfky ibafn-vfrqf ÈurU krdI huMdI sI.
iblkul hmyÈF vFg. mYnUM pqf hY ikwQy ienHF ny hAukf Brnf hY. ikwQy sfh lYxf hY qy ikwQy jf ky rukxf. ieh smyN ienHF dy mnF c AuWkry hoey hn. jdoN pRsMg eyQy afAuNdf qF mYN afpxy bfp jF dfdI qoN puwCdf ik Eho bMdy pihlF rÜ-imÜ ky rihMdy sI. iPr iek dm ikwdF bdl gey. bhuqI Dfrimk ibrqI vfÜI myrI dfdI kihMdI huMdI sI ik ienHF qoN koeI Bwul ho geI sI. ipCly jnmF df koeI lYx-dyx hI hoAU, jo afpxy ByxF BrfvF (hmsfieaF) dy hI qUMby AuzOx qur pey sI. ijhVy iek dUjy dIaF iewËqF dy sFJI sI, EhI hux AunHF hI ieËqF dI iKwlI AuzONdy. aOrqF dI bypqI krky ÉuÈ huMdy. vwZ vZFgf krdy. llkfry mfrdy. AuWproN awlf hU akbr, hr hr mhFdyv qy vfihgurU jI kf Kflsf dy jYkfry Cwzdy. Auh iPr kihMdI ik pihloN sfzy bMidaF ny hI muslmfnF dIaF DIaF-BYxF dI ibwjqI kIqI sI. mYN suaflF dy Zyr lf idMdf, pr eydMU awgy myrI dfdI kuC nf boldI. cuwp kr jFdI. keI vfrI qF sfrf idn hI cuwp gVuwp rihMdI. keI vfr do do idn. jdoN Auh ÉuÈ huMdI qF EQy dy aFZ-guaFZ bfry gwlF krdI. dsdI ik ienHF dy lfgy koeI mwdU jFglI huMdf sI. pqf nhIN hux ÈYq pUrf eI ho igaf hoAU. Auhdy nfl ienHF df Brwpf sI. Auh ienHF dy pÈU vI cfr ilafAuNdf. hÜ df joqf vI luaf idMdf. hor vI vyly kuvyly mdd krdf.
myrf bfp afpxy mfmy dy Blvfn puwq dIaF gwlF krdf kihMdf: Auhdf nF bwgf sI, bVf qkVf sI. rMg vI Auhdf gorf inÈoh sI, aMgryjF vrgf. ieh ipwCy hI rih gey sI. eyh myry bfp qoN vwzf sI, myry qfey df hfxI. jdoN iehdf ivafh hoieaf qF TwTy mÉOl c iehdIaF sfÜIaF ny mfr mfr ky iehnUM rox hfkf kr idwqf sI. myrf bfp KuÈ huMdf dws idMdf hY ik jdoN Auh iehnMU qMg krdf qF ieh AuhnUM ieh kih ky cuwp krf idMdf ik "jfh prHy vwzf Blvfn bixaF iPrdf, qYnUM qF buVHIaF ny ruaf idwqf sI".
muslmfn dMgydfr PVy ihMdUaF iswKF nUM bVI jugq nfl mfrdy sI. iewk ny iZwz c jF vwKI c brCf mfrnf. jdoN agly ny drd nfÜ rqf ku mohr nUM kozf hoxf, dUsry ny gftf lfh ky aOh mfrnf. jy iksy ny DV jF isr qy invxf qF Ehdf vI ieho hfl krnf. nfÜ hI keI hor mwlo ËorI PVy hoxy. AunHF nuM kihxf ienHF lfÈF nUM gwzy qy lwdI jfE. jy iksy ny nFh nukr krnI qF Ehdf hfl vI ieho krnf. bMidaF c pÈUaF dIaF rUhF af vVIaF sI. af ikWQoN vVnIaF sI. ivwcy hI sI. hux bfhr inkÜ afeIaF sI.
AuTfÜy df smF ienHF dI duKdI rg hY. srdy pwujdy iËmINdfr qF afny-bhfny EQoN borIaf-ibsqrf goÜ kr ilafey. AunHF nUM Kbr hoxI aF. pr hmfqVF nUM slfh idMdy sI ik irafsqF hI bdldIaF huMdIaF, prjf nhIN. eys krky jy mulk bdilaf vI qF afpF nUM Prk nhIN pYxf. qusIN eyQy hI itky rho. bfbf eydF hI mMn igaf. aYnf mfÜ zMgr, Psl
Cwz ky jfx nUM idl vI ikhdf krdf hoxf.
jdoN rOÜf pY hI igaf, GridaF ny bfby sfhmxy iPr gwl kIqI qF bfby ny moirHEN swB nUM zFitaf ik Auh aYvyN hr vyly ieko rt lfeI rKdy af. qy iPr isr qy hI af peI. bfby ny hux kI kihxf sI. bfp dsdf hY ik ienHF kol iCwgy vYhiVaF dIaF iqMn jogF sI. kuJ mhIny pihlF ienHF nUM AunHF df iqMn iqMn sO imldf sI. agly ienHF dIaF awKF sfhmxy rwsy KolH ky lY gey. mwJF vI lY gey. bwkrIaF vI. ienHF qoN iksy koloN dur iPwty vI nf kih hoeI. jdoN isr lukOx nUM mwdU jFglI ienHF nUM afpxy Gr lY igaf qF dMgykfr muslmfn, AuhnUM vI mfrn pY gey. aKy qUM iswKF nUM afpxy Gr c lukoieaf hY. Ehny Bly purÈ ny iPr ienHF nUM ikhf: hux myry vwsoN bfhr dI gwl ho geI af. ienHF df koeI pqf nhIN kI krn. qusIN afpxI jfn bcfvo. ijvyN vI bcdI af.
myrf bfp qy qfieaf hor irÈqydfrF koÜ rOÜy dI Ébr lYx gey, Gyry gey sI. zridaF AunHF ny EQy hI ienHF dy kys lfh idwqy sI. bfby dI jfn muwT 'c afeI hoeI sI. iehdy do juafn puwqF df koeI pqf Qhu nhIN sI lwBdf. DIaF nUM 'kwlIaF Cwz afp lwBx jfxoN irhf. juafnjhfn puwqF ibnF mYN DIaF nUM kI krnf, Auh kihMdf. sfiraF qoN Cotf qF sfl zyV sfl df hI sI EdoN. lukdy lukfAuNdy ibnF kysF qoN Gr afey bfp qy qfey vwl bfbf aOrHf aOrHf dyKy, pr ikhf kuJ nf. ÉuÈ hoxf beI Gr qF af gey. kys qF iPr rwKy jfxgy.
jdoN AujVy qF sfrf smfn ivhVy ivcÜI KUhI 'c suwt qf. ienHF nUM ajy vI afs sI ik TMZ peI qoN Èfied iPr muV afAuxf hY. rfh ivc dfdI pVdy nfÜ afpxy zyVH sfl dy puwq nUM vfhx 'c ZImF dy Zyr kol ibTf afeI. jdoN BUaf cMno nUM pqf lwgf qF Auh 'kwlI do-iqMn mIl ipCy jfky cwuk ilafeI. Auh kihMdI jy mrFgy qF sfry iekwTy hI mrFgy; iehnUM
'kwlI jfn nUM ikEN Cwz jfeIey. myrI ieh BUaf do vyly pfT krdI sI qy vfihgurU qy vwzf Brosf sI iehnUM. Auhdf kihxf sI ik sfzf vfl ivMgf nhIN hoxf. dyK ilE iksy ny awK cwk ky nhIN dyKxf, sfzy vl. Sfzf vfihgurU hwQ dy ky rwiKaf krUgf, sfzI.
AudoN JwKV vI bVf afieaf sI. ruwK nihrF 'c jf pey sn; AunHF 'c PsIaF, kwtIaF-vwZIaF lfÈF sn. jF lwqF, bfhF, isr qy DV. Juafn kuVIaF dIaF CfqIaF vwZIaF hoeIaF huMdIaF jF nwk vwZy huMdy. lfÈF zfz mfrdIaF. mry pÈUaF dI boa afANudI. bfp dsdf hY ik EdoN dohIN pfsIN hweIaf (hYËf) pY igaf sI. ieh gwlF krdf myrf bfp iPr pihlF DrqI nMU lf ky iPr kMnF nUM lfky kihMdf hY "qobf qobf, hy swicaf pfqÈfh Eho ijhy idn qF…………. jy mYN muV ky koeI gwl pwuC bYTF qF kihMdf hY "lY…, qYnMU dwisaf qF hY" asl 'c Auh ieh gwl CyV ky KuÈ nhIN huMdf. ajy vI kdy tYlI qy mnwuKI-Gfx dyK ley qF qx jFdf hY. nyVy ho ky dyKx lg pYNdf hY. juafkF nUM dbk ky cup krf idMdf hY. hor iDafn nfÜ suxdf-dyKdf hY. E ho ho ho ieh kihr df Bfxf ikwQy vrq igaf, puwCdf hY?
AujfVy qoN bfad cIcfvqnI qoN af ky imMtgumrI tyÈx qy iqMn idn bYT rhy, lfhOr jfx leI. aMimRqDfrI bfby dI kys nf ktfAux dI ijwLd iehdIaF DIaF qy BYx ny BMnI. ienHF ny qrÜf mfiraf: DIaF dI DfVH qyry nfÜ hY. qyrf krky ienHF nfÜ koeI Dwkf ho jAU. bfby nUM mMnxf pY igaf.
awgy ijhVI gwzI iqMnF GMitaF ivc lfhOr lwg jFdI sI, Edx pUry 24 GMitaF 'c phuMcI. sfrI vft svfrIaF dy sfh sUqy rhy. ichry pIÜy BUk hoey hoey sI. eydUM pihlI gwzI pUry dI pUrI vwZ idwqI sI. koeI nhIN sI bicaf. ijQy gwzI KVHI ho jFdI, do-do iqMn-iqMn GMty rukI rihMdI. lfhOr phuMc ky iqMn idn vwzy sfry kYNp 'c bYTy rhy. ieh iksy kflj dI grfAUNz sI. eyQy eynf mulk 'kwTf hoieaf sI ik rhy rwb df nF. lwgy sfrI dunIaF eyQy hI af geI hY. jMgl pfxI dI bVI aOK. AuqoN mfry jfx df zr. BuwKy inafxy kurbl kurbl krdy. bImfr aVHft pfAuNdy. bIbIaF, miraF dy kIrny pfAuNdIaF. swuqy AuWBV AuWBV ky AuWTdy. lfhOroN, imltrI dy trwk atfrI QfxIN aMimRqsr ivcdI ho ky jlMDr Cwz jFdy.
ivrly hI pUry twbrF nfl afey sI. dyKo kudrq dy rMg, ieh sfrf kihr buwD qy nfnk dIaF jMmx-BoaF qy hI hoieaf hY. jdoN ienHF nUM jlMDr dy kMpnI bfÊ cOk c lfihaf AudoN rfq dy ds-igafrF vwjy sI. Coty inafxy pfxI mMgx lwgy. bfby ny pry ho ky cONk 'c dUsry pfsy mMUh krI KVy pihrydfr nUM ikhf, Kflsf jI inafxy iqafhy af. pfxI dI syvf kr idE. Auhny ipwCy muV ky puwiCaf: E qUM rfm isEN af? kysF-dfhVI qoN ibnF Ehny bfby nUM pCfixaF hI nf. afvfË pCfx leI sI. dohF ny Dfh glvkVI pfeI. iPr ikMnf icr dovyN roNdy rhy. ieh ipMz df Brwpy vflf KyilaF df sMqf isEN sI. iehny bfby nUM dwisaf ik jdoN vI koeI trwk afAuNdf qF ieh dyKdf, ik sfzy bMdy kdoN afAuxgy. idl zr vI jFdf ikqy mfVI gwl hI nf ho geI hovy. Auh sfry twbr nUM afpxy iewko kmry dy kuaftr 'c Cwz afieaf. rfÈn pfxI dy ky kihMdf: 'rfm kro. KfE pIE. vfihgurU ny BlI kIqI hY, suKsuKIÜI nfÜ af gey. hux iksy df zr nhIN. ijMnf icr rihxf hY rho. afp iPr izAUtI qy clf igaf.
svyry jlMDroN nkodr nUM bws PVI qy awgy ipMz nUM pYrIN qur pey - iswDf mhyVU, Zfhy-mMiZafÜy QfxIN. sfrI vft sVk dy kMZ kMZy muslmfnF dy kfÌly bYTy sI, AWjVn leI- pfiksqfn jfx leI. ijnHF df jfnI nuksfn hoieaf sI Auh kfÌly vfilaF nUM burf-Blf boldy. Auh qF ivcfry afp sihmy hoey sI. ivcfry cuwp krky nIvIN pf lYNdy. kuJ iPs pYNdy. kuJ zOr-BOr JfkI hI jFdy. KOpIey Gr afey qF rOÜf pY igaf, rfm isEN ky af gey, rfm isEN ky af gey. lokF ny mr muk gey smJ ky koiTaF qy kbËy krny ÈlurU krqy sI.
ieh bfq pfAuNidaF myry idl nUM zobU pYx lg pYNdy hn. mY socdf hF ijnHF ieh sfrf kihr isr qy Jwilaf hY, awKIN dyiKaf hY AnHF dy idl qy kI guËrdI hY.

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